#it's been scientifically proven that i should not be allowed to type after 11pm yet here we are

[duskholland]

hi! sorry if this is a random question, but I'm really confused and was wondering if you could explain something for me?. I LOVE your blog and I LOVE cat (were-cheetah-stiles)'s blog and every time I see you guys interact I die a bit from happiness inside. I can't figure out if you're friends though? sorry if it's a weird question, I just wanna know if I should be holding out for a collab or something because that'd END ME. thank you :) love your blog btw!

okay. I’ve tried to answer this every day for the last week and have just ended up glaring at the ask instead lol. before i dive in, i just wanna stick a disclaimer here to say that it’s getting late and i am extremely sleep deprived/just generally a mess rn so anything I’m about to say should be definitely 100% be taken w a pinch of salt. please n thank you.

i don’t think i used that expression correctly. what are words ????

anyway. my head is in the game. (it’s not)

i would describe my friendship with Cat as a mutual support/love of one another/’s writing. wow that was A Sentence. to summarise, our interactions generally go as follows: ‘oh my god i love your writing’ ‘whaaaat no way i love /your/ writing?’ ‘what the fuck.’ orrrr, it can alternatively be summed up by the amount of times i have been physically brought to tears by her comments on my fics. i wish i could say i was kidding. it’s honestly embarrassing. Cat’s writing is on that level where it pushes and inspires me to get better. just..it’s great. i could talk about it all day. i have been known to talk about this specific fic of hers all day. ask any of the friends i have on iMessage, they’ll back me up on this. it’s embarrassing.

writing aside, i think she’s great! we haven’t interacted a lot, but she seems like such a lovely person. v genuine, one of the real-est people I’ve met on here and that’s really saying a lot. she’s exceptionally talented and unbelievably sweet. just a great woman tbfh.

right, moving on. (because i just realised I’ve spent the past couple of paragraphs declaring my love for her and i think it’s getting a little weird). the second part of your question: collab ! to answer it simply, idk! i don’t think it’s something she’s done on her current blog n obviously she’s really busy with all her current fics. also, we aren’t particularly close (god i feel like a fucking dick rn) so idk if she’d /want/ to do anything with /me/. which is fine. and wow. this ask is just as awkward to answer as it was when i tried last week aha. so yeah. long story short, who knows! it’s def something i’d be open to exploring at some point, but for now, possibilities look slim. never say never tho ?? honoured that’s something you’d want to read tho!

and finally, I’m v flattered you like my blog. i might detest this ask but i def don’t detest you. however, you did also say you liked Cat’s blog whiiiich means I’m gonna have to tag her now. so yay. thanks nonnie… making me expose myself as the no.1 Cat stan. you hurt me.

have a goooooood day

@were-cheetah-stiles  // @cathobs