#in-universe tho i've actually found a way to retcon this which i find very funny
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i haven't rewatched other girls in a while bc it was made during a rough time for my mental health which makes it difficult to revisit without having that be an unignorable part of it for me but i'm currently editing the video essay i'm doing for my final in one of my college courses and i'm using a montage of clips from other girls in it and rn i'm just sitting here like damn i really did that!!! like yeah i was going through the most major manic-depressive episode of my life and not coping with it well at all, but also like damn between the ages of 16 and 20 i wrote and composed a two hour musical comedy with a dozen original songs (despite never having written music before), directed a production of it at the beginning of my sophomore year of college and put it out into the world as something people can watch. that's a huge accomplishment, and the fact that i was able to do that while getting through my own mental health struggle is actually super impressive
i really hope i get to a point where i can revisit other girls as its own piece of art without dwelling on my own mental health struggles behind the scenes (especially bc i'm in such a better place rn and i probably wouldn't have grown as much as i have without those struggles) but i'm so proud of my past self for being able to put it all together. and even if it didn't reach hundreds of thousands of views, it was able to reach some people who really connected with it
btw here's the video of it if any of my followers are interested and haven't seen it:
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(i really hope i can get subtitles for the whole thing eventually bc the audio isn't always clear, but i do still have the script if people want to follow along with that)
#also there are many things i would change with the plot and structure and production if i were to do it again#i don't have any plans to stage the musical again BUT i may revisit the story in another medium#also the aubrey in other girls is NOT the same aubrey from my character monologues even tho they share a name/pronouns/aesthetic#(irl my aubrey sketch character evolved from the musical character bc i wanted to do an aubrey project after other girls was done#but then i realized i didn't want to have to share the same continuity and the two characters became very different)#in-universe tho i've actually found a way to retcon this which i find very funny#basically the ''real'' aubrey (the sketch character i play) is actually cousins with the ''aubrey'' from other girls#who is 5 years younger than the real aubrey and transfemme#and basically after aubrey's cousin came out and decided to choose a new name she named herself aubrey aubergine#and the real aubrey is just like ''ok i'm proud of you but also literally pick any other name that one's mine''#so aubrey's cousin (and the ''aubrey'' from other girls) eventually changed her name to zendra#so if i end up revisiting the story of other girls again the character is gonna be called zendra i just can't change the youtube production#i do have an aubrey monologue all about aubrey's cousin who stole zir name lmao i find this retcon very funny#Youtube
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