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crimeronan · 1 year

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i woke up today feeling pretty sleepy but also relaxed and content and able to form goals in a way i don't usually and i'm like. is this.... is this because i purged my system. by writing 6k words of visceral horror yesterday.

#i WOULDNT attribute it EXCEPT for how goddamn EASY that fic was to write #didn't even have to think or do a whole lot of retooling of the gore or the trauma or the Get Your Fucking Hands Off Her manipulation #made a lot of decisions to make things Worse that i did not need to. like so much worse #in conclusion: fine i'll stop repressing my symptoms. they get to go on paper and make everyone ELSE sick instead #toh #autoimmune tag

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