#it was a precautionary test bc there's a lot of travel in and out of my household rn
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I would love to be able to talk about my anxiety around covid without being pounced upon by people who demand I spend money immediately or else I'm Intentionally Harming Myself. you can make a fit test kit for $40 and because you havent done this and also purchased $60 of different masks and tape and nebulizers, the covid is your fault and you will be permanently disabled forever and lose your house. it's a small investment to ensure that your health remains 100% within your control forever. you can buy mouthwash for 10 dollars and use it ritualistically every time you go outside. the FTC is suing this nasal spray company for claiming it functions as a prophylactic against covid but it's worth a shot. you just need to be taking better care of yourself. are you sure its allergies? are you sure its food poisoning? did you check. can you check again. rapid tests are only 30% effective you have to use 4 you have to spend $20 every time you exhibit A Respiratory Symptom or you are killing yourself, but even then it's not 100% so check. check. did you leave the oven on maybe. perhaps tapping certain parts of your body is sequence would ward off SARS demons. you're not dilligent enough. it's people like you who are the reason I'm sick now. you don't really care. you are content to die slowly, you are sick and dying RIGHT NOW and you have airborne AIDs and dementia and if you tried harder this wouldn't have happened. if you simply let the rituals dominate your life you can be good. zinc.
#had a dubiously positive rapid test today getting NAAT tomorrow#it was a precautionary test bc there's a lot of travel in and out of my household rn#no symptoms that can't be explained by my only getting 5 hours of sleep yesterday#still too anxious to sleep#aware that makes things worse if I'm coming down with it#this is samwise lastname post-xanax btw we're up to here
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