#immediatly got stuck drawing

[mysteryequationart]

Gotta love the pretty one with identity issues

[secretsniper3]

Part 6: Sister Slaves

“I have cum so many times now, is it possible to die from this” I think as I feel another delicious meal flows into my mouth, more cum for the good slave to drink. Pussy constantly flowing with cum, leaking through the box, I feel something I havnt felt in seemingly a lifetime, movement. The box that holds me moves around and a light appears and there he is, my Master looking down on me, the cum stained sex slave bound in tight rope, bringing my out of the box my Master commands me to sit still, and I do, why would I disobey my Master? sitting still he removes my ropes, my skin breathes as my Master drinks in the marks on my skin, red marks cover my body, rubbing a salve over my body he covers you in its cool embrace, still unmoving. “How do you feel?” my Master asks. “Much better now i can serve you, Master” I answer with a smile. The words still echoing fresh in my mind “You are now a Slave, you will Submit as you are now Property”. Cant fight whats a core of my very being, my reason to exist now can I?

Standing at my Masters side my head hangs low, I know better than to raise my head, telling me to follow him he leads me up some stairs and into a room. A woman is laying on the bed, sealed in a vacbed with a harsh vibrator hitting her clit directly, “How lucky she must be to cum so freely” I think to myself, not knowing what hell the woman is truely in. Walking to a wardrobe my Master takes a latex bodysuit, a latex hood, ballet boots and a corset. Putting the bodysuit on it seemed to be a size smaller than I expected, my ample breasts fitting nicely into the waiting cups and im zipped in within minutes, Corset follows, pulling tight my Master ensures it wont be coming off any time soon with a few knots, the latex hood, covering my eyes and ears, leaving my nostrils and mouth exposed only, I test my latex hood by licking the latex that circles it, the smell and taste of the latex now grasping my head is beyond divine, my long blue hair flowing like water from a hole in the back of the hood and down my latex covered spine. “Master dresses me so nicely” I think as Im taken to the bed with the woman occasionally squirming in her latex prison, my Master helps me put my ballet boots on my feet and laces them up tight. My Master gets my collar and wraps it around my latex neck, its a perfect fit, Leather cuffs are placed tightly around my wrists and connected together with a chain passing through a d-ring in the back of my collar, pulling my wrists up my back. Leash on end Im led out by my neck down the stairs and into the big room. Standing in the darkness without direction a thumb pushes into my waiting mouth, my tongue wrapping around it instantly and moving up and down its lenght as Im walked around the wide room, thumb removed my head is eased forward as my tongue searches for something to suckle on and Im greeted with a cold metal dildo and I take it in deep.

Coddeling the dildo in my mouth I pump back and forth and suck hard, rewarded for my passion and eagerness with a thick, sticky fluid, its more delicious cum! mixed with other many flavors I cant quite place, I pump my head more and more, the mixture flowing slowly into my mouth and down my eager throat I continue sucking hard. Managing to get the dildo down my throat I begin to work it from tip to base, as more of my breakfast oozes into my mouth and throat, not spilling a single drop, I dare not do that. Feeling a hand wrap around my body and grasp my breast I moan deeply into the cock I gladly suck, moving down my latex body my Master takes great pleasure in toying with his things, pulling a zipper he exposes my gushing sex to the room, knowing how happy I am going to become I push deep on the dildo and as I pull back my Master enters me. Stuck between 2 cocks I rock my entire body back forth now, fucking myelf in 2 holes till my Master doubles my speed and pumps hard and fast inside my pussy, “Cum slave” I hear and do so immediatly, leaking my own cum from my pulsing lips as his cock keeps thrusting away. Another orgasm already ready to go but I hold yourself back, resorting to loud moans to signal Im ready again but my Master says nothing but continues thrusting, “thats it girl, keep holding it back” he says in my latex coated ear as I do as commanded, every fiber of my very being is now focused on holding back my approaching orgasm, while my head works the dildo automatically. After 5 minutes of resisting I hear him, “Cum hard slut!” and I do as commanded, Masters cum ripping through my body as Im pulled off the dildo while I cry out in bliss!

