#intense emotions. i'd describe it w the color red
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#nvm im ok again!!!!#i ramble sm on tumblr it's like a second diary atp 💀#theres a lot more notes that i keep in private tho ehehe#but theres smth nice abt putting all these thoughts in an open space#maybe some stranger out there wld emphatize or laugh at me. whichever it may be i find the unknown possibilities interesting#i shld probably overshare a bit less online tho ><#in a way its also rather funny to me#do ppl see me on the dashboard n think i'm a sad emo teen#i cried a bit earlier for less than 5 minutes then laughed a bit later bcs apollo#hehe i love my family#apollo's so cute 🥺#also annoying#feels like i'm taking care of a child sometimes. not bcs they're particularly immature or wtvr but#sometimes when im bored n she's busy i'd spoodfeed them lol#i think i take after my mom in that way#i just do small stuff like that from time to time#as long as i don't particularly stress out over the past present or future then i'm doing well#my mood swings this week are crazy. definitely pms#i find it funny how there's this cycle of#intense emotions. i'd describe it w the color red#then purple. overwhelmed maybe#then it turns to blue or grey bcs i feel sad n stuff like that#n then maybe after wld be a soft white or yellow kind of color like#whatever the color of kindness and patience n love would be#then maybe a more vibrant purple afterwards. full on inspo n my mind's racing n im motivated n focused/not focused at the same time#in a brain dead way#then it gets overwhelming n it turns maybe uhh idk but 3 am empty you're not really thinking but not in a sad or carefree way.#i'm going a bit insane rn my brain's so empty i can't think straight#maybe it's bcs i'm not straight <33333333333 /hj#i am actually so brain empty right now. please don't perceive me. forget how i am when i'm like this pls pls pls
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