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#homestuck#hs#hom3stuck#meulin leijon#horuss zahhak#morails#meowrails#?#ingin buang diri kocak banget pikirin gua any*ng lah😭
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gremlyn's danganronpa: despair time x limbus company au (drdt spoilers under cut up to chapter 2!!)
i LOVE making aus with a target audience of one person (1) by blendering two of my current interests together. this truly was our despair time.
everyone except mai's "sprites" are drawn based on official sprites, and they're meant to be height accurate! or, uh, a valiant attempt was made. at the very least i got to practice drawing everyone 🎉
(complete but constantly changing AU & character notes under cut: LOTS and i mean LOTS of yapping down there. spoilers up to chapter 2 and literature girl insane MV. content warning for "standard danganronpa stuff"; the hidden text in here is about the same level as drdt's hidden tumblr page quotes)
first up is a quick crash course on limbus company! that being said, i don't think i explained myself well at all, so i recommend just checking out the official website. or straight up playing it. i'm happy to answer any and all questions, though, whether here or in my limbus-centric main (@iamjustagremlin)!
and now here are the character notes. i have a Lot to say.
one more minor thing i'm 99% sure forgot to include and am too lazy to fix: the canon sinners are each assigned a color code and a cool descriptor (it doesn't even need to be an adjective. cool factor always wins), such as "oblivion yellow", "dreamy gray", and "inferno red". my brain won't let me tackle these yet, but my first attempt for xander was "courageous crimson", and my first attempt for teruko was "cursed clover".
once again, if you've made it this far: thank you for reading! and my askbox is always open for mutual brainrotting 👉 👈
(also, if you squint at the character notes for long enough, there might be even more to read... it's not much, but it's honest work. do note that it should be about as "heavy" as drdt's hidden tumblr page quotes)
#gremlynposting#ingin menjadi illustrator namun enggan menggambar#drdt#danganronpa despair time#limbus company#gremlyn's drdt x lcb au#the target audience for this post is one (1) person and it's me. yippee!#a secret tool that will help us later#xander matthews#rose lacroix#charles cuevas#arei nageishi#ace markey#arturo giles#j rosales#nico hakobyan#levi fontana#min jeung#david chiem#eden tobisa#teruko tawaki#veronika grebenshchikova#whit young#hu jing#mai akasaki#monotv#nearly hitting the tag limit here but making it work!!#also so sorry for no alt text on the au notes :( tumblr literally wouldnt let me add that much alt text
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#holy moly goodness gracious jeepers creepers golly gee cowabunga honest to betsy#black sails#james flint#archive#shows#well thats not my fault is it?#i have eyes dont i?#kepada Yth. kapten james flint. aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana.#aku ingin mencintaimu dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu.#aku ingin mencintaimu dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada.#kapten plis kapten plis banget ya ampun kapten plis plis plis.#demi tuhan kapten DEMI TUHANN!
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gnombus company (eternal wip unless i get a sudden bout of inspiration once more)
I AM STILL ALIVE AND I DO STILL THINK ABOUT DON EVERY WAKING HOUR IN MY LIFE. its just that i am Shy............ maybe i'll start regularly reblogging don art again one day...
