#in my feels constantly
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seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything
#i personally like to not be doing things constantly at all times. it stresses me out#i know there are ppl who thrive on cosntant activity#but me i like to chill out.#and the problem then becomes that i only ACTIVELY remember to do work and Find More Work To Do when im stressed#at the thought that others might want to see me working#if im ever relaxed i just dont look for stuff to do#catch 22 of modern work culture which permeates even ostensibly noncapitalist structures like public libraries#for instance: will it really kill anybody if the books get shelved by me now after a very busy day?#or shelved tomorrow morning by. well probably me since i'll be the one at the desk#not in the slightest#but it was work that wasnt being immediately done by me. therefore it was incorrect behavior#that i failed to identify because my instinct is to relax when not immediately presented with a Situation#this got me labeled as 'having no initiative' by my dad from a very early age#and even as an adult i still feel like im a child with no initiative
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being in america sucks so bad bc like wdym someone can tell me with their whole chest "vaccines are evil and i think schools need to stop teaching history and i think anyone whos not white is a criminal" and youre "SUPPOSED TO" "respect their politics and point of view" !? like i literally feel like im losing my absolute mind . like i feel like im being gaslit constantly by half the country who just believes things that are . wrong. and they say youre supposed to be open to their opinions ???!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!!!?!?!??
#amory rambles#WHY IS THIS PLACE SUCH HELL#american politics#and dont piss on the poor with this post of course we should stand up to these people but the widespread expectation#is to coddle them#like i actually feel like im living in an alternate reality and im losing my mind constantly#dear lord#muted
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*runs away at the speed of light*
#tf mecha universe#swerve#blurr#cockroachdoodles#the yappers#the fullmetal bartenders#the gay racers#I feel dead tired mentally BUT laughing#Because these two#They are literally just full force of physical contact in ANY form#Everyone is not just jealous. They are DEAD jealous#Also like to think that Swerve as a bot constantly keeps himself heated#Sh- okay my brain is too cooked to try writing something
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can someone check on this man
#yes I was indeed constantly switching between feeling distraught and giggling like mad while making this#trafficblr#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#wild life smp#goodtimeswithscar#scott smajor#lizzie ldshadowlady#eSCARgo the snail#oh look. it's a debut of my version of yellow-name avian!scar design :'D#so soon (sob)#this session was SO STRESSFUL man#I'm still not ok#cw: sui ideation#just to be sure because the wording+art is. something
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At Voxtek, we strive for nothing less than perfection ~
Or something something about feeling inadequate (totally not projecting)
#hazbin hotel#hazbin vox#the vees#my art#he feels the need to constantly upgrade#to appear as the image he projects#to hide the mess behind
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this bothers me a lot as someone with a low empathy score:
no, you cannot learn empathy. empathy is when you feel and share the emotions of the other person. your friend is sad? you feel sad.
you can learn to be understanding, and compassionate, and how to react when you don't feel those things, but you cannot learn to experience a sensation that you do not.
#actually autistic#low empathy#i have worked VERY hard on my compassion dammit#and being told it's not good enough constantly because i dont physically feel your sadness?#right im the monster
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she feels so sigma!
#wildcard by kira was constantly playing in my head while making this#kasane teto#kasane teto fanart#hatsune miku#hatsune miku fanart#miku x teto#vocaloid#teto utau#teto synthv#teto fanart#artists on tumblr#art#fanart#my art#i feel so sigma!#original art#digital painting#illustration
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smoke break for two
#ashart#getting sidetracked by my own gay thoughts constantly#also before i forget#the bully girl text is an excerpt from kazuya tsurumaki#in the flcl dvd booklet#and the gay cigarettes image is from neil hamburger’s poolside chats show#cw abuse#kinda? i feel like i went a little too far with this one#cw burns
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Team loserboy
#been feeling REALLY manic about gravity falls and by extension#this crossover#I've been quiet on here but my mind is constantly on FUCKING FIRE WITH THOUGHTS ABOUT SO SO SO MUCH#I feel like I'm gonna explode#i was just cleaning my desktop and I was like i may as well throw this on here#i'm currently cleaning these up and making character sheets for them#... dont tell anyone >:)#gravity falls#dipper pines#invader zim#dib membrane#billy gaobam#grim adventures of billy and mandy#billy is definitely the least loserboy here#but I've been mostly doing comms#that comes first
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The C(r)ozier Cowl (with pattern!)
I FINALLY DID IT, and I'm so incredibly pleased with how it turned out (it's also maybe the warmest scarf I've ever knit, the Terror costume design people knew what they were doing)
Details and pattern below the cut, along with more pics!
Details:
This infinite loop cowl is a knit recreation of the scarf/cowl worn by Captain Francis Crozier in the first season of the tv show The Terror (2018).
The choice of yarn is, in my opinion, very important to the accuracy of the result. The pattern is quite simple, so getting the right yarn makes a big impact. My suggested yarn is below.
This is knitted in seed stitch at a very tight gauge, using a worsted weight yarn on size 4 needles. This produces a gauge consistent with the scarf from the show (did I measure Jared Harris’ eye and use it to calculate gauge from a photo of Crozier wearing the scarf? MAYBE SO). It makes the knitting a little hard on the hands, but the resulting fabric is DELIGHTFUL—super dense, and since the cowl is knit as a tube it's double thick and, in my experience, nearly entirely windproof. THIS IS A VERY WARM COWL!
