#it's fine. I'm fine.
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Mom and dad are fighting, and it hurts.
#critical role#tlovm s3 spoilers#tlovm spoilers#tlovm s3#tlovm#raven watches s3#vaxleth#THIS SEASON WAS SUPPOSED TO HEAL MY BROKEN HEART#NOT RENDER IT TO FINE DUST#it's fine. I'm fine.
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that we remind them that they were right to be afraid. in the darkness there be dragons. we've succeeded in making captain flint the name of grim death to all of them. they don't fear ships they don't fear guns they don't fear swords then what do they fear?
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This homework assignment sure does feel like exposure therapy for my ptsd
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Hello! I'm back! (ish)
How are you guys? ♡♡♡
I managed to cross off a few things from my bucket list and dare I say, girlie is feeling hella blessed despite looking like a zombie after a week-long holiday in and out of the country.
We got to see the 'Tolkien Door' at St. Edward's Church in Gloucestershire, which is rumoured to be the inspiration for the Doors of Durin. You guys know I'm a big Tolkien nerd. XD
We also revisited the stone staircase at Bodley Tower in Oxford, which was the filming location of the Grand Staircase scenes in the HP movies (or some of it, at least).
Oh, and of course, we got to see the final race of the season as part of our anniversary trip! My partner and I are big F1 fans and we've had this race in our bucket list. It was lovely revisiting my old home and just complaining about the blaring sun once again, as one does when away from the bleak, grey skies of England. That didn't stop me from fangirling over Oscar Piastri though, even if he didn't make it to the podium this season.
Anyways, we did so many wonderful things in between and I am beyond exhausted but very much fulfilled. I am back to my boring ass life now, so that means more Seb pics and HL memes, I suppose. ♡
#the hemsworth brothers were at the grand prix y'all!!!#also kanye was there. boo!#i took a bajillion pics at cotswold and oxford before tragedy struck#my phone is barely hanging on for dear life#hence the shitty abu dhabi pics#it's fine. i'm fine.#i had so much fun!#idk how much more a girl can be spoiled#but y'all! i've been spoiled rotten!#i should have enough serotonin to last me through the holidays#sorry for rambling too much#i'm back!#personal#ari rambles
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Can I request Hot chocolate with Juza from A3! 🫶 please and thank you 💕
I hope you’re having a wonderful day! And thank you for keeping the A3! Fans fed, I rarely see anyone post a3! fics anymore 😭
WAHWAH....... It is my duty to serve(≧∀≦)ゞ Thanks for the request ehehe
Request rules | Cafe menu(request prompts)
Hot Chocolate: Do they want kids? How are they around them?
🍡 I think Juza would be pretty flexible when it comes to wanting kids or not.
🍡 It’ll mostly come down to his partner’s choice, because he does like kids, he’s just pretty bad with them.
🍡 Like I can imagine y’all in bed after a long day, and the subject of kids kinda comes out of the blue.
🍡 “Kids? I mean, they’re nice n’ all, just I dunno if I could handle ‘em,” he’d mutter, idly toying with your hand. “It’s a lotta work, right? You think we could pull it off?”
🍡 And whether you laugh it off with a hard no or reassure him you both could take on the challenge, he’d smile, lightly kissing your cheek with a low chuckle, a rare occurrence.
🍡 No matter what either of you choose, he loves you with his whole heart, and wouldn’t trade what he has with you for the world, whether it means starting a family or not.
🍡 To expand on how he is with kids, he’s um. Bad.
🍡 Like bad to the point of him not wanting to show his face so they don’t get scared. *coughing in the general direction of the 7th anni event*
🍡 He really loves them, though, and wants them to feel safe around him, even if that means wearing that stupid mascot bear head.
🍡 You’ll have to reassure him he looks fine, and that most kids probably wouldn’t be scared of a guy like him unless he actually tried to hurt them, and even if one of them was, he could show them he’s not scary.
🍡 I can see him helping out at local children’s theater classes to get used to talking to kids, and he’s happy he can help them learn to do what he loves most.
🍡 One day, when you come by to walk home with him, you find him teaching one of the kids who happened to stay late.
🍡 “Yeah, you got it. You just gotta imagine it’s like… like you and him are friends, and you gotta listen to him to get what he feels, then tell it to us,” he explained, his tone soft and even. “Does that make any sense?”
