#it's an Uchikoshi work so im not too worried but you can never be sure til it's out ;;;;;

[systemrestart]

i was just discussing Ever17 with someone recently, and they made me really excited to finally re-read it......... not sure if i should wait for this remaster or just go ahead and play the old version

[junpeilovezone]

for junpei, 

hello, my dear jumpy! so today’s your day huh... how many years has been now? i think it’s 5 now, which is also your number! is this a coincidence? i don’t think so, but again, that’s what i’d like to think.

so... it’s been 5 years since we’ve met! i asked for any ds games recommendations and someone told me about 9 hours 9 persons 9 doors. at the beginning i was a little bit like meh, but then i started playing and i met you. and god how much i loved you since the very beginning, you don’t have the faintest idea. i was super anxious when the water started bumping inside the cabin because i was sure this game had a time limit and you were going to drawn. i even cried, too! but you were okay, we figured the puzzles out and you got out.

there you met everyone, including kanny. then, the madness started and we had 9 hours to get out, hopefully alive. and what great 9 hours they were! i absolutely loved your humour (tho I admit sometimes I really wanted to scream at you, man, puns are not your thing), how much you wanted to protect kanny and every small detail. jesus christ junpei, i wonder how you are such a nerd, really. did you really believed akane wanted to have sex in that elevator? man, you were going to die!!!!

you appeared again in the next two games, but i’m not going to talk about your adventures there. this is about me, i’m sorry! i swear i’m not that egocentric.

but hey, you showed me how complex a character can get. how much a character can suffer and still have some kind of hope, how somebody can lose everything again and again and still try their best to get it back. you taught me love, junpei, and luck and faith and hope. you taught me to be strong, to find light in the darkness, to see the best in everyone. with you by my side i’ve learnt not to give up, to keep trying no matter what.

god jumpy, you’ve been my comfort character for whole five years! i’ve written about you in my darkest moments and you’ve always cheered me up. i thought about happy headcanons where you kissed kanny all the time and had fun beach dates and i felt so genuinely happy. that’s it, junpei, you make me so happy you can’t even imagine it. i think about you and my heart feels lighter and sometimes it aches a little bit because i love you so so so so much. 

you mean the world to me, junpei. you’ve helped so much when i had anxious attacks you would laugh at me, but as i felt anxiety coming up, i always thought “hey, junpei wouldn’t like to see you like that!” and maaaaan, it works. can you believe it? i think about you and everything feels better, even if just a bit. thank you for saving me so many times. you’ve been there so many times that i can’t count them. whenever things are bad, you are always there.

i remember crying my heart out when i knew that you used to drink until you fell asleep in your bathtub. like everytime i went inside my bathroom i started fucking crying!! bc you mean so much to me and knowing that you were suffering so much!!! i couldn’t stand it!!! (and i still can’t, ofc). and all the hardships you have had to endure... man, i would gladly die if that meant you could live happily, i’m not even joking. there’s no day that i don’t think about your life and cry a little.

you are a great father, junpei. i love talking about your relationship with quark, what both of you mean to each other, the great things quark brought to you. you learnt to love again, junpei. that tiny baby healed your wounds and made you have hope again. everything he gave back to you, important things you thought you had lost forever, things you had to give up in order to look for akane. im so so so happy you had a will to live again!!!! the idea of you having something to protect warmys my heart so much... man you should only know love and safety. i will fight uchikoshi myself don’t worry.

i wish i could express myself better, jumpy, bc i cannot say exactly what i want bc english is not my mother tongue... but love knows no language! i truly love you so so so so so much junpei!!! i truly do!!!! i cherish you everyday and hold you so dearly in my heart!!! i’ve never loved someone so much as i love you, and I’m so glad it’s you who taught me how to love someone this much! i hope we will be more years together, you will always be my one and only. i truly love you so much i don’t have enough words to say it.

you are home to me, junpei. i think about you and i feel warm and safe; you are the place i return to whenever things are bad and i have nowhere to go. you are my happy place. you will always be.

loves you dearly,

mag