#is resolved. but she doesn't accept the oath breaker role until the end of act 1 so she just spent the whole time grappling the fact that | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

swordmaid · 1 year ago

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something so hilarious to me is that shri'iia becomes an oath breaker bc she failed to follow the tenets of lolth's paladins when she's on her own in the surface. like she did such a bad job on being a Lolth Paladin that she even ended up fucking an elf

#lolth: fuck elves fr!#shri'iia thinking it was literal and on her way to fuck a vampire elf: yeah! fuck elves!#joke aside im thinking up of her timeline. the oath breaking is like half-way through act 1 / after the whole tiefling-goblin dilemma #is resolved. but she doesn't accept the oath breaker role until the end of act 1 so she just spent the whole time grappling the fact that #her resolve + sense of self (since her oath is a culmination of that) is gone and the astarion romance was just a distraction for her #or else she'll have to face that sinking void 💃🕺 not to mention the stress of the tadpole. realization that she can't go back home anymore #realization that she'd probably get hunted down by lolth and her followers for failing her / and get turned into a drider if she ever #returned back home. the whole loss and dread of not knowing where to go/what to do when nothing wants you anymore #when you're worth NOTHING now ... slowly seeing her relationship with her matriarch for what it really was. .. trying to process THAT...#so when a distraction presents itself she just jumps into it no thoughts head empty. so its also her using him as much as he's #using her. she's like i already broke all the lolth paladin rules let me break one more i guess 😭#oc: shri'iia.#omg im finally remembering to use this tag smh

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