#it's been 2 weeks and i still don't know the results of the english exam and it's getting annoying

[hidiustd]

15.06.2024 - 25.06.2024 — summer break: relaxing

the aesthetics of the first month of summer? kind of. nothing to do with studying, 'cause i took 10 days just to relax. walked a lot with my little old camera (digital detox was much needed), read a lot of fiction (maxton hall trilogy & muse of nightmares & a crane among wolves), watched the first season of haikyuu!!! (love it!) and just breathed some fresh air

in the latest news:

i'm now officially working as researcher for a university project, signed a contract a few days ago

i was offered to write a section for a monograph in my spare time during the summer break and i agreed, the topic is set and i'm starting the primary research now :)

today i'm doing some planning for the next weeks, i think it's gonna be really fun and i have a lot to do before the semester starts in august (and not much time haha)

[gojonanami]

Hello Sabina!! Greetings to you!! I heard there's an election for Professor Geto"s admirer"s community? I hope it's still open! I'm sorry for the delayed application, you know how much I respect him, it's just that I had exams past few weeks!! If they are open, I'd like to apply to be the representative! I hope the following skills and traits suffice (if there is any other particular need, please let me know! I've only included things about myself which I suppose would fulfill the criteria!) --

•I'm the "🤩 kid" of any group. I can create the hype. That is my personality. My energy is contagious, I can help in making sure the mood of our community is never too gloomy. 😌 My only weakness being going without prof. geto for too long.

•I've won several debate competitions throughout my academic career, scored a whooping out of out on every English project assigned to me and not only that - I manage to impress the teacher genuinely (you know what that amused eyes and pleasant smile looks like, don't you? 😌). Which means I know how to use words to sell a idea and convince people to be on my side - something that's expected of the representative. We gotta grow out our smol little cult afterall too <3

•My friends trust me with impromptu speeches (after, let's say, any seminar), I'm their go to. I'm a confident public speaker, and a natural at it. I can represent our propaganda opinions. And shut down anyone who shames us for being simps, even though we are :D

•I'm a Math + computer sciences major, which means I can bring kids from other majors and make this as big help them realise the beauty of his gorgeous face this amazing subject called ethics. :D

•I have helped kids carry out shenanigans in past, I'm good at being partner in crime and keeping a secret. The club can stay a secret from Prof. Geto himself if that's the need. I can bring that assurance if I'm given a position of power.

•I can bake top class chocolate cake, which shall do to keep people entertained and their taste buds fulfilled. Besides that, I can sing, dance and be the group clown. :D

•I'm confronting, don't avoid conflict. Can play devil's advocate, which means I'm also skilled at hurting people with sharp words if it comes to that. (Prof. Gojo being my personal inspiration and daily mentor at it, yes physics is one of my subjects too) and is really needed. As I said, I'm good at debates, I as a representative I will stand in front as a shielding barrier, talk on behalf of us and protect our community if anyone dares threaten it. Hmph.

•I'll keep reminding everyone to stay hydrated.

•I'm good at planning (given I've been studying maths and computer sciences majority of my life ; my brain is just wired to build algorithms to get desired output) so I can also help the president plan our meetings in a way it best accommodates everyone's schedules.

•I'm also a social butterfly and am more inclined on the "likes and enjoys social interactions" side, so I can update the members with essential information if they miss out on any club meetings.

•I'm a diplomatic person in nature, I can also help resolve and minor (or major for that case) issues among club members.

>>> Honestly, I'd take pride in calling myself the representative - that tag is a flattering one for me to hold and have. But if you and the other members decide I'm better suited for any other position I'm more than willing to take it up!!

Thank you for your time and consideration!! Looking forward to the election results!! If I'm given the power and position of a representative I promise to work hard and fulfill my duties for the same. 😌🤝🏻

🤩 anon

Dearest 🤩 anon,

no need for apologies — your studies come first, as we as a community and prof geto believe. you have several incredibly useful skills and I believe you would make a wonderful representative! I would love to appoint you as such.

speaking of which, I’ll set the deadline for these elections for when part 3 comes out (2/23 at 8 PM EST)! so if anyone wishes to apply, this is the time :)

[someone-give-me-a-hug]

hey hey heyyyy

BIG SIB! It's been a hot minute, but I am back! I drank an iced tea on July 4th for you. I think I'll stick to it warm; it's so sweet! Like teeth on edge, toe-curling kinda sweet, but you know what? Didn't completely hate it, so a win is a win. Also, I very much enjoyed your joke.

