#it's 1:30am and i can't sleep because i miss my friends so much

[zipquips]

i've also totally lost the plot on going to bed on time

god it's only day two of class and i feel so so so so very behind

[earthfluuke]

1/2 helloo it's korn anon! how are you? i can't believe the season is almost over! what did you think of this ep? i like that ohm got a moment to lead the charge, but i kinda wish that at this point i felt a sense of unity with all of the students, including pang. i really loved the scene of all of them laughing together (korn's smile was HEALING) but it was def missing pang and wave (and namtaan!). (also pangwave planning their futures together PLS just say u love each other and go)

2/2 the moment with korn falling asleep was everything to me i'm so happy he can finally rest :'). also grace is such a badass and i love her so much supot is shaking in his boots (but why is pang just standing there watching him hurt her like?? cmon king give us nothing) i think this season could have really used some more episodes so that some things don't seem rushed (chanon and pom made up real quick imo). also we haven't seen darin in a hot minute and i'm not complaining but where is she

hello! this season really felt like it has flown by, and i’m so excited for the finale (but also terrified, because i have no idea what they’re planning).

i’m so proud of ohm. all he wants to have is a normal, happy life, but he’s slowly come to realize he can’t have the life he wants (with all of his friends) if they don’t take down supot. everything he’s doing comes from the heart, and i absolutely love that about him. that being said, please don’t let anything happen to him in the finale. i am terrified for my boy, and if a single hair on his head is harmed...

i said the same thing about the scene with (almost) the entire gifted class together! it was so cute, but i kept saying ‘you’re missing people!!!’ it’s like they’re able to be happy, but they aren’t complete. and the fact that wave set up a camera so that he and pang can watch them and be with them virtually...and pang saying they’d be happier without him...please, my boys deserve to be happy too. also, pang, sweetie, go to therapy, i am begging you. though it was nice to know that the two of them basically told us that they have a future together, because that scene had absolutely no heterosexual explanation. those two, honestly. a little married couple already.

OKAY. MY DUMB ASS THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD FOR A HOT SECOND, AND THEN I REMEMBERED WHAT HIS POTENTIAL WAS. in my defense, the show airs at 7:30am my time, so my brain wasn’t fully awake yet. but when i realized he was just sleeping, i was like ‘omg he can REST.’ which is what all of these kids need tbh. 

supot is terrified of grace, because he doesn’t completely understand her and he also can’t control her. seeing him at a loss is great, because he’s never not been one step ahead of everyone. in this case, he can’t be, because he can’t be ahead of the future. as for pang in that scene, i’ve described him as ‘supot’s new pom.’ he’s manipulated him to the point where he has no other choice but to listen. there is too much on the line for pang (all of his friend’s safety, the virus completely taking over wave, his own life), and honestly? he is just so tired. you can really see it in this episode. he is worn out, and he has absolutely no energy left. however, in the scene with grace, you could see a bit of the fire behind his eyes. he wanted to do something, but all the gas lighting supot has done to him held him back. 

i understand what you mean in terms of timing. some things do feel a bit rushed. as for chanonpom, i think they made up so quickly, because chanon immediately felt guilty for what he did. in the moment, he had satisfaction, but after, we see how bad he feels about it. it’s as though his original intentions (hating/wanting to take down supot) hit him after he was out of supot’s control. i also think things happened so quickly, because this was pom’s breaking point. he has been used for so long, and he’s finally been tipped over the edge. so he’s ready to go as fast as possible. 

here’s hoping the finale is amazing! i’m so impatient for it!

[machaaoo-blog]

Most likely to become an AO3 if it is as liked as I hope it to be.

Multi-chapter

Bad Lemons (Rated M) - Drugs, violence, language, etc.

It will have very touchy subjects that relate to very serious problems such as addiction and mental health -- if you can't handle it please don't read! (It'll come up in future chapters if I continue)

Description: Living it rough can really change a person, for better or worse. She became strong, bold and unbothered. Nothing could shake her back into a world full of untrue realities.