Helping me to my feet from my devistating orgasm Im lead, once again to a room, belly full of cum mixture Im forced to sit down, another dildo pokes my pussy and I push down hard, taking the entire toy in deep inside with a satisfied moan. I feel my Masters hands on my face, clearly looking where my eyes would be he says “do not get up off this device” he says sternly, hoping for more pleasure Im pleased to feel a low rumble between my legs as my body rocks around, but never lifting off my seat. “ill let you cum as much as you want for now” my Master says, eliciting a squeel from my mouth as my head flies back in the wake of another orgasm. Turning to leave me, my Master heads back upstairs to tend to his other pet.

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Neverending stimulation, I would have stopped the device hours ago if I could, what would my Master do to me if I did though, the reality scared me more than I thought it would. As I feel a hand grab my sensitive breast I jump in my latex prison, squeezing firmly my breathing quickens till it stops entierly, my Master holding my nose closed my brain works in overdrive until he lets go and I slam into the brick wall that is my denial. Turning the hitachi off my Master sets on releasing me from my vacbed, sitting me up he removes my “clothes” and I stand naked with my weak hands behind my head, Im put in a clear latex suit and mask set, slidding in easily due to my sweat, my ass, pussy, breasts and face left exposed, I find my knees have thick padding and find out what its for as my Master wraps a belt around my waist and pulls my feet up, meeting my firm ass, my feet are connected to straps attached to my belt, locking my feet against my ass but keeping everything easy to reach. My hands are sealed in latex mitts renders my hands completly useless, more paw than hand now, my collar is locked on and clamps are attached to my highly sensitive nipples as my breasts hang beneath me. My Master commands me to sit like a good girl and with some difficulty, I manage to sit back, feeling my Masters cum begin to leak onto the floor, noticing this my Master gives my leash a yank and walks me out of the room and slowly down the stairs.

Hearing a hum nearby my Master takes me to the source of the noise, my eyes widen as I see the blue haired woman, bound to the sybian and fluid running down her thighs freely, clearly caught mid orgasm as Im led to a weird device near the kitchen, a dildo protrudes from its base as well as from a standing height, unreachable in my current bind. Commanded to suck by my Master I take the cock in my mouth and begin to work the fleshy toy, sucking harder and harder Im rewarded with fluid shooting in my mouth, its thick and tastes horrible, clearly a cum mixture I continue sucking hard as I swallow, taking the toy deeper each time I suck, my heavily denied pussy juices dripping to the floor as my Master gets some bacon and eggs for his meal. Eyeing my Masters food as he eats my only choice is to suck harder and harder, clearly meaning this to be my meal for now I have no choice, the disgusting taste is all over my tongue and coats my throat. I dont think ill ever get used to the taste of cum.. Having finished his meal my Master stands and walks to the other woman, cumming on the sybian.

Leading the woman back to me, my Master commands my sister slave to get on her knees she complies silently and her tongue jumps out of her mouth when she was told to drink his cum from my wet pussy, moving blindly forward, balancing herself carefully with her arms chained behind her back her chin brushes my cheek and moves further down my body and into position, tasting my pussy directly her tongue dives deep inside my moist folds, drawing out my Masters cum with ease she sucks it down into her mouth then gut. “keep pumping that cock slut!” my Master shouts, jumping me back to reality as I resume my sucking, collecting more cum flavored fluid and swallowing it. Continuing to work over my pussy my sister slave draws more and more of my Masters cum from my soaked pussy and would have made me cum 3 times by now if I were still able to cum. Pulling the cum hungry slave away my Master inspects my pussy, clearly she had got all his cum out as he pulls his cock out and leads the girl to a chair, sits down and puts her eager mouth to work, unloading 3 times in her mouth not a single drop escapes her vaccum. Pulling me off the dildo my Master leads me by my collar and my blue haired sister slave to the toy room, there he straps me down tightly, and commands my saphire haired friend to have a drink from my pussy and to keep drinking till shes satisfyed, lips locking against lips, her masterful tongue works me over with a passion I cant define as my Master moves infront of me and pushes his cock into my mouth, a tongue working my pussy over, a nose pressing into my ass and a cock in my mouth, is this heaven or hell?!

