#is it the several hours of strenuous cleaning and organizing work i've done and PACED MYSELF TO DO over the last several days?
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chronic illness crash happening to me in realtime as we speak. and like. i have become kind of uniquely/newly resigned to my current life lately. so i'm just sitting here like "gee i wonder what could have caused it this time"
#and ofc that means listing off a gazillion things in my head that may or may not be the cause#like i truly just have no goddamn way of knowing#is it the several hours of strenuous cleaning and organizing work i've done and PACED MYSELF TO DO over the last several days?#is it the fact that i'm doing new PT exercises and i've been good abt doing them AND FEELING GOOD TOO but PEM is just kicking in on a delay#is it the small changes and diversions i've made from my strict diet recently???#sadly when it comes to food i am a creature of VARIETY!! i will eat shitty things/trigger food in moderation#but being forced to restrict myself always makes things worse/means i don't feed myself#uhhh could it be the rapid weather changes happening over the last few days!?#could it be spring allergies!?#could it be the divine visions!?!?#it could really be anything it's just so ridiculous everytime this happens...#like man it's cool to be spiritually 65 at the age of 28...
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