#it's been embarrassing for two years. god. has gooby really been gone for 2 years? have i been missing that part of me for so long?
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GOD ocd is such a bitch.
#when i first started working at my current place they added me to slack and said i could use any picture of anything i wanted for my icon#and i chose a picture of gooby in a little bowtie :3 one of my favorite pictures of him ever#fast forward five years and he died which left me. uh. pretty traumatized.#and i just couldn't bring myself to change it#and then when it got to a point where most Normal People would change the pfp after a decent period of mourning#i couldn't do it. i tried. couldn't. something about how i am said that changing the pfp would erase him#and then mully died and the same something was like 'yeah. bc you thought about changing your pfp.'#it's been embarrassing for two years. god. has gooby really been gone for 2 years? have i been missing that part of me for so long?#like logically i know this has no baring whatsoever on how the universe works but i haven't been stronger than the feeling#until today: i just changed it to my professional headshot#and i feel... ok. i have the Pit in my chest and excess nervous energy. but i will be ok.#sad cat post don't mind me#OCD boo hiss
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