Fallin' Out

Chp 1 - Walk

"Where is Mina?" She hated waiting, she hated the train station even more. It's loud and obnoxious, which regularly interrupts her sleeping schedule. She would usually settle for a nice bench in the park or even the sidewalks that lead through a deserted alleyway; sadly both were taken by others who had her current living situation or rats. She'd rather her chances living amongst the rodents, maybe even be blessed with their sickness for the rest of her sad life than go back to a broke home. Of course she had other ways or options to get out of this predicament, she's full filled them, yet she never got the pay she deserved. Her welfare officer had an utmost disdain for her existence. He had and would go to lengths to make her life harder, and therefore couldn't be trusted. Then again her worse enemy yet had to be the people who she lived with: a drunk for a step father and a whore of a step mother, not to mention her elder step brother who doesn't pay a lick of rent allong with his crack sniffing wife. The female laid her head back abit and let out a single, "Fuck." How could she get adopted into their family, where the hell was child protective services when you needed them?!

She rubbef her bruised up limbs and does her best not flinch, and doesn't even bother to spare a glance at her wounds. She doesn't have enough bandages for that mess. Placed her pink fingertips on her cheek which was a mix of green and purple. She paid it no mind though. Not that she ever cared too much, but she why stress the luxury of caring about your appearance? Initially, even as a child, she always presumed that what truly mattered more than anything else about a person is personality. Hypocritically, however, she couldn't care less about either. Right now all that seemed to be on her mind was getting through her problems, with or without help.

You could say this makes Uraraka Ochako a rebellious teen. But yet that's not the case. She'll go wherever as she pleases, but she evades at all costs in the name of self-preservation. Put yourself in her shoes. How can someone last a day with her mentally unstable home? Truthfully when she was adopted into it, everything was dandy, until they went into a debt things just seemed to get out of hand. So she left and decided to break free, they never look for her, so who cared?

Ochako glanced up the clock. Though her chance to escape this time would depend on Mina's miraculous connections and genius planning, her fate rested in her best friends hands.

With a sharp inhale she slaps a bandaid on quickly and smooths it out tightly on the bridge of her nose. Placing her hand on the edge of the sink she looks up at her reflection. Curvaceous, petite, ghostly pale skin with contrasting pink cheeks with cuts and bruises scattered all over. She rolled her eyes and became resolute. Opening the door, then spamming it closed, she made her way out the bathroom she walks towards the bench, but is immediately halted when she sees a guy sitting in it. Her eyes narrow. A tall guy at that. Broad-backed with weird sand-blonde hair, why is it so...spiky? She stuffs her hands into her pockets and sits opposite the bench on the far side of the station waiting for him to leave. She wants to dictate it as a personal problem, but if he's depressed...well then she supposes he won't he moving a muscle any time soon meaning won't be getting her bed back for a long time.

20 minutes had passed and it was already 8:30am and he finally left his seat when a certain green haired boy hoisted Sparky off his heavy ass. They were total opposites and Ochako choked on her spit when the blond suddenly bitch smacked the other boy while both boarded the train.

"Ochako, it's me~!" Mina shouted, waving her small pink hands side to side.

"A private school...U.A? Mina, I know you see me as some Fallen Angel who could possibly be saved but they would never let me step foot on their grounds." Ochako placed her hand on her chest and gave a sly smile, "Look at me, all bruised up because some punk wouldn't lend me a light and look at him now." She pointed at the park bench across from them, "Knocked his ass out straight and now I'm stuck with his lighter that doesn't even work."

"I'm just trying to help you and give you a better life, Ochako. As your only friend take my offer. You know there's nothing for you here and you also know you have allot of pent up pride- let it go, and just come with me to U.A."

Ochako tilted her head to the side, her expression softened by the smile of Mina, her best friend.

°°°

"Ochako." She states. The receptionist looks up at her through her glasses with a look that says a first name like that wouldn't even slightly cut it at such a high-class school. The woman does some typing, and looks at the computer with no change of expression. This school held some of the finest and wealthiest, Ochako was out of her eliminate.

"Come with me."

Ochako followed behind the lady, her eyes looking out the school widows once in awhile to spot preppy teens. Even amongst the worst schools she's attended the students stuck out and looked different, they dressed and did as they pleased. Though her past schools were practically full of fights and no learning, gosh how she missed those days where her small gang ran amuck, when she felt empowered and dominating. She let of a tsk, it still felt that way, but those people she once addressed as family were quick to turn their backs. Clearly everything here is different from what she is used to. Designer brand bags, diamond watches and shoes she couldn't touch with her commoner hands. These damned rich kids all looked alike, she couldn't tell any apart, they all owned the same type of fashion and don't get her started on all the goop plastered on the female students faces. "Yuck." She stuck her tongue out at the window before entering another room with the serious, quiet receptionist.