this was supposed to have all 13 sinners and i actually planned out the gnome design choices. like extensively planned out-ome. from memory:
everyone has their "assigned colors". most of them also get santa hats, where dante's has a star instead of a pompom and heathcliff + outis had green santa hats and ribbons (since they got holiday egos). hong lu and ishmael wear reindeer headbands and bells while gregor just has antennae
there's a variation in eye, ear, and mouth type. yi sang and sinclair have ears resembling wings, while most others have the more triangular ears, and some stragglers have "boxier" ones. faust, ryoshu, meursault, outis, and gregor have "beak" mouths like yi sang; heathcliff, ishmael, and rodya have the row of misaligned teeth like sinclair; and hong lu has a teefless :3
some of the sinnergnomes would also have patterns; you can barely see stars on don's body. heathcliff's would've been something like thunderstrikes, while ishmael's would've been like a spotted seal and/or sand grains (nod to her freckles)
meursault carries a gift bag, gregor still has a bug arm that is taller than him, and ryoshu still has a cigarette in her mouth. assume everyone else has their standard weapons, i just didn't want to draw yi sang's and sinclair's at the time
they are vaguely height accurate
incidentally, don's lance is supposed to evoke a christmas tree here, and yi sang's bandaged ears are based off fly my wings' illustration
i don't think i've seen many, if any sinner gnomes.... if you do know of them please share them with me
also yes i am fully caught up with the stories. Yes I know of the Horrors you do not need to tell me Anything. I know now. I know now......... (spoken with the cadence of ishmael telling anecdotes about the great lake)
#gremlynposting#limbus company#yi sang#don quixote#dante#emil sinclair#i... i think? this counts.#this has to count. Right#even if they're Gnomes#ingin menjadi illustrator namun enggan menggambar
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Promoting Rocky Hyuga like there's no tomorrow (nothing has worked) (it's been 7 months)
I used a Malay song I've been dying over for the last few days 😭😭😭😭😭 but it worked rndhrnfj now I have more reasons to cry over this song 🔥🔥
The end fucking sucks but it's okay it's Rocky Hyuga and they make me happy.
#high&low#high&low rocky#rocky mutsugi#high&low hyuga#hyuga norihisa#rocky hyuga#how long until i get blocked by the entire fandom 😭#KU INGIN KAU MENJADI ISTERIKU 😭🔥‼️‼️‼️
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"Saat seseorang membuka diri dan bercerita kepada orang lain, tentu ia punya niat dan tujuan. Tujuannya tidak melulu untuk meminta "diperbaiki" atau "dinasihati". Terkadang kehadiran kita untuknya pun sudah cukup." -@urfa-qurrota-ainy
#daribuku Aku Ingin Dipahami, Bukan Dihakimi - Urfa Qurrota Ainy, S.Psi., PT. Elex Media Komputindo
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Aku sedang tak ingin menjalin hubungan lagi, entah mati rasa atau memang belum ada yang membuatku jatuh rasa.
- R
#quotes#aku#kamu#tak#hati#hubungan#katacinta#entah#ingin#matirasa#rasa#jatuh#rasanya#kita#sedang#kata galau#quote#daily qoute#quoteoftheday#menjalin#lagi#jauh#sepi#sendiri#mati
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How's your exam going today?? Mine went great lol
Senbud went so damn great I think my luck ran out. Matmin went. Well. Fine :)
#seluruh jurusan ber matmin ingin mengucapkan: ANJINGGGGGG#jasa pos telkomsel#cewe sketsa gambar#SEMAMNGAT :DDDD
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buat yang tau tau aja ga sih
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ade ke ibu tiri yg mau dilayan...
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Not the iconic dangdut I'm actually dying 😭😭😭😭😭 my highschool song 💀 he's so goofy i love him 😭
Jungwon baby, It should be me sending that song to you cause I am indeed lagi syantik just for you 🤨
#the way he follows her dancing I'm actually gonna 😭😭😭#this is too funny#never once in my depressed life that I'll be seeing Jungwon vibing to dangdut 😭💀#hes so babygirl#“ku ingin di manja kamu” YES JUNGWON PLEASE 🥺#✌🏻🤓✌🏻#IM DHJSNDNENDNENDND
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#Aku Ingin Menciummu Sekali Saja#birdman tale#2002#cinema#indonesian cinema#garin nugroho#indonesian film#film#indonesia
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gremlyn's danganronpa: despair time x digimon au
born to draw / world is a fuck / blender em all / i am au man / 410,757,864,530 unfinished wips /ref
everyone in the image is in elementary school age. this started because i wanted to draw kid charles in a stupidly oversized lab coat and stupidly oversized square glasses and it spiraled into this (though the au itself has been in the works for far longer)
as usual, yapping about the au under cut! but there is a LOT of text down there holy Shit. allusions to Certain DRDT Character Development Spoilers; knowledge about digimon isn't necessary but will be helpful! :)
the au's bones / plot summary
ultimate titles and hope's peak academy do not exist in this universe. the tragedy never happened. everyone still has their respective talents, which helps some characters (e.g. min is a normal student living an average life) and hurts others
mai akasaki is this universe's first ever chosen child / digidestined. she encounters her partner digimon, makes all kinds of friends (everyone else in the pic except teruko) who she loves dearly (even if all of them drive her up the wall in their own unique ways), and eventually (high school age), all of them get isekai'd to the digital world!! they get to go on a fun adventure and improve as people and be closer friends!!!!!