Let me break down all the exams to put it into perspective:

Maths x 3 Science x 6 (All three sciences - Chem, Bio, and Physics - have 2 papers) BaV x 3 History x 2 English Lit English Lang French x 4 Drama :)))))))) We get our results in August, and I'm so nervous!

Thank you for your kind words about my awards! I'm so proud of myself, not even bragging or anything. I worked hard, and it worked out for me. Honestly, I'm so happy.

I will update you on my journey to become the general of the bird army (although currently, it consists of the magpie that has taken to waking me up by tapping on my bedroom window and looking at me... no, I'm not kidding, it genuinely does that at least once every other week).

I promise you I EAT SEASONED FOOD. I USE MORE THAN SALT AND PEPPER, I PROMISE. That being said, I don't think I've ever had coriander before.

Also, I love the fact you got to see the birdies! I love birds. Birds rock. And a beta fish! That's so cool. I'm a firm believer that impulse buying makes things so much better, and Mr. Grumpy seems so cool.

OOOO news: I went to the cinema for the first time in... OMG (I just looked, that's a live reaction right there. Quality content). It's been 5 years. That's mad. Anyway, I went to watch the new Barbie movie, and then I went back and saw it a second time. I don't know if you've watched it (or if you will), so I won't say too much apart from the fact that I sobbed so hard both times.

It's taught me so much, which sounds silly, but it's taught me it's okay to be myself and to be proud of how far I've come and grown and how much healthier I am now. I also did sit in my room for an hour after listening to Billie Eilish's song with pictures of baby me scattered around like I was in a movie montage... Barbie also taught me not to do that unless I want to cry. Very therapeutic, though.

I also got a bunch of my auntie's old clothes yesterday, so I didn't have to shop for new clothes. They are all very nice and very pretty.

AND a fun history fact for you (sprung to mind after you mentioned harvest season): where I live, they banned knitting. Knitting got banned during the harvest season because it was such a large industry there weren't enough farmhands and people in the farming industry to keep up with the demand.

I have also been keeping you in my thoughts and prayers (still a little ropey on the whole how to pray since mine still start with 'hey um I don't know if you can hear me.' You'd think being raised in religious schools and going to Sunday school until I was kicked out for telling the guy he smelled of onions... in my defense, I was like 6 with no social cues. I was only kicked out because I refused to call him anything other than onion man. Looking back, that's hilarious to me.

Random question, but you wouldn't know how to strengthen nails, would you? Mine are getting long, but they are a little weak, so thought I'd ask haha.

Thinking of you!

Little sib :)

[zerobaseonefics]

Hii im doing fine!! And how are you? I wasnt on tumblr for a while now (literally been 4 days thats too long)

your studies are pretty much complicated😃 but i hope youre doing well with it!! yes its my last year and i was writing my (idk how to say it in english so i will just say it in german im sorry but you need it to graduate and be accepted on a university or whatever I REALLY DONT KNOW but yk exams yes) Abitur in the last few days/weeks,, maths was hard and im bad at it so i guess i will be average, german also average and english is probably the only exam i did that was good (crying innerly) (idk if you even understand what i wrote here) (im just happy this is over) (even tho it was hard) (and we wrote 2 exams in one week (last week) snd the last exam this week on monday) and yeah im planning to go to an university (i still dont know what country and which university) i need my results first and then i will literally just apply anywhere but good university and not in germany or poland.. i want to study law or anything with languages tho

ohh its okay, im sorry if i crossed the line or soemthing with these questions😔

YES I LOVE HIS VOICE LIKE LITERALLY INJECT HIS VOICE IN MY VEINS PLEASE.

AND ALMOST FORGOT TO ADD: WHY IS MY TIKTOK SUDDENLY FRENCH AFTER TALKING WITH YOU ABOUT THE LANGUAGE??:!:?

oh and thinking about going off of anon but i want to stay pure and 🤍anon forever idkdidkdkdkdikd omg

~🤍

hey pure omg i was literally thinking about you yesterday 😭 i was like "where is she" and i was afraid you won't come to me this week </3 it's nice to hear you're doing fine

they are 🤠 but what's harder is really the ppl there tbh the classes are okay ✋🏼 you know i feel like i'm in boys over flower fr i'm surrounded by some rich kids and shii

ooooh i know what the abitur is!! we have something like that in france as well, it's called le baccalauréat (but everyone calls it le bac). i didn't know it was that early in germany?? hope it's going better than what you expected and you'll get whatever course you want to take next year 🫶🏼 when are your results??

don't worry you didn't overstep!! it's the kind of business i'd be okay to share with you but not in public

WAITING FOR JUNHYEON DEBUTATION THANKS FOR BEING THE BEST VOCALIST OF 5TH GEN OR WHATEVER 🧘🏽‍♀️ bye tiktok is spying on you bro

get off the anon whenever you feel comfortable to! i can still call you pure if you like hehe

[s-mething-mbti]

Hello! I just found this blog, I am so happy! I am sorry for the verry long ask here but could you help me figuring myself out??