After looking at too many screenshots, I ultimately determined that the article in the show is in fact a scarf (you can see the edge VERY briefly in one shot). However, I have designed my version as a tube cowl, as it more easily reproduces the look of the article as worn in the show (doubled over and in a continuous loop around the neck with no edges visible). You could produce a scarf instead by knitting this flat instead of in the round—cast on the same number of stitches with a long tail cast on, and then only knit/repeat row 1 (consider adding a seldvege edge).
If you have questions or want tips, or just want to show me what you made, hit me up!! I’d love to chat.
Materials:
3 skeins (approx. 660 yards) Cascade 220 Heathers in color 2445 Shire (google it to find purchasing options, or ask your local yarn store to order it!)
Size 4 needles; either 16 inch circulars or double-pointed
Stitch marker
Yarn needle
Instructions:
Provisional CO 72 stitches on size 4 16-inch circular (or double pointed) needles to work in the round. Place marker.
Row 1: k1 p1
Row 2: p1 k1
Repeat until cowl measures approximately 54 inches (4.5 feet; 137 cm) or desired length.
Unpick provisional cast-on, placing live stitches on any spare circular needles or dpns. Kitchener stitch ends together (tutorial for doing so in pattern here).
Wear as a single or double loop.
Now go have some glorious homoerotic tension with your second in command!
#the terror#knitting#francis crozier#my knitting#knitting pattern#I have been wearing this scarf constantly since i finished it#it's incredibly warm and i also love the extremely subtle nod to the show#it makes me feel like an undercover super fan every time i step outside
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stobotnik art dump
also son1 ivo
#constantly reblogging stobotnik stuff but not posting ab them myself…um. me. guilty#anyway there will probably be more of these later#stobotnik#stobotnik fanart#dr eggman#dr robotnik#ivo robotnik#agent stone#sonic movies#sonic 3#sonic 1#like to think the badniks like to/or are programmed to mimic ivo’s mannerisms#which becomes kinda embarrassing for ivo cuz it usually reveals a lot about what he actually feels and he gets annoyed about it#my art shiz
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That joke on across the spiderverse reminded me so much of Trixie. Girl refuses to accept herself as a C-tier Twilight opponent lmao
#my little pony#MLP#meme#pony posting#i feel like trixie's showboating is gonna constantly pin her against people that could crush her like a bug#including her gf starlight glimmer lmao#and on my fic; sunset nyeh#celestia#twilight sparkle#trixie lulamoon#trixie is one of the funniest characters in this show i love her#friendship is magic#i should do more funies with her#across the spiderverse#mlp g4
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One thing I love about Jegulus is that the rest of the school are just living their normal teen years, falling in love and being messy and stupid like everybody else. Some of them will have horrible breakups over the war but it's normal and human. Then Jegulus are there having their whole massive Greek tragedy complete with extensive metaphors, secret rooms and an intrinsically deep, historical aspect to their entire relationship that it unmatched by any other on the planet. And somehow they're still a secret from everybody else, their love reads like one of the epics but it's so small and hidden.
They're just that dramatic ig
#I think that's why they're my fav#love James and Lily but with them it's just a normal rs that grows from normal feelings#and they have a very typical marriage and become just another couple until they're personally threatened by voldy#wolfstar are neat but they're also very typical- not much deep rich imagery dating back millennia#Jegulus writers just have a way of making it all so goddamn timeless and beautiful#like the universe almost centres around them and those who came before them#Jegulus somehow manage to transcend time constantly#very poetic- just my thing#jegulus#starchaser#regulus black#marauders era#james potter#james potter x regulus black
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Behold, a Bunny!
(for @alliechickfic on twitter)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#a-yuan#lan wangij#All the bunnies bouncing around cloud recess must be the most theraputic feeling in the world.#If I were A-yuan I too would throw out all my past bad memories and fill my heart and soul with bunnies.#Well...It's more so to do with how our brains try to protect ourselves from traumatic memories.#And as happy as we tend to remember little A-yuan - His whole early life was almost entirely a stress filled experiance.#From losing his parents to being put in a work camp to living in a struggling community to the [redacted]...he did not catch a break!#It warms my heart knowing he got a happy second chance.#Does anyone else think about how A-Yuan consistently represents positive second chances?#In a story that constantly tells us that trying to be kind will only result in suffering;#Everything about Lan Sizhui says: 'No. You can be kind and there will be positive change in the world. The sacrifices you made mattered.'
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I couldn't sleep so I drew some Pomnies shes surprisingly fun to draw lol Oh and some doomed yuri too I guess xD buttonblossom is cute n all but calling them doomed yuri or digital yuri is a lot funnier to me
#my art#the amazing digital circus#tadc#pomni#ragatha#tadc pomni#tadc ragatha#ragatha x pomni#pomni x ragatha#buttonblossom#jesterdoll#digital yuri#jesterdoll is cute too I wonder why this isnt the main ship name really-#Also headcanon that ragatha is goin to be oblivious af to pom's feelings even tho shes so hopelessly gay lol#Girl has massive low self esteem vibes and would prolly never think anyone would like her that way#like all the soft fics and art of them are cute I love it but lets be real these two would miscommunicate a fuck ton xD#like come on-#Constantly an inch away from a metal break down Pomni#and “how do you manage to stay positive- delusion” Ragatha#its a match made in miscommunication hell baby ;0c
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tommy is actually the biggest menace i know this in my heart
#911#tommy kinard#evan buckley#bucktommy#my art#i love tommy with reading glasses!!!#he got these cause they were the only frames he didn't hate (the others all had the little nose thingies and he didn't like the feeling)#buck thinks he looks like superman and tommy uses this against him constantly
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