#it wont but the 'need maya to help my function' is. well a bit closer to how keeper shifts feel than kd like | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

femmefaggot · 2 years ago

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my mother acting like me not grabbing the garbage from the curb is the end of the world. it was taken Yesterday and im so close to having a panic attack it is not even funny so youre going to need to give me a few fucking minutes.

#outgoing transmission #i feel violently bad lol!#i should not have gone downstairs im doing much worse now.somehow.#brain rn and adolin memories competing like yeah lets do badly twice.#i still feel like i need to Not be around. i hope this doesnt culminate in keeper. im relatively sure #it wont but the 'need maya to help my function' is. well a bit closer to how keeper shifts feel than kd like #not really like... only emotionally. maya and keeper are quite different and one is... well me and the other is decidedly not #but. idk. i cant think properly rn either. just like. being reminded one foot in front of the other then getting to my room and utterly #losing it after half a second of being sure that im mostly alone. mostly being with maya

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