until the part where mai dies an untimely, Brutal death during the final battle. which was Not Supposed To Happen. Whoops!
her death and the circumstances surrounding it cause her friend group to fracture, and most of them do not cope well at all.
i'll probably make a separate post for this, but tl;dr after the final battle; hu and ace initially stay in the digital world to clean up the final battle's aftermath, with differing outlooks on life -> charles has a breakdown + remembers his buried childhood memories, preventing him to function for a good while -> whit tries to take care of him just as he once did but his shitty coping mechanisms and refusal to acknowledge anything make the overall group disorder even worse -> david secludes himself in the digital world after a week of no contact -> xander tries looking for him and david avoids him. worst situationship in existence -> j and arei run away from their respective families and stay together. funniest situationship in existence -> arei realizes how fucked everyone is and is determined to honor mai's memory by keeping tabs on everyone and making sure her stupid friends will be alright
a few years after (depending on how old everyone actually is in canon— college age?), when things have somewhat settled and half of them (arei, j, ace, charles) have moved on, working for their futures, a message from mai's partner digimon is sent to everyone. it's something along the lines of "Bring* Teruko Tawaki to the Digital World and we'll revive** Mai"
*teruko would probably die in exchange
**they don't know and can't know in what form would mai Hypothetically come back in
teruko is just trying to survive with her scraggly cat who she definitely does not project onto. now she has to fend off a bunch of weirdoes with their own funny animals that are trying to?? kidnap her???????? her bad luck kicks in and an innocent stranger (eden) gets dragged into this mess too so she's morally obligated to let said innocent stranger get away as far as possible. (un?)fortunately, eden wants everyone to be happy, so she isn't leaving until teruko's safety is also guaranteed
teruko and eden get front seats to mai's friends having too many internal conflicts and moral crises about potentially sacrificing an uninvolved stranger's life to bring their friend back
i have no idea how this ends. i just want to do some Character Building (bullying my blorbos)
digimon & crest assignments (major characters)
people who at least know of digimon adventure will now notice that all of the digimon here are the baby forms of partners relevant in digimon adventure continuity. it is very much intentional! ^w^
in this universe, digimon partners are "reflections of their human partner's souls", and can be roughly categorized into three groups: those who resemble their human, those who resemble their human's ideal self, and those who are direct manifestations of their human's problems
it is indeed possible for one to project onto their digimon
everyone meets their digimon partners during childhood. since the digimon hatch and grow up in the "real world", they take a while to evolve, and seem to change along with their humans
also this is where i put the disclaimer. i use jp terms and names 95% of the time soryr if you grew up with the dub :pensive:
hu: puroromon -> morphomon, crest of love. happy little butterfly :> butterflies represent change and rebirth, but hu's partner can't evolve like everyone else's partners even after their adventure? even after all these years, morphomon is still stuck in her child stage? how strange...
(morphomon evolves to hudiemon in arc 2 after hu finally accepts that things have changed irreversibly and she has to move on from the past, too)
ace: tokomon -> patamon, crest of courage. the direct manifestation of ace's fears, fate has seen it fit to give him exposure therapy by making patamon a snappy little dog that evolves to a horse (unimon).
