#it'll be my vow to keep going and keep decolonizing and learning and to never give up care love and healing....
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writing the draft for my inquiry into getting a tattoo ceremony ough... filled w a lot of feelings and also uncertainty but also a little hope i think
#ibon.txt#was thinking to myself the day before about how i always held myself back from inquiring abt getting a batok ceremony done#i've dreamt of the signs before and dreamt of a placement too#between my deep rooted self worth issues and fears around being rejected i opted to wait until i felt 100% ready#but i realized that if i kept waiting for that time it may never come and its probably been years since a descendant has gotten a ceremony#(my mothers side of my family is very deeply colonized in the sense that they think assimilation is the best way)#so all that to say i'm gonna try to reach out ahhHHH#it'll be my vow to keep going and keep decolonizing and learning and to never give up care love and healing....#and my vow that i'll work hard to be free one day#anyways i'm sorry for rambling as per usual but i don't have anywhere else to put this WAH.....
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