#it still aches. i should learn to support myself and get on the insect diet for sure‚ i'm acting like the whiny baby i am
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i don't think you ever get over that though
#like i just don't see how. my own mother. i'll never be a normal person or a functional member of society because we all fucked it#big time too#but how could i.#how could i ever unfuck it when nothing was started by me and nothing belongs to me and my whole life so far was in their hands#is still in their hands. i can't even support myself i'm a wreck i've got no footing of my own am i not allowed to be scared at least#of being released into the wild#i'm making it out to be more serious than it probably will be‚ she always decides she's had enough and she's gonna leave or kick us out#but it still aches!!!#it still aches. i should learn to support myself and get on the insect diet for sure‚ i'm acting like the whiny baby i am#it's just sad that i never managed to become someone who is needed or someone who isn't a burden
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