Before starting, I am a 20 y. o girl and  I have anxiety disorders... Also, I am not really fluent in English. As I can read and understand very well, writing is always a bit tricky...!

1. I first took tests (I saw somewhere it would be more appropriate to say "questionnaire" as there is no good or wrong answer, but I don't really know haha). I got INFP, and just went with it. A year later I took other tests and got the same results, but I did not really think it "clicked" as I thought these tests did not take enough into account...

So I tried looking into cognitive functions, kept a record of some of my behaviours and why I reacted some ways... But the more I looked into it, the less I could narrow down to fewer things. Thus I figured I could need help in order to find at least a direction for searching ^^'

2. I absolutely love reading the same books over and over again, watching all over again the same series to the point I know them by heart. I could go all day binge-watch or binge-reading the for the 15th time the same thing. I also love reading reactions from people about these same series / books! I also absolutely love daydreaming. Many times, I stop every 5 pages or 6 minutes of watching to run in my flat to get a shoot of fantasies (sometimes fueled by what I was just watching/reading). Outside from home, I love going to bookshops (2 to 3 times a week, preferably during off-peak hours, I am not comfortable at all in crowded places).

3. I kind of think I am not someone really pleasant to live with. I speak a lot, I love speaking, but I don't listen (mostly because I can't concentrate on it, I am focused on showing I am interested in what I am not listening to by noddind or maintaining eye-contact, and also a lot of times at home because I don't care). In fact, I can only concentrate on what is said if it involves one of the things I read or watch again and again or if it is a subject I really like. Also, at home, I tend not to do what I am told, because I want to show that I could have thought about it and done it by myself. However, when I am outside, with other people, I am unable to say "no", even if I end up not doing it, or I find excuses not to do it or not to accept it and feel bad about it.

4. My friends, and even my mother, told me I was very kind, bordering too kind. Taking in account what I said in (3.) I don't understand how they can think that...

5. Leadership: I really dislike taking leadership. I don't want and am scared to impose my view on others (and most of the time I just have nothing to say, head empty). At school I hated group work except if it led to an oral exam (oral exam alone is worse than everything, I cry in front of everyone, so if someone can speak with me or for me it is better). However, if no one gives direction, I take the very minimal lead because otherwise the work would not be done at all and we would spend hours looking at each other (I would only say "I could do that, what are you most confortable doing? And I can also reshape/review the text at the end if you want" ). The only thing I am confident with in group work is proof-reading, I love correcting mistakes, in fact I can't let a mistake pass if I see one (I must be so annoying...).

Self-expression: I love saying how I feel to my close friends, like I want them to validate my feelings. I often ask "how are you" firstly out of courtesy, and secondly because they will ask me in turn and thus I can say everything I want to say. In fact it is often self-pitying. But if someone tells me to move on because it would not make things change, I might start being harsh or lash-out. At the end of the conversation or after parting, I almost every time feel bad because I finally notice that I did not ask anything or enough to my friend, and that it is wrong.

Also, I rarely interact with people on the bus or in the streets even if I sometimes really would like to. But if I do so it is mostly in order to show that I have knowledge on the subject in question, and only after that in kindness.

However, I hate asking people to do something for me (except little things like passing me the salt or giving me a glass of water). If I do so, I fear that people are reluctant to do it, or do it because they have to. I would prefer if they proposed it by themselves and if I could be really sure that they are doing it because they want to.

6. Novelty : it would be true to say i dislike change or novelty. Several facts: when I was 2 or 3, I didn't like watching new movies, so my mom had to put them in background, and I would pick interest later. In primary school I cried an awful lot because we were throwing away our broken sofa. At the end of middle school, I didn't want to go to high school because I felt better as things were. Same thing at the end of high school, and same again at the end of my 3rd year of university. Right now, new metro lines are in construction. I think of metro network as my playground (I love taking the metro), and the fact that the network as I know it will change somewhat makes me uncomfortable. I always prefered how things "were before". (I think it feels kind of confortable this way)

7. I procrastinate a lot. So much in fact. I hate being late because it is disrespectful, but I am always just on-time or late. I am also disorganised and can't follow plannings. I guess I am too lazy...