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Simply amazing taste, I continue diving into the pussy my Master ordered me to devour, grindng my face into the womans sex I jab my tongue into her engorged button causing more moans from the woman, if I had my eyes I would be staring up at my Master with a gaze only a Master would love, I redouble my assault on the neverending pool of delicious fluids as the woman starts shaking everywhere, sucking hard against her labia my tongue working her insides like a harp, shes sure to cum soon I just know it! Pulled away by my Master I instinctively cry out “Thank you Master!” while my lips and chin shine with yummy juices. Im rewarded with my enthusiasm with a toy slidding easily inside my own drooling pussy, strapping the toy in my Master slaps my ass, responding with a moan my other cheek takes a hit, “mmm, thank you Master!” I moan out loudly as my Master stands me up and lowers me on a thick dildo, “sit down” Im commanded and so I do, lowering down on the dildo I hit a chair at the bottom with a bump that my clit sits on perfectly, with a simple “stay” my clit is found sitting on a hitachi as my Master turns it on. My head flies back as I moan out loudly, getting gagged for the noise, probing with my tongue I feel around the gag, it seals my mouth shut with a ring but theres something in the way, I cant push it out with my tongue alone.

“Its a plug” I mentally scream as my Master once again takes my willing mouth, my tongue gets to work pleasing my Master’s tasty cock, both my Master and I work on thrusting away inside my mouth, pulling back he unloads all over my tongue, I savor the taste and swallow. Left sitting in darkness with a humming clit I cum hard only moments later to cum again harder, my clit dancing on the vibrator I hear moans coming from the other slave, clearly getting my Masters cock inside her I cum again at the mere thought.

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Masters cock pumping in my ass hard, thrust after thrust, my needy pussy drooling on the floor I moan aloud and gaze at the blue haired slave, shes cumming constantly, how desperatly I wish our places were reversed, so I could experience a orgasm once again, its almost gone now, the memory of a orgasm, I remember it being exquisite and highly enjoyable but that was all I can remember, replaced by heavy denial as my ass is creamed deep before my Master pushes 7 vibrating eggs inside me and pushes a cover over my pussy, sealing them in, held in place by a urethral insert inflated at the tip when it got deep enough, not going anywhere anytime soon my body is tormented with stimulation with no end in sight. Looking again at my sister slave as her cum flows from between her thighs I glance up to my Master with pleading eyes, a simple “Not for a very long time” beats you down hard. Taking both my sisters and my leash my Master leads us both to his bedroom, Yawning as he opens a cage at the foot of his bed, he pushes me inside and locks it tight, my new room apparently. My sister slave however is pushed on the bed as my Master follows out of sight, I can only guess whats taking place but clearly its rough for her.

tomorrow promises a hard day for me and my new sister slave.

[zuffer-weird-girl]

Okay I think we need some good old fluff to make up for the angst, so what if Dabi and his girl are trying to get their baby girl to say her first word, after a long day of trying but failing dabi is putting her to bed while his girl is in the shower when his daughter gently touches his cheek with her hand and says 'dada'

"Its very yummy the food! Isn't it Rei?" You cooed as Dabi snorted, smirking at your glare. "You like mommy's food huh? Can you say it baby? Any words at all?" Your baby only made boises which you and Dabi were too used to.

Both of you sighed in defeat as Dabi plopped down on a chair and you just continue feading your baby... trying to maintain her and the place most clean as possible.

Half of the day you and Dabi were trying to get Rei to say her first words... and you lost count already on how many times you scolded and slapped Dabi when he tried to teach a curse word while showing a photo of the number one hero. While the indigo haired man himself only scowled at you whenever you tried to teach Rei to say your tittle first than his.

"Mama is boring uh? That's why you wont say anything." He smirked as you scowled and picked up the baby carefully in his arms, mindfull of her tiny hands trying to grab onto his piercings. "Talk to dada instead dolly, uh? Dada is more coller anyway."

"Yeah yeah says the burnt chicken nugget." You grumbled as he glared at you.

"If our daughter calls me this instead of dad im going to blame your ass on it sweetcheeks."