°°°

Katsuki growled. "Aren't you supposed to be helping out the teachers or some shit?" She laughs as he intercepts her lips and responds immediately in the most favorable way. He pushes her against kitchen table, and slowly presses onto her receiving a deep moan in the process. She looked up at him with a gaze full of lust and want. "Who cares, someone else is can take care if it for me." She whined, pulling out out a condom with a smirk.

°°°

Ochako stared at her I.D with a look of disgust. Mina on the other hand slapped her knee and held her stomach, laughing like her life depended on it. "You look so ugly! EWW!" Mina pointed at the picture, "You flenched and your eyes are barely open!" She cackled. Ochako slammed open the window and held her arm back, "To hell with that." But before she could launch her arm and send that I.D flying Mina grabbed her arm. "Calm down, we got things to do, We gotta get you to your room."

"Well then take me to my room, please."

"But wait we gotta capture this moment!" Mina pulled out her phone and jumped back, getting on her knees and began to tap, flashes going off blinding the poor Brunette who stood before her.

"M-Mina please, my eyes-" Ochako placed her hands out covering the camera which signaled to her friend to stop; which, she did. "I wish you wore something cuter though." Mina pouted as she went through her photos, "You always wear the same thing Ochako."

And she wasn't wrong, her wardrobe was small, she never owned anything more than a phew shirts, jeans and underwear. Why by hundreds of dollars of clothes when she just needed seven pairs to last her throughout the week.

"What's wrong with how I look?"

"Well," Mina coughed, as they began to walk, "For starters...."

Ochako had wore the basics: A red baseball cap, a grey top and loose jeans that bagged from her waist abit to reveal her boyish underwear. Don't even get Mina started on the belly button piercing and tattoo. (which is located on her right arm, a whole sleeve so she constantly wears long sleeves when needed.)

"Alright but Mina remember you wanted to get these body modifications with me? And remember what you did? You chickened out because of your dad." Ochako placed her hand on her school dorms door, "You can't criticize what I wear either because you know I'm poor as shit." She unlocked the door and Mina stood behind her, a constant sorry escaping the pinkettes mouth, she opens the door, and stops in her tracks.

The sweaty bodies laid on the kitchen table, the blonde held a tiny naked waist with one hand whilst tugging at her short blonde hair. Ochako rose an eyebrow at the scene, this timing was horrible because those two were at mid-climax.

"Ah, yes! Katsuki-"

The blondes head falls in between the crook of the males neck. Her feet had become weightless.

"Ochako? Can we go in alrea-" Mina stops as she makes her way to the entrance. Ochako held her arm out from keeping Mina from entering any further. It finally took a few seconds for the two sexually tensed weirdos to notice the presence of two others.

"W-what are you doing here? Mina?!"

"What do you mean, what am I doing here, Toga?!" She shouted and covered her face, seeing a half naked Bakugou made the poor pinkettes hurl.

"Who the hel-" Toga was cut off.

Ochako walked into the room, unphased to see a naked man and woman, she lived in the streets and has seen this and much worse multiple times. Everyone in the situation just seemed to watch. As Ochako picked up their clothes she walked back to the nearest window opening it,

"This is my place, so get out."

Ochako threw their belongings out the window, their clothes slowly fluttering onto the schools dorm field. Toga and Katsuki grimaced, Mina slammed her forehead on the door and as for Ochako... well, she took a seat on the couch and flipped on the TV and began to watch animal planet.

[moricatlibrary]

A Day of Texts Between Eren and Armin

In which we read a day's worth of texts between the two friends before they became a couple.

I was bored so I wanted to write a day's worth of texts between Eren and Armin.

(Maybe I'll do a sequel chapter where they are a couple?) idk. enjoy if you can^^

Armin:

Good Morning! :)

[sent 7:00am]

Eren:

Hey! :)

[sent 7:30am]

 Armin:

Ready for those tests today? 

[sent 8:03am]

Eren:

Hell no lol

Armin:

Aw, power through it! :')

Eren:

You too

Armin:

What'd you have for breakfast?

Eren:

Mom made Belgian waffles! You?

