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witchwhaat · 1 year ago

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so ummm.

what if i signed up for a new ba degree course?😶 it's kind of eating me alive bc i'm not really enjoying my masters and i still have no idea what the fuck am i even doing there and if i'll even finish it. but on the other hand when i think about having to go through recruitment process again and then about having to start completely new with new people again i feel a little sick. there's still no guarantee that i'll even get in but. but what if i do. and today is the last day to sign up. and i don't feel like i've thought it through enough which was my mistake with the masters and i don't want to do the same dumb thing again 🙃

but on the other other hand, 3 years will pass anyway and i might at least try doing smth about this? idk IDK!!!!!

#and just. you know i don't want to try again and then realise AGAIN that it ain't it.#but this ba actually might be fun like yeah my uni is kind of shitty and i am very sick and tired of it #but this degree is very tempting #arrghhh idk!!!#it's not a summer's vacation with me if i don't have at least one existential crisis about what i'm doing with my life huh #why couldn't i have a Dream Job that i want to pursue since childhood. it would make my life sooo much easier #instead here i'm with 1000 interests and no real goal 💀 telling myself i just have to find the right thing 💀#OKAY ANYWAY enough of this alsjhsjjxhxjskc #i just had to get it off my chest #i might delete this later #agnes talking

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