#it was a 19 point quiz so it wasn't like. a HUGE deal. we had 5 others AND a 48 point final still
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forgot to take a quiz this morning (adhd) and it's closed so I can't just take it late and while this will have almost no affect on my life long term whatsoever I DO feel as if I will die from it
#it was a 19 point quiz so it wasn't like. a HUGE deal. we had 5 others AND a 48 point final still#but i am still really pissed that the quiz closed early#i will not be asking the professor for an extension bc i am not that dutiful of a student lmao#ill just deal with it but i am extremely pissed at myself#and like. i have others things to want to kms over lmfao a missed quiz will not be the end of me#me to me: don't be dramatic it isn't that big a deal. but if you do it again I'll fucking destroy you#what a fucked up day. i was so excited to sleep in too#now i have to unpack whether or not im this upset bc im worried i disappointed someone or bc im worried i disappointed MYSELF#which are two distinctly different issues. neither of which i know how to solve lmao but what ever#hey google how do i stop holding myself to an impossible standard without letting myself slip completely#i built a cage around myself and my responsibilities so that i had no choice but to do them but i think its killing me#incredible headspace we are in tonight ! well done everyone (me)#and now i taste jasmine and there's gonna be a party when the wolf comes home etc etc#vent
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