Another thing is that I am obsessed with identity. Pinpointing who I really am has been an obsession for many years. If I could be unique by knowing who I am, it would be a great accomplishement to me. When I was young, I would have an obsession for wearing items of a certain color because it was my trademark. Same for favorite animal or favorite season. It leads me to be quite envious at times.

Also, I often think of what impact my behaviour might have on others. For example at school, I would come back several times (but not all times) for exams if I was not too sick because otherwise I would have had more time to study with no drawbacks, and it would be unjust to the others. I also care a lot about what people would think about me, even if it does not really seem to be the case after everything that has been said haha.

Finally, I have a strange relationship with helping others. I really would like to help, because it is the right thing to do and it is kind, but when a situation presents itself I think "ugh why me". If I turn a blind eye, I feel like a monster. If I help and fail I feel bad. If I help and succeed I feel really good and proud of myself, but these situations should not occur too many times as they make me feel anxious before, during and after. On the other end, I am very bad at comforting, and often do it badly. I don't like seeing people cry, it hurts, but otherwise I don't understand how people feel.

Well, after writing this I have the impression of being a complete paradox and not someone to speak to hahaha! I have so many things to change in order to be more pleasant to live with!

Well... sorry for the long text! And thank you for everything!

I’m leaning towards ISFJ.

I’m seeing strong Si/weak Ne. You gave several examples to show you’re much more comfortable with what’s familiar, and resistant to change. Re-reading/watching media, trouble letting go of familiar items, your mom playing movies in the background until they were familiar enough for you to enjoy - all strong examples of Si throughout your whole life. Also, your first example of familiar media still giving you inspiration/fantasies is a great example of Si/Ne working together.

I can see young Fe in being “too kind,” and having trouble saying No to people. You don’t like imposing your needs on people, and are aware when you can’t meet someone else’s needs (“I felt bad I didn’t ask my friend enough and that is wrong.” or “If I help and fail, I feel bad.”) You show an awareness of the impact of your behavior on others, and have a sense of “social courtesy.” You gave a good example of Si/Fe in saying “I ask ‘How are you’ first out of courtesy…and then they will ask me in turn.”

Lower Ti shows through a bit in your enjoyment of proofreading and correcting mistakes, or when you said you engage “to show I have knowledge on the subject.”

[haikyuulovercompany]

Can you do a scenario for Tsukishima and Shirabu and their s/o trying to convey her feelings to them through that math problem "I love you" memes. If you don't know what I'm talking about, you can go on Google and type in "math problem I love you" and see a variety of ways. How would they react?

YES. I know what you’re talking about. People rarely request Shirabu (This is the first, maybe second time someone requests him) 

I used this method for the scenarios, in case anyone wonders what the hecky we’re talking about

Tsukishima Kei

Her heart beat rapidly. She had been planning her stunt for the pastweek, and now the time for her to execute a perfect performance had come.

She had fell for him fast, but hadn’t fell for him right away. It onlyhappened after hearing him teasing some of their classmates in the hallwaysfrom afar. They sat side by side at class so it had been a challenge toignore him. And as timed passed, it was almost impossible to do so.

Both of them were smart, she knew that by heart. He was better than herat English, but she beat him at math. With that in mind, she kept her eyes onhim waiting for him to struggle in class so she had an excuse.

And so the opportunity appeared.

He was slightly frowning at his notebook as they were doing the in-classexercise the teacher had assigned them. She cleared her throat loud enough forhim to hear. He looked at her by the corner of his eyes, and the only thing shecould do was smile.

“Do you need some help, Tsukishima-san?” she whispered making sure theteacher didn’t hear her. He doubted for a second before accepting.

That day everything started. She always helped him whenever he neededit. It wasn’t often, matter of fact, it was a rare occasion for him to ask forher help. In the other side, he greeted her on the morning, and said hisgoodbyes when classes ended. She got a little glimpse into who he was, and thatwas enough to send her crush into another level.

They would have a benchmark test at the end of the week, and he hadasked her with flushed cheeks if she could helped him. Volleyball practice hadtaken all of his time, and he had fallen behind in class. He couldn’t fail, andhe seriously needed the help. She agreed to help him hiding the rocket shiplaunching in her chest.

The train of thought that had let her to believe it was time for her todeclare her feelings defeated her. She had no idea why she felt such urgency tocome clean with what he meant to her, and yet, here she was.

