#it just sucks when its the only thing you're good for. my whole pife ive been an example or the guard dog instead of an actual person
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#i never feel good enough yknow?#its hard being the oldest and being responsible for your siblings and it sucks ass cause they fight you every step of the way#but its required. and its not like i wouldnt do it either way#it just sucks when its the only thing you're good for. my whole pife ive been an example or the guard dog instead of an actual person#or a child for that matter. ive been expected to be an adult since 8 and left home alone since 11.#and im obviously the least favorite too.#its clear why. i ran away in 6th. ive constantly picked fights or been angry because anger is souvh easier for me#im not the smartest or the cleanest or yyhe quietest or the most polite or anything good or nice#i puch people away and i bite the hand that feeds and i reject affection and nothing ever works out for me#theres literally ONE exception to that#orca shut up
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