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#in the past my parents thought i'd blink a lot weirdly like this bcs my eyes wrre dry but
noxtivagus · 1 year
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#i mentioend earlier i liked my fit today yes but did i mention i love my earrings too. cute flowers i boufht yesterday#matching w apollo n theirs is pink while mine's blue n the ppl selling them called us cute when we told them we were twins literally#THEY WERE SO AMUSED.... WE GOT A DISCOUNT 😭🫶🏼#i ramble so much don't i#idk i don't mind if it's just to myself but i hate doing it in a place where#like. a small gro or directly bcs it's not like you cld ignore if i say smth#like yk smaller grps nah nahhhhhh or like yk rlly publicly or wtvr#like maybe smth more indirect like in discord statuses or in spotofy playlists or best of all#tumblr tags bcs bro i can kust ramble sm jere#yk i rmb back in middle school wnvr i'd be shy or anxious or like nervous i'd#fiddle w my watch while walking n pretend i'm looking at the time but nah#now i think i usually just tap along to some beat in my head or#play around w some stuff in general#i used to bite my nails in middle school i remember#now i think i'll be playing around w this. uh. is it w necklace. j think so yeah#i rmb i've always had a small.. weird thing or wtvr w the way i'd blink sometimes#like there's#IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT 😭#n then w my throat i've always done this weird thing too#in the past my parents thought i'd blink a lot weirdly like this bcs my eyes wrre dry but#idk. i've never done it bcs it's dry there's just smth weird sometimes that i feel nni have to do SOMETHINF in order to. idk. yk#i don't know why my thoughts r like this sorry i just thought of trees all of a sudden !!!! i ramble so much it's unreal#can tou tell why i wna read more of virginia woolf ig after that story we had to read in lit#that rlly touched me so much :c n then in the lecture w that i uestion that had smth to do w relating w what it means to be human#sorry that last bit was redundant w my phrasing but yes you get what i mean so#AGHH JUST ONE OF MY FAV MEMORIES 🥺 IM STILL PROUD OF THAT MOMENT IM RLLY HAPPY I SHARED MY THOUGHTS THEN#right now i am fine too thankfully. don't feel like crying every fucking second.#gna go out to walk in a bit i nearly forgot but i wna see the stray cats again theyre so. aaaa im so excited to help feed them soon yh#recently i'm happy that yk ive been less shy? or like i care less. i know whats more important.#i'm still so confused but for now j just want to take my mind off it. still hurts just as much but ill try not to think of it rn. yeah..
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