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imblocking-you · 2 years ago

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The nostalgia of buying school supplies before school every year.

Having to pick bags and listing all needs. I would go to the city to buy them for cheaper. The things I bought back then I still have bits and pieces of now, I'll never be back to when I get to use them for the first time.

I'll never be back to arguing for colours, never be back to begging to be on trend when correction tapes first came out, never back to anything really.

#i haven't realised or had fully accepted just yet that I'm finally almost at the end of the line #there's no more of this afterwards #habits and almost a tradition I've had for most of my life so far slowly fading along with those I've spent it with #I'm so devastated at this #I remember craving to end this so quickly but then here I am #I don't know how to feel #having to face reality that's not so abrupt #it has been so sow in fact that it's more ridiculous that I haven't accepted it yet #slow*#my childhood is ending #this is my last high school year #and everything both feels like too much and that i haven't done enough to make it last #// maple

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