🍡 “Yeah! Can I try one more time?” the kid replied, bouncing on his toes. Juza’s expression softened with a smile.
🍡 “’Course.”
🍡 It was at that moment he turned to notice you there, his body stiffening as his face reddened in embarrassment. You gave him a small wave, which he returned, before his hand shot back to the back of his neck.
🍡 “Wazzat good?” the child asked, his gaze flicking back to Juza, who hadn’t even noticed he had started.
🍡 “It was great,” he praised. “You should get home soon, y’know.”
🍡 “Right! Thanks!” With that, the kid sprinted off, dashing home.
🍡 You took Juza’s hand, praising him on his improvement with a small peck to his lips, plunging his face into a sea of red.
🍡 “Thanks… should we get somethin’ on the way home?”
🍡 You nodded, punctuating your agreement with a squeeze to his hand.
#I WASN'T DONE EDITING AND IT POSTED RRRRRRRRRR#It's fine. i'm fine.#anyway thanks again for the request!! hope you have a lovely day as well!!#my fics#request#cafe orders#a3!#juza hyodo#juza hyodo x reader#a3! x reader#fanfiction#a3! act! addict! actors!#a3! fanfic
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so palm was definitely searching for nueng after turning in their chinese assignment so he could get the "reward" nueng promised him, right? only to see nueng and ben kissing instead...
#it's fine. i'm fine.#my mental health isn't important anyway#never let me go#never let me go the series#nlmg#palmnueng#nuengpalm#pondphuwin#pond naravit#phuwin tangsakyuen#thai bl#bl series#bl drama#thai drama#asianlgbtqdramas
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Coming Out Swinging; or, It's So Early In The Year To Be Over-Buying Books But Here We Are.
Okay, so: I know I set one of my bookish goals this year to be "buy fewer books," BUT! First off, preorders don't count, and second off, the Two Lines Press haul was logged under last year's book purchases, and it's not my fault they arrived a week later. RAVEN TOWER I have no excuses for.
I have really enjoyed everything of Two Lines Press that I've read so far--their Calico series are perfect bite-sized anthologies in translation, vaguely themed (and THIS IS US LOSING COUNT has the English and Russian version of the poems presented side by side! I can read both of those!!). I'm ride or die for Wayward Children installments (this is why I love January), and a friend spoke very highly of RAVEN TOWER so I picked up a used copy from HPB. I'm very pleased with my piecemeal haul to start the year! I swear I'll buy fewer books once I work through all my coupons/gift cards! I love books!!
#book haul#book photography#my photography#two lines press#this is us losing count#elektrik#elemental#calico series#at the edge of the woods#masatsugu ono#mislaid in parts half-known#seanan mcguire#the raven tower#ann leckie#also listen i have come to terms with the fact that book buying is the coping mechanism i am leaning on#because writing as my coping mechanism is inaccessible for great chunks of my time here and i hate that with every fiber of my being#but you can only have so many conversations with people who claim to love you about what you need to not lose your mind before--#--you give the fuck up because nothing changes and you just simmer in resentment about it for years#it's fine. i'm fine.#(i need a fucking house lmao)
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love going back to my novel with the intention to skip ahead to another chapter to get unstuck but then read over the plan and feel like each subsequent chapter is protected by a huge wall as well ✌️
#i have not worked on it for a month+#maybe i should reread some of what i've already got#bc i've been spending so much time with bbc merlin characters that my own feel more like abstract concepts#and maybe some lunch will make me less likely to cry and/or scream#don't mind me yelling frustratedly into the void to try and generate any thoughts#the ideal thing would to be to have paper copies of things to slam on the floor and rearrange#so i need to try and do that in my head ig#ahhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#it's fine. i'm fine.#personal#lit talks
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...They. They will come back right?
They aren't just. Going to leave me here, to deal with this, completely alone except for people who can't remember anything that's happened for months a while now........ Right??
#stardust.txt#..............#It's fine. I'm fine.#I am fine and chill and very fine and this is fine.#....#I'm going to go cat mode and fine Isa now.
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man... dffoo shutting down at the end of february.....
