#it's about endless packets of mints and junk and passing on spending time in the bakery if he hasn't washed his hair or his coat recently
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today thinking about my favourite headcanon: wilbur Definitely smoked as a stress release during l'manberg and niki absolutely didn't know a bar of it until pogtopia
#it's about. the concealment. it's about. wanting to be seen as your best self (your best self who doesn't exist and maybe never did)#it's about. my strong 'cniki is not a fantastic mental health understander' agenda#it's about endless packets of mints and junk and passing on spending time in the bakery if he hasn't washed his hair or his coat recently#(and he never has)#it's about thinking everything is okay and not realising until so much later that the cracks started long before you noticed them#it's about giving up on pretenses because you're about to burn yourself down anyway! it's about clinging to the thought that your friend#changed because the alternative is you didn't know him enough in the first place. could you have saved him? god when would you even start#weren't you good enough? even then when you were safe and happy and coated in sugar and flour? weren't you good enough to save him?#AND SO ON.
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