"And if she let out a curse you might as well sleep on the damn sofa." You rested your head on your palm and smiled how he widened his eyes, holding Rei close as if you were going to attack them both.

"... ouch." He spoke, managing to break your stoic face and laugh, causing him to smirk at both sides of his two girls laughing because of him.

"You're such a dummy you know that?" You said between giggles as be aproached you and kissed your lips with his daughter securely on one of his arms.

"Hm, but your dummy though." Tje baby cooed while clapping her hands in glee, her laughter filling yours and your boyfriend's hearts with warm and love. "Seems like she at least enjoy her parents show of affection."

"Good. There are some children who hate these things." You standed up with a sigh, screching your arms up "Can you put her to bed this time? I think I need a shower?"

"Ya sure?" He smirked "I think that you will meed another shower after she goes to sleep because-" he let out a monotonous ouch whem you flipped his nose in unamusent.

"No funny business tonight mister horny guy." You yelped when he playfully slapped your bum on his way out and shot you a smirk as for good measure.

The baby though started to make grabby hands towatds you and started to whimper. Dabi catching on that immediately.

"Aaahh? Miss your mama already my little doll?" He frowned a bit when Rei started to sniff and whimper a bit more loudly before he started to rock her "Oi, she is not going far away anytime soon, she is stuck with dada... and I hope she doesn't leave as well, but she won't." He smirked when he finally got his daughter's attention.

Rocking softly her next to the crib he hummed a little tune, one where his daughter quickly caught on. Humming the best she could along with him.

Smilling softly, he slowly and carefilly put her down on his crib, carresing her chubby cheek with his fingers.

"Nighttime dolly, or else dada and mama wont be able to have some time for ourselfs darling."

"Dada!" She exclaimed while making grabby hands at him.

...uh? UH?!

Immediatly picking her up again, screw bedtime, he brought her close to his face with wide eyes.

"What was that?" He whispered as his daughter repeat the words again "H-holy sh-(Y/n)! (Y/N)! GET YOUR BEAUTIFUL ASS OUT OF THE SHOWER! NOW!" he almost ran out of the baby's room and literally kicked the bathroom's door, making you yelp.

"Dabi! What the-?!" You stopped when he was holding your baby girl like simba style and showed her to you like a excited toddler showing their parents their first drawing.

"She said her first words! Suck it! It was dada!" You widened your eyes befofe letting out a gasp when Rei repeated and confirmed what Dabi said out loud.

"Oh my gosh!" You exclaimed with tears in your eyes while grabbing a giggling Rei in your arms "aaaawwww my baBY!" You rubbed your cheek against her smooth one, making while Dabi muffled his laughter with his hands.

"Say it again babydoll! Cmon!" He smiled widely, one sign that would actually terrify anyone, except you or his daughter, one thing he loved to the core about the little family he had created with you.

"Dada!!!" She exclaimed louder while you cooed harder. Making grabby hands towards Dabi as he reduced his laughter to soft chuckles as he grabbed each tiny hand of his daughter to put them on his cheeks.

"Yeah.. Its me." He sighed while touching foreheads with Rei "Its dada." He smiled softly at both you two as you kissed Rei's little head.

"So unfair.." you pouted playfully as Fabi standed on his normal height "Of course she would be a daddy's girl."

"Aw dont be jealous dollface." He smirked checkily while wrapping one arm around your waist and bring you to his chest "Both of you are Daddy's girls." He growled in your ear as you playfully slapped his shoulders, making him chuckle and embrace the both creatures he loved the most and vowed to protect.

[beebubb]

I read your LJ and will headcanons and i really love them! Can you perhaps make some headcanons of when LJ had to take care of baby william? Like how would he treat him when he hated him and then when he actually grew to like him?

Ahhhhhh!!! Yessss!!! I'm gonna make this a post of LJ taking care or will from newborn to now

LJ taking care of william grossman headcanons (childhood all the way to now) + a bit of will's back story

Will as a baby

Will was assigned to LJ before will was even born

So while everyone was celebrating the pregnancy, LJ was just pissed

"GODDAMNIT THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DON'T USE PROTECTION!!"

no one could hear or see him obviously, so he could say what ever he wanted

He just look at the dad be like "i bet that brat isn't even yours!"

