#it also absolutely didn't help that they dropped a shitton of suicidal ideation and actual suicide attempts on my depressed ass without

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absolutely fucked up how I trusted I understood what the show was saying when I first watched it in a bubble previous to any fandom interaction vs having had to go to hell and back to find that trust again after a year and a half of hiatus being bombarded from all sides by feral fans of the rat man with negative reading comprehension. because the equation is "the relationship is the show" = you need to understand everything that happens framed in that context (and that is what the show is objectively showing you)", but none of us are immune to propaganda I guess