#it just hurts leaving things unfinished!!! I'm a leo dammit we're stubborn like that:((

[erebus-luckycharm]

I'm learning Spanish btw💖💖. Our teacher is Peruvian, she's amazing, she calls us chicos and chicas!

Before this I've tried to learn Japanese 3 TIMES over the course of 7 fucking years and!!!! I give up!!! Especially after seeing how naturally I'm picking up Spanish, I'm giving up on Japanese. It does break my heart a little(a lot) because I don't just "give up" on things, I try to see things through to the end. But with Japanese I was going nowhere, I'm giving up on the dream of being someone who speaks Japanese lol.

I wish I was more of a dabbler, free spirit kind of gal, and everyone sees me that way but I'm actually really careful before starting new things because I know I'll put in my ALL into what ever it is and I'll want to see it through to the end even if the fun is looong gone. It's not always bad to be a jack of all trades, I envy y'all