#it'll be unbearably hot and humid so my brain is already pre-fried and i don't need any more sleep deprivation to make things worse
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I am so normal..... so so so so so normal..........
#kinda feeling myself slipping back into the type of hole where genuine kindness from others feels NOT GOOD#like people show a general interest in me and are kind to me? I SUDDENLY FEEL THREATENED AND UNDESERVING#come on.... i thought we were over this.......#i just. wanna quietly disappear into the background and just observe and float through life at my own pace#do not perceive me pls..........#i'm such a freak. craving connection and affection but being repulsed by it when i actually receive it. cool. 👍#anyway. time to read and then sleeeeeeeep so i'm somewhat rested for work the next couple days#it'll be unbearably hot and humid so my brain is already pre-fried and i don't need any more sleep deprivation to make things worse
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