He would just DREAD the day will was finally born

When will was born, and his mom finally came back home with will in her arms, was when he finally met him

".....he looks exactly like fucking isaac goddamnit!!!!"

He wouldn't take care of will and could care less about him

He would appear to will whenever he was alone in the nursery room and just say the meanest things to him or just hate anything will did

".....you're the cum shot your mom should have swallowed...."

"can you shut the fuck up?!?"

*carrying him* "go to hell you annoying waste of space"

"i wish I could take your eye out like I did to your fucking grandpa....."

"you know I can gut you whenever I feel like it"

Or just make dark jokes

"i can knock all your teeth over just like isaac! Wait, you don't have any! Hahaha!!"

LJ doesn't admit but, when he was watching over will, he just started crying, he was just so overwhelmed by everything, especially knowing he was stuck with his enemy's grandkid "i hate that i'm stuck with you!!! Why the fuck would you even want me?!? You're just going to abandon me just like your damn grandfather!!!"

With time though, he started growing fond of him

Will was really close to LJ. He would just smile to him, laugh, grab his pointy nose, and even if jack rarely carried him, you know those feathers jack has on his shoulders? Will would immediatly fall asleep with those

Once LJ was a bit more ready to care for him, was when he actually started trying

"Alright, i'm your guardian! I hate it! But if i'm stuck with you, i'm going to raise you MY way!"

"I'm the one protecting you so you BETTER say my name as your first word, got it?"

It took him a bit to warm up to him but it eventually came along

Will was a cuddly baby, so he loved to sleep on LJ's shoulder and grab his nose

"let go of my nose before I kill you"

When he was finally attached to will, he was acting more of a parent than anyone.

He would hate it if someone didn't take proper care of him

"you're holding him wrong!"

"he doesn't like to be held like that!"

"you're supposed to put 2 scoops of formula! Not 1!!"

"goddamnit I'm doing most of the work here!!!"

"if yall wanted a kid you should atleast know to care for it!"

Will's first word was JJ.

It was his attempt at saying LJ

"holy shit!!! That's not my name but it's close!! I knew it!!"

His mom and dad saw it as insignificant and thought it was just those weird baby noises that babies make

But LJ knew what he meant and was more happy than ever

"he likes me more!! In your face assholes!!"

Will as a toddler

LJ was there for his first words, so he was also there for will's first steps

Will was also a very energetic kid, and once he started crawling and walking, it was more chaos for his parents

They had to baby proof a lot of things

But LJ could keep up with his energy, and sometimes even tire him

Though there was this one time when will called him "daddy" and his dad thought he was calling him but actually, he was talking to LJ

Many think that LJ might hate to be called that sense well, you know, he hates children, but he honestly didn't know how to feel. He was a bit surprised, a bit happy, and confused

He didn't deny it, it was just like

Toddler will: daddy! Daddy!

LJ: um....uh... Lets keep playing ok?

LJ loved will and was happy to care for him and pretty much the hate he had towards him was pretty much gone but, he didn't really know how to feel

He let it slide but will called him that a lot

LJ would get a bit emotional sometimes but he would just try to ignore it and keep playing with will

Or he would just slightly smile

Will as a kid (4-11)

Will was now more aware and way more energetic

Which was more fun for LJ

Will didn't have many friends, except for LJ

Even if he was happy and energetic, will was a shy child at school.

Also he didn't play with anyone except jack

The teachers thought that will was weird and called his parents a lot

The teachers would always say stuff like "he doesn't play with any of the other children, and talks alone like if he were talking with someone else especially someone he says is called" jack", is everything OK at home? Have you seen a family psychologist?"

Will was actually taken to a few therapy sessions but he wasn't diagnosed with any mental illnesses. So people just assumed that will just had a really active imagination and that jack was just an imaginary friend

Though will being "weird" just meant he was gonna be an easy target to get bullied

But jack wouldn't let that happen. He wouldn't let some asshole kids ruin will's childhood

Sometimes when the kids would go to the bathroom or just go to the hallway to the drinking fountain, he would scare them by turning the lights on and off

Or he would even follow them home and would make his claw like hands appear from inside their closets or under their beds.

