#in the moment she really just. looked at sulluvan and he knew

[musubiki]

(if you dont wanna answer this bc spoilers thats completely ok) yo ive been thinking ab that one bpp you wrote ab how lime pretty much dies and mochi barely manages to save him and just. i wanna know ab the aftermath and how mochi feels ab it and her seeing the scars from it i need the angst

mmm no this is delicious i will answer.,...

i think mochis feelings is a big boiling pot of emotions.,...on one hand shes so. so happy hes alive and breathing. she loves him so much and seeing the life drain from his eyes was the most horrible thing shes ever seen and felt and she never wants to see it again. but on the other hand theres just. so much bad emotions too. the feeling of immense irresponsibility, dipping into some deep dark evil magic that probably in some way contributes to the rise of the big bad guy (im thinking like. when you tap into that dark magic it makes him more powerful and speeds up the resurrection process or something of that effect)

the other worse feeling is that horrible feeling of betraying sulluvan, since she pretty much bolted him to the floor and sucked life force out of him to save lime. THAT really pissed him off and did a lot of damage to their relationship and at this point im not sure how she even fixes it with him. he even cancels all of her old contracts and considers them forgiven just so he never has to see her again and cuts off all his resources for her

and of course the spell did some damage to her as well, most likely scarring up her left hand up to her mid-forearm. said damage also probably makes magic out of that hand weaker and/or painful, and doesnt go away until the very end.

and then shes also terrified of losing him again. probably cries about it a lot. theres probably a scene where shes trying to heal up the scar on his back more and just pauses and stares at it for a while. maybe plants a small kiss on the scar and lime gets SHIVERS (in a good way)

this kind of fucked with lime too though. he looks at the black scar on her arm and feels this heartwrenching guilt that she has to go through all that because of him. and this is also where his fucking vigilant justice begins cuz that same guy that fucked him up, lime goes and fucking kills him later on for doing that to him and mochi

i imagine mochi is very clingy and protective for a time after this, making sure lime is extra careful not to hurt himself, and lime lowkey freaks out whenever mochi pushes her magic too much and it hurts her arm. (and these turn into small arguments of "im fine stop worrying about me" "YOURE NOT FINE")

but it eventually just becomes who they are...,,.limes has a tick after this of rubbing/scratching his scar and stretching that shoulder, and mochi is always picking at her scar mark