#it wasnt clear whether they'd be ok or not and i was expecting the worst back then ie death
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just found an envelope that said "open this in case of death" signed by a family member, who is still alive rn but it kinda shook me for a moment
#i think this is just precaution like writing your will etc but i was standing at the printer to copy smth and my gaze drifted#and landed on this envelope just lying there and i read it and i was like oh ok this must've been from when my grandma died#then i read it again and realized wait no this is not from my grandma and i felt anxiety taking hold of me for a few moments#maybe i'll ask my family member abt it later. i thought it might be one of those things where you declare what you want to happen to you#when you cant make decisions on your own anymore eg whether you want to be reanimated or not#but this is abt AFTER death. so. i feel kinda anxious again. this is also the family member who had to go to the ER last yr and for some hr#it wasnt clear whether they'd be ok or not and i was expecting the worst back then ie death#maybe this is just a letter or maybe it's a will. ig I might find out one day. like. the family member is ok rn. after the hospital stay#they got medication and it works well. theyve got a summer vacation planned in a month. so i hope it's not smth that is urgent#and is instead just a precaution. anyway i gotta talk abt it w someone else from my family and maybe ask my family member abt it later#just to make sure they're alright#personal log stardate#death cw
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