Sometimes he would even grab their legs which would terrify the kids

They soon stopped bothering will because "jack will come and get you!"

So will had a pretty good childhood thanks to Jack sense he would protect him of pretty much everything

When will was in kindergarden they had arts and crafts, he would sometimes draw his mom and his dad together but mostly his drawings were of jack

The teachers thought the parents were irresponsible because lets say that sometimes will's drawing were a bit graphic or creepy and they thought that it was because will watched too much horror movies

Teacher: what are you drawing, William?

Will: it's Jack and I!

Teacher: oh that's nice! But.. What.. What are you doing with Jack?

Will: We're using the stuff inside the guy's belly to make balloon animals! *keeps drawing* jack said that I'll be a killer when I grow up!

Jack was just a proud clown guardian

Jack's prized possession was a drawing that will made of the two of them. It just made him feel really appreciated. Also he encouraged will to play with the kids but will just preferred LJ

LJ: you know that you can play with the other kids right?

Will: i don't want to! I don't like the other kids! I want to be with you, you're my best friend!

It was just fun with will that someday jack would spend days laughing and laughing that sometimes it felt like he would get his colors back

Also will learned to cuss at a young age. And everyone can already guess where he got that from

He was a horror movie fan

Which is why he always said "i want to be like Jason when I grow up!"

"i want to do what leatherface does!"

"I'm going to be just like ghostface!"

But when LJ told him about the pastas, is when he started admiring them

"when I grow up, I'm going to work for slenderman!!"

Also you know in that one comic page where will was at the institution and said "i am the one and only grossman! And I will become the greatest killer the world and the underworld has ever seen!"

Well he had been saying that ever sense he was a kid

Will's mom was a really caring and nice mother but she would soon start getting angry every time will said he wanted to be a killer

Everytime the family got together or the neighbors would ask will what he wanted to be when he grew up, will's mom would always get embarrassed and try to change the answer

Neighbor: what do you want to be when you grow up?

Will: i want to be a killer!

Mom: AN ACTOR!! he wants to be an actor!! He just.. Um... Has seen so many horror movies and well he likes the actors! So he wants to be one!

Will would always get scolded by his mom or get grounded

"William, i told you a million times!!! Stop saying you want to be a killer!!! That doesn't exists! Just choose something normal!!"

William would sometimes just stand or sit in the corner and cry

LJ was always there to comfort him

"Don't cry buddy! Don't listen to that bitch! You will be a killer!"

His mom would get annoyed a lot of will talking about LJ

"You're six!!! You're old enough to know that jack is just an imaginary friend!"

"He's not imaginary!!!!"

And ever sense will knew about the underworld, that's the only place he would talk about.

Will: LJ please take me with you!! I want to go to the under realm! I want to meet jeff the killer! And ben! And masky! And slenderman!

LJ: i can't take you now but i promise i will when you're older!

Will loved his parents but he slowly started disliking them.

His mom always seemed embarrassed of him and his dad was becoming distant

The day that his parents got divorced, he did cry a few days.

He would always ask LJ "did dad leave because of me?"

But jack was there to reassure him it wasn't his fault.

"He's just a deadbeat bitch dad! But i'll be here for you! You don't need him!"

LJ pretty much took a fatherly role to will but never realised it

In will's school he had this "bring your parent to school day" thing and he didn't tell his mom, he wanted LJ to come

LJ didn't have a human disguise like the other pastas sense he was technically an imaginary friend. So he had to consult the rulers of hell to give him a temporary one or grant him that ability

LJ: Come on please! He really wants me to attend! Lend me a fucking hand here!

Paimon: i don't know, your job is just to protect him, you don't NEED to attend something as simple as a school event, he has his mother

LJ: i know but my boy wants ME to come! He doesn't want his damn mother to go!

Yeah, LJ called him "his boy"

He was more of a father than ever even if he didn't admit it

Bael: *sighs* fine, we'll give you a disguise just for today

LJ: yes! Thank you!

And LJ was able to go to will's school, he just presented himself as will's uncle

Will was happier than ever

Jack tried to act normal so he made up lies of his career

"Oh um i'm a....surgeon!"