Eren:

What makes them Belgian?

Armin:

Just cereal. But lucky charms no less! ;3

A Belgian waffle has lighter batter and bigger squares than regular waffles.

Eren:

Oh, nice!

[sent 8:31am]

Eren:

[link]

Armin:

LOL!!!

Eren:

Reminds me of my brother xP

Armin:

Ditto!

   Armin:

Hey, heads up, that history exam is BRUTAL, there're at least 5 trick questions on there.

[sent 9:31am]

Eren:

Yikes!

Armin:

Don't worry, we studied hard. Just save numbers 4, 9, 12, and 13 for the end so you have time to mull over them after you get the easy stuff out of the way.

Eren:

Thanks!

Armin:

Dreading this gym class... wish you were here >~< 

Eren:

Don't sweat it! You'll come out on the other side. :) It's only for an hour.

Eren:

Shit, gotta go, here comes that history exam... :'(

Armin: 

Good luck! Ganba!

  Eren:

Oh god I failed that test for sure...

[sent: 10:33am]

Armin:

Sorry, just got out of the shower. Don't worry. Next period Mr. Smith is subbing for Mr. Zoe so it'll be a breezy class period to recover.

Eren:

Oooh texting in the locker room? Naughty naughty ;)

Armin:

You're texting in chemistry :T

Eren:

Yeah, but I have clothes on

Armin:

Hmm...

Eren:

Hurry up and get in here before the bell rings, quit sexting ;)

Armin:

Lol fine fine fine, stop texting me xP

Armin:

And I'm NOT sexting!

Eren:

Suuuure

[A/N Eren's mind spends the whole period dancing around the image of Armin texting him naked while they watch a science video...]

  Armin:

[sent 12:30pm]

How was math?

Armin:

[link]

  Eren: 

Sorry just got out of the shower! Jean kept bothering me ALL period :/

[sent 1:27pm]

Eren:

Woah... That's an awesome story! Let's discuss it during lunch!

Eren:

Where are we sitting? I'll be there in a few minutes

Armin:

Where are we sitting?

Armin:

Oh, ummm...

Armin:

Wanna sit outside today?

Eren:

Nah I just showered. Can we sit by the window in the art room? 

Eren:

That way we can keep talking without having to rush off when the bell rings.

Armin:

Sounds perfect! See you then!

  Eren:

Man, Miss Reiss is such a pushover...

[sent: 2:20pm]

Eren:

Super pretty though.

Armin:

Well don't text during class just cuz she's a pushover, Eren. :/

Eren:

Why not? It's just art.

Armin:

Art is the most under appreciated subject of our time.

Eren:

Like you're not texting during English lol

Armin:

It's literature, and I can't pay attention when Mr. Roy is such a dry reader anyway.

Eren:

What's the difference between literature and English?

Armin:

Literature is written word, English is the language.

Eren:

And how come in Spanish we don't read Spanish stories?

Armin:

And grammar is the rules and construct of the language.

Armin:

Because Spanish class is a language class, not a literature class. You read stories in English just to learn about structure.

Eren:

So confusing. Why do we even have to take it, we ARE english!

Armin:

So people know how to read and write properly. It's good to know an official set of rules.

Eren:

So you can break them? ;)

Armin:

LOL exactly.

Armin:

ROY ALMOST CAUGHT ME TEXTING! BBL!

Eren:

Oooh you're in troubleeee!!! See you later~

Eren:

God I hate english...

[sent 3:20pm]

Eren:

Sorry I mean literature*

Armin:

Me too...

Armin:

Boy, Art sure is fun though! Miss Reiss is so nice and easy going ;)))

Eren:

Aw come on, you suck!

Armin:

She called me a bright pupil!

Armin:

Lemme know how long it takes for Mr. Roy to read through the tiger poem hahahaha XD

Armin:

Oh gosh I'm sorry, that was mean, please don't be mad at me!

[sent 3:40pm]

Armin:

Eren? Are you mad at me?

Armin:

I was just playing around! I wish you could finish the day in art with me!

Armin:

Eren? :'(

Eren:

Sorry, Roy caught me texting and took my phone then gave me a long ass lecture after class.

[sent 4:08pm]

Eren:

Where are you?