(patamon -> unimon -> manticoremon -> kentaurosmon? i can't decide the final stage quite yet, but since his character substansially grows in arc 1, he unlocks said final stage before the end of arc 1)
david: tsunomon -> gabumon, crest of hope. i had to give xanvid agumon and gabumon because... You Know. whatever they're having good luck with that shit! gabumon's thing about being a reptile that wears a beast's fur coat to seem tougher is a. masking thing. i think. gabumon also could behave like how david was as a child
(gabumon -> garurumon -> weregarurumon -> cresgarurumon. yellow. cresgarurumon is unlocked during the final battle but can't be accessed again until after david and xander finally have a successful mutually civil conversation)
xander: koromon -> agumon, crest of light. protagonist energy. agumon is like a second xander and they constantly enable each other
(agumon -> greymon -> metalgreymon -> blitzgreymon. red. blitzgreymon is unlocked during the final battle but can't be accessed again until after david and xander finally have a successful mutually civil conversation)
good place to mention that i could swap david and xander's crests (david light / xander hope) and it'd still work. i personally interpret light as living and valuing life, even with the destinies and purposes one is burdened with, and that's why i gave it to the man with the definition of survivor's guilt hidden in his bio. also haha david "dubious protag" chiem and the funny h word. i would need to blender these two longer to pin down their crests once and for all but i'm leaning towards david hope / xander light for now
j: mochimon -> tentomon, crest of integrity / reliability. the juxtaposition of cute, squishy mochimon vs a ladybug that emits ELECTRICITY that evolves to even COOLER and SCARIER bugs!? tentomon is also more sympathetic than j to contrast them being the most judgmental person in this cast
(tentomon -> kabuterimon -> atlurkabuterimon blue -> rhinokabuterimon. unlocked before the end of arc 1 when j starts being more understanding of others without renouncing their own moral compass)
arei: pyocomon -> piyomon, crest of friendship. piyomon used to be the snappier, harsher one to protect arei from her sisters, but as they grew up, it's almost like their personalities reversed somehow...?
(piyomon -> cockatrimon -> delumon -> griffomon. the only stage that can fly is griffomon. unlocked before the end of arc 1 after arei's ch2e13 speech)
charles: tanemon -> palmon, crest of knowledge. plant baby that i jokingly call "charles jr" in my notes, just because the thought of palmon being charles' lab assistant and wearing goggles + labcoat was really cute...
(palmon -> sunflowmon -> toropiamon -> hydramon. poisonous guys. probably unlocked before the end of arc 1? i'm still figuring out how charles' arc would work if he grew up with whit, because on one hand a friend would help him, but on the other said friend is Whit Young and all the backstory involved with him)
whit: pukamon -> gomamon, crest of sincerity / purity. gomamon is more responsible than her partner though she's still pretty chill. i want to make her behave like whit's (idealization and idolization of his) mom, but it's probably gonna take like 5 years until he says anything more about her
(gomamon -> rukamon -> piccolomon? -> marinangemon. piccolomon was the best link i could figure out between a dolphin and a holy-adjacent sea angel. also this man is NOT getting marinangemon until late arc 2 at least. he needs the entire party to talk sense to him)
mai: nyaromon -> tailmon, crest of miracles. for Plot Reasons tailmon is silly!monotv. goofy and self-deprecating and makes shitty jokes. disappeared after mai's death and returns after a timeskip to implore mai's friends to bring it teruko tawaki
(tailmon -> kabukimon -> ofanimon. it's a lucky coincidence that kabukimon happens to be a tailmon armor evo. final stage unlocked during the final battle)
teruko: nyaromon. it looks like one at least. it's totally a nyaromon guys it's just like mai haha -> meicoomon, crest of fate. a scared kitty :( the manifestation of what remains of teruko's wish to have friends and trust others. meicoomon also appears to drive other digimon berserk just by being near them for long periods of time; a variation of teruko's bad luck, and the reason why these two are basically bound to each other. since teruko's bad luck hurts other people and meicoomon's "bad luck" hurts other digimon
(meicoomon -> meicrackmon vicious mode -> raguelmon. you know. probably a late evolver?)
eden: petitmeramon -> solarmon, crest of kindness. she isn't here but she's the most important character who i didn't draw. Sorry Eden. but solarmon is also like a second eden and they constantly enable each other
(solarmon -> clockmon. it's not that eden isn't getting development, it's just that i need clockmon to be plot relevant and i don't know what the two stages after could possibly be.)
digimon assignments (minor characters)
everyone in this part is irrelevant to the larger plot but i didn't wanna completely leave them out, esp since thinking of their hopes peak-less backstories could be really fun!!
