#inb4 💎 says 'gay'

[bunnakit]

you know what made me really happy today?

i started my day and eventually logged into my computer and decided i wanted to play my fav game for a little bit but i was also kinda lonely. i hopped in the empty vc in our group chat and just streamed my gameplay there bc why not?

gradually, throughout the entire day, almost every single person in the gc stopped in and hung out with me, and eventually the group that had formed, for a good long while.

i have really terrible self worth issues. i try not to show them on here a lot but i often think to myself that no one actually likes me, people just put up with me or tolerate me as a means to an end, but if that was true no one would have joined me in vc today - much less for 3+ hours. if that was true my friends wouldn't have followed me into my new interests so wholeheartedly.

idk im just really blessed to have people in my life that make me feel valued and regularly show me that they want to spend time with me - not so i can be their therapist, not so i can give them something or they can use me for something, but simply because they enjoy my company and being around me(even if i make them regret it sometimes.)