Armin:

Oh gosh I'm sorry!!! I'm in the courtyard, I was looking for you. Sorry sorry sorry

Eren:

Don't be sorry! I'll be there in a minute. :)

Eren:

Watch out for Jean until I get there.

Armin:

I'm with Mikasa, she said not to worry.

Armin:

Tonight's a new Steven universe! Wanna call when it's over?

[sent 5:22pm]

Eren:

My mom just yelled at me...

Armin:

Oh no, what happened? D:

Eren:

She got a call from Mr. Smith about my bad History grade...

Armin:

But we study so hard for that class!

Armin:

Do you wanna call?

Eren:

No.

[A/N: Armin easily recognizes that Eren said 'no' because he is crying...]

Armin:

Aw I'm so sorry. :( Wanna tell me what she said?

Eren:

She said I need to get my grades up and do a little more studying and a little less screwing around or I won't get into a good college. Then my dad came in and said that an American man doesn't make it anywhere if he's not getting good grades from the start and trying his best. But we DO study hard! And I AM doing my best! We have 6 fucking classes until 4 and then I have football practices during the fall too! It makes me feel so shitty when they talk like that cuz what more can I do?

Armin:

I'm so sorry about all that pressure on you... I wish you'd told me you still didn't understand something in the materials :( I'd have worked harder to help you remember it... 

Eren:

Mmm well... confession: I actually feel really embarrassed that you're so much smarter than me... so I fake it sometimes.

Armin:

Aw Eren... Please don't do that, okay? I'm never ever going to look down on you or anything. Some things are just challenging for some people and that's okay! There're so many things I admire you for! So don't ever worry about being embarrassed with me. 

Armin:

Please be honest with me from now on? :)

Eren:

...You're the best.

Eren:

Really.

[A/N: Armin knows that means Eren feels a lot of affection for him. Eren's not great with expressing his feelings so a safe and understated phrase like "you're the best" actually means a LOT...]

Eren:

And I promise. Please come to me for help in anything you need too.

Armin:

Thanks.

Eren:

They're grounding me from tv and video games for a month by the way.

Armin:

Ah, I'll wait til the episode comes online and I'll link it to you here then.

Eren:

Thanks. And yes, please call me afterwards! Brb, dinner.

Armin:

[link]

[sent 5:43pm]

Eren:

FUCK YES!!!!

Eren and Armin:

[watch Steven Universe at 6pm and then call for 20 minutes after dinner before his dad comes in and sends him downstairs to do his homework and study for 3 hours].

Eren:

Sometimes I really hate it here...

[sent 9:35pm]

Armin:

I'm sorry :( 

Eren:

I know my parents love me and all, and it's not all bad but...

Armin:

I get it. It's okay...

Eren:

Thanks for not calling me ungrateful. I know I have it really good, and my mom's awesome, and my dad has a lot of faith in me but...

Armin:

I know. I know it's hard not to stress over the promises they project on you, but you're amazing, Eren. I already know that and you have nothing to prove in my opinion. Not to yourself, either.

Eren:

I don't know what I'd do without you. :)

Eren:

Honestly if it could just be me and you forever I'd be pretty happy about that

Eren:

I mean no homo but you know

[A/N Armin frowns from his side of the phone while his heart sinks at this phrase... Eren always feels a painful tug in his heart after saying it to him too...]

Armin:

I'd love that too...

Eren:

You in bed?

Armin:

Yeah.

Eren:

Can I call you again?

Armin:

Sure :)

 Eren and Armin:

[Call for another 30 minutes before bed, talking about their future together.

There's an awkward silence while Eren's brain goes blank at how to tell Armin good night. (Since he's too in denial to realize he wants to say "I love you." to him...)

Armin breaks the silence. "See you tomorrow..."

Eren smiles. "Night..."]

Eren:

Good night.

Sleep well. 

[sent 9:59pm]

[A/N: Eren always struggles to find the words for a better text than his spoken "good night" but it's never enough... Not until he comes to terms with his feelings and can say "Love you, Armin.<3 Dreaming of you. See you in the morning :)"]

Armin:

[A/N: Armin smiles anyway, knowing as always how much Eren means to say in his words. He may be stuck waiting for him, but Eren is more than worth waiting for...]

Good night, Eren. :) 

Armin:

Good morning!^^ 

[sent 7:00am]

Eren:

Hey! :D

[sent 7:30am]