however i have No Idea about what digimon most of these evolve to aside from like. canon stuff
min: minomon -> wormmon. bookworms :>
rose: budmon -> lalamon. silly plant thing :> they're -_- and :o buddies. evolves to togemon
nico: bowmon -> loogamon. as a nod to survive, i think loogamon is the one partner who can't talk in human language, but is very expressive? and nico quickly learns how their partner communicates and how to communicate with their partner
veronika: pagumon -> porcupamon. i had to give her the Spooky Bear Digimon there was no other way around it.
levi: tsumemon -> bemmon. ourple. generally the "unnatural" / unknown digimon tend to be purple, i just picked bemmon since it's probably getting a new evoline in liberators soon
arturo: puyoyomon -> jellymon. i had Absolutely Zero Idea for this guy and settled on Ghost Game's bastard of a jellymon because i want them to beef with each other
backstories and situations
mai is a perfectly normal girl with a loving family and many friends. her partner digimon isn't a "partner" in the same way everyone else's digimon are, but rather an individual (hence the monotv-like personality) who "chose" mai to be the hero of a predetermined story. a story that would end in its heroes becoming better people, having hope for the future
not all heroes succeed, though
charles and whit are childhood friends! yippee! they've been friends and stayed friends throughout most of their lives :) elliot and whit's mom still die, and charles still forgets about the former and possibly the latter :) i wonder where whit got those coping mechanisms from aha :D
i don't have concrete ideas for anyone else's backstory yet Sorry
the digimon partners could pass off as plushies in their baby forms but most of the cast probably had to spill the beans when they evolved to their child-sized forms forms
ryan keeps tempting j to unleash tentomon everytime paparazzi annoy them, to which the only thing stopping j from doing so is tentomon himself. elliot bullies palmon in the same way he bullies charles (affectionately). elizabeth treats gomamon like an actual dog and their neighbors think the young household has a dog who loves swimming a lot. patamon and agumon are popular with their partners' younger siblings. piyomon actually has successfully attacked arei's sisters
i think it'd be really funny if eden is popular enough in town to inexplicably at least know about the non-relevant characters + their digimon, no matter how unlikely. maybe classmates with min and rose, met nico in a cat cafe and stayed in contact, levi works nearby, saw arturo and jellymon argue in public
i'm not a shipper by any means, so i can't and won't write explicitly romantic relationships. but if it helps, my initial thoughts for relationships were queerplatonic charwhit, jarei situationship where neither of them know or care wtf they're doing, xanvid broken pedestals and breaking up in every way possible, and hu + ace... whatever you call "most divorced pair of people despite 1) never marrying and 2) one of them being a gay man". feel free to do your own spin on things though!
also little fun tidbit: the digimon's base colors (except teruko's nyaromon) are colorpicked from digimon world championship sprites just as a fun little challenge, and the color-coded lineart is meant to showcase that they're digital lifeforms physically existing in the real world
#gremlynposting#drdt#danganronpa despair time#ingin menjadi illustrator namun enggan menggambar#teruko tawaki#mai akasaki#hu jing#j rosales#ace markey#david chiem#xander matthews#whit young#charles cuevas#arei nageishi#digimon#nyaromon#puroromon#mochimon#tokomon#tsunomon#koromon#bukamon#tanemon#pyocomon#that's a lotta tags.#every other drdt character and some more digimon under cut#drdt spoilers#kinda
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Aku Ingin
aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana; dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu
aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana; dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada
Sapardi Djoko Damono
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Aku tidak ingin
Aku tidak ingin dicintaimu dengan sederhana. Sebab sederhanamu tidak pernah sesederhana yang kubayangkan. Sederhanamu selalu berubah menjadi hal menakjubkan.
Beberapa kata seharusnya sempat kau ucapkan padaku, apimu. Karena kau adalah kayu yang rela melebur bersamaku menjadi abu.
Aku tidak ingin dicintaimu dengan sederhana. Bawakan aku hal-hal luar biasa.
Barangkali dengan isyarat yang seharusnya sempat kau sampaikan padaku, hujanmu. Sebab kau adalah awan yang menjadikan ketiadaan menjadi nyata.
Nilam Kristal
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He seems to be the US's problem though, uh... Not really mine!
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