She stared at the stupid math example set on her notebook, an exampleshe wrote before class pathetically looking at her phone to be able to copy itperfectly.

She felt his gaze on her waiting for her to keep explaining what he wassupposed to be looking at. She took a deep breath and putted her index fingeron the down middle of the equation raising her other hand, which was holding aneraser. 

She was going to do it. No turning back. She might never had anopportunity like that again.

She erased the upper half of the equation ignoring whatever expression Tsukishimawas throwing at her. Her index finger stood in place. She suddenly lacked thestrength to move it away. For her disgrace, it was he who moved her hand away.He didn’t understand what she was doing, and he was getting impatience of thesudden silence. 

Both of them were frozen in time. He clearly saw what had replaced theequation, and she was unable to lift her eyes from her lap where her hands wereclenching her skirt. She thought she could do it, but now that he had found out, she only wanted to run away from him as fast as possible.

The desk trembled, and with a new curiosity in her, she liftedher eyes a little. He had laid his elbow on the desk. She lifted her eyes alittle more. He had taken off his glasses, and was covering his eyes with oneof his hands. His lips were pressed in a tight line, and she could see theheavy blush on his face.

He adverted she was looking at him, but he was the one now who couldn’tface her.

“Like this,” he whispered, “you confessed like this.”

Her eyes lingered on him before she could find her voice again. “Yes,”she whispered back.

He removed the hand from his face so he could look at her. He was moreembarrassed than her, which was easy to see. They stared at each otherspeechless. She had shown everything she wanted to say, and he was lost forwords. He snapped his tongue.

“Then come on a date with me,” he said so fast it was almost impossibleto understand him; yet, she did, and nodded her face pleased.

Of course he wasn’t one to say he liked her back, or do somethingsimilar. But that was more than she was hoping for.

Shirabu Kenjiro

She was a smart girl. She had made it through the Shiratorizawaadmission exam without breaking a sweat. It had been a piece of cake. And ifshe was having Shirabu, one of her classmates, tutoring her, it wasn’t becauseshe was doing badly at math class. 

She had fallen really sick in the middle of the school year. She wasdiagnosed with a heavy appendicitis that resulted in an urgent surgery. She hadher appendix removed, which obligated her to be absent from school for twowhole weeks.

It was easy to keep up with classes such as English literature, orhistory. She only needed to read the lessons the teacher left as homework. Mathwas another story. She needed to be taught the methods. 

Shirabu and her could be considered friends. They greeted each otherevery morning, and sometimes talk about school stuff, never something personal.

The first time he appeared in her house was the day after she was dischargedfrom the hospital. She still needed to rest for a whole week. He was there asher math teacher until the exams. 

And after that a tradition began.

In the two weeks he helped her catch up with math they grew closer. Theyfound out all the things they had in common, and find comfort in each other’scompany. A couple months later she find herself attending his volleyball games,and he would ask if they were going to study together. 

Without a doubt, something else had been born between them. She had foundherself staring at him a little longer, getting more excited when they had astudy session, and counting the seconds till they meet again. 

She couldn’t deny her feelings, and somehow she knew she had a chance.Shirabu must be feeling the same way as she. He smiled a little wider wheneverhe saw her, and he never left any of her texts unanswered. That was a goodsign, wasn’t it? 

She thought all of this as she dropped her hand. She had finishedwriting on the chalkboard the dumbest idea she had ever had. Shirabu waswaiting behind her, leaning on a desk waiting for her to move.

She had texted him to meet her in the classroom at lunch because sheneeded help with a homework.

She moved revealing the bizarre equation. Shirabu raised one of hiseyebrows. “What is that? Are you sure we’ve seen this in class?”

Good. He had no idea what that was about. She should have known hewasn’t into Internet romantic puns. As her hand trembled, she took thechalkboard eraser, and made the upper half of the equation disappear in asingle movement. 

She didn’t look at him; she kept her eyes on the board where the “I LoveYou” was shown. He didn’t say anything either. She started to panic. Maybe shewas wrong. Maybe she had seen signals where there was nothing. They were justfriends, and she just blew it up. 

Then his presence brought her back to the world. He had taken the chalk,and was now writing. It was a short answer.

‘Me 2’ was written under her love-equation. She was dumbfounded. Sheslowly turned to look at him. Shirabu was softly smiling at her. 

She returned the smile before going up to him, and hugging him as tightas she could.

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Thank you for the request! I hope you liked it!!