#i enjoyed one (1) mobile game#savvier people than me had better be archiving assets and animations and voicelines#at least the cutscenes will be going up on yt afterwards#dffoo#i'll just be here hustling to max out the ffxv characters and being sad we never got ravus or regis#yuna and bartz got to reunite w their dead dads why not noct :')#and bro can you even imagine ravus and luna reuniting in dissidia world#ravus just wanted to see his sister happy and free from the weight of her obligations#it's fine. i'm fine.#and that's not even getting into there are main cast members missing from several other installments. like rikku. we have paine but not rik#missing amarant from ix and red xiii from vii#URIANGER FROM XIV!!#we have. lyse. but not one of the ogs????#heck dffoo would be the perfect place to put moenbryda and ysayle#and i also would have liked to see aymeric and estinien!#oh and raubahn how could i forget my man raubahn
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well it took less than 48 hours to be back on my bullshit. it could be a few weeks but i really am just building myself an entire AtN. or at least nine scenes of it, which i will then pair with thematically relevant "post-canon" scenes with which they will share a chapter. and of course the chapter numbers will align with the houses. and of course it will be breathtakingly non-linear
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That's it. No more episode. This is how it ends. THE. END. Nothing happens after. THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. Bye.
#critical role#tlovm s3 spoilers#tlovm spoilers#tlovm s3#tlovm#raven watches s3#It's fine. i'm fine.#if you're reading this. I've watched campaign one a million times.
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baru facing the same choice as max in S4 whether or not she would marry a man to keep her rightful place at the top, therefore betraying her loves & herself. i want so bad for baru to make the same choice, to find a compromise & still be recognized as the true power, the fairer hand, but also i can see her betraying tain hu & the revolution. because why else would the book be called the traitor baru cormorant. we know this. we're too smart not to know this. the end has been determined before it even began.
#it's fine. i'm fine.#baru cormorant#sorry for finding black sails in everything else. as if it's my fault 🧍🏽♀️🕳#anyw. waiting for baru's play on the traitor's qualm!!!!!!!
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thank god it's clock out time i was about to fucking lose it
#pretty sure I'm using the right number because you refuse to keep track of them#if you make me hunt down another number over a charge that is less than ten dollars i will scream#and then there's the grantee who makes double my salary and complains about everything#yes i know you live in a rural area guess what. so do I. yeah i know we asked you to talk about trans kids and i don't want to hear about#how 'people out here just don't support that.' I know that's the truth but we're still asking for data because it's the right thing to do.#I know what people in the country behave like i fucking live here and i don't want to be reminded of how shitty it is!#meanwhile all of this was distracting me from reading about adolescent substance overdose deaths so now I have to finish reading tomorrow#FUCK.#it's fine. I'm fine.#these are all normal regular job problems that i would have at any job. my job is on the whole very good and not soulsucking#and I'm stressing too hard about the weather and family obligations and moving so i just didn't need ANY of this#I did get more of a rhythm today though so that's a start#okay bye nap time i've tired myself out like a toddler having a tantrum#this aussie guy i know calls tantrums wookiees and I always wondered if it was an aussie thing or a him thing
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they should invent a new type of "staying in bed for 2-3 hours after you wake up repeatedly opening and closing apps on your phone" where it makes you feel awesome and energized and emotionally fulfilled
#buny text#I'm fine i've just been staying up too late playing bg3 the past few nights#and then wanting to wake up before noon so my parents don't say anything rude to me so i end up getting less sleep to facilitate that#and it's catching up to me#i feel like this explanation maybe undermines my previous statement of 'I'm fine' a bit but I'm fine i promise#look at my lop posts boy
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*through tears* HER LITTLE POG CHAMP
#anyway shout out to my big sis for getting me some offical arcane knock-off pogs. I realise the caption makes no sense without that context#and very little sense even with it probably. ANYWAY THAT ARC HUH#im fine. I'm okay. I'm NORMAL :)#Finished the episode and immediately started drawing this. Hope to render it a bit more#Arcane spoilers#Arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane season 2 spoilers#jinx arcane#isha arcane#isha and jinx#AUAUAUAUUAGH familial tragedy gets me like no other#Fan art#Fanart#Jinx#Artists on tumblr#My art#Paint the town blue#The message hidden within the pattern#Spoilers
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