Being a surgeon was the closest thing to his actual job. I mean, they both take out people's guts right?

Will as a teen (13-17) (basically now)

Will had a bit of an emo phase but not completely. It only appeared whenever he was with his mom

Only when he was with his mom he was distant and always seemed annoyed

He became the typical angsty teen. Started drinking, getting piercings, dying his hair, wear black, eyeliner, etc

Mom: another piercing?!

Will: yeah! Why do you care!?! I'm already an embarrassment to you aren't i?!

They would get into arguments a lot

Especially because of his sexuality

His mom didn't respect will's privacy so he would always check his texts, pictures, etc

"You're talking with girls AND boys?!?!"

Will was bisexual but only LJ knew obviously.

"If my boy likes guys then fucking let him!!! Stupid bitch!!!"

Though no matter who won the argument, it always ended with will crying or just laying on his bed listening to music

William would run away a LOT

Him and LJ had found an abandoned hospital where they would always hang out.

Will could be himself with LJ

His mood and attitude completely changed there.

They would drink beer together, tell jokes, prank random people in the streets, or just do random things

"Look at this street sign i stole!!"

But how did will finally go to the underworld? A family argument in will's 16th birthday

His mom invited everyone to the house.

But will was uninterested

And his mom like always, didn't want to "be embarrassed" by will, so he forced him to wear something else besides black, to take all of his piercings off, and didn't let him dye his hair

Everyone was there eating together

But will, like always, was distant

Uncle: so how are things in school?

Will: everything's fine

Cousin: what college are you going to?

Will: *shrugs*

Will hated his party.

LJ: enjoying your sweet 16? Haha!

Will: i hate it....

LJ frowned seeing him upset in his own birthday, but he gave him something

LJ: hey, i got you a little something! I know you want to be a killer so here!

He gave will the bird mask

Will: ! My...my first killer mask?!

LJ: yep!

Will: holy shit!!! Thank you! *puts it on* i love it!! I look like an actual serial killer!

LJ: i knew you would like it!

Will was super happy with his mask but he was called outside to cut the cake

"Cut your cake bud! Once this party is over, how about we go get some drinks?"

Will smiled "alright!"

He went out to cut his cake.

A few hours later though, everything was ruined

Will had another argument with his mom.

Will: I'M your son!!! Not them!!! Why do you like them more?!

Mom: i do like you will! I just...i just want you to be normal like them! I want you to want a normal career! To do better in school! To dress differently, and like girls!

Will: i DO like girls!!!

Mom: then why were you talking to boys?!?

Everyone just looked at will in shock

Will: b-because.....because i'm fucking bisexual!!! I like boys AND girls!! I'm not gay!!! There's a difference!!!

Mom: but you like boys!! That's not normal!! Nothing of you is normal!! Liking boys isn't normal! And being a killer isn't normal either!!

Will: oh so you hate me for being me?!?! I fucking hate you!!! You make my life a living hell!!!

Will stormed off to his room and locked himself and started sobbing.

Jack saw everything. He would have killed will's mom but everyone was there, plus he wasn't allowed to (a disadvantage of having a deal with the rulers of hell)

Will felt humiliated infront of the whole family

Jack saw how upset he was, so that's when he finally made up his mind

LJ: hey, remember when i told you i was bringing you to the underworld one day?

Will: *wiping away his tears* y-yeah?

LJ: well, that's today!

Will: wait, really?!?

Will immediately sat up his a smile on his face

LJ: yep! How about we leave this place? Let's go to to the underworld! You won't have to worry about your mom anymore! Or that shitty family of yours!

Will: yes!!!!! Yes I'd love that!!!

LJ: then pack your things and lets go!

Will got up from his bed and started packing. And once he was done, he just stood up smiling with his bags in hand

Will: let's go!!

LJ covered will's eyes with his hands.

And before Will knew it, he was in the underworld.

And that's when will finally started a new life.

LJ didn't have a luxurious life to give will but will loved it. Even if they lived in a shitty apartment, will was more happy than ever.

Will was still underage so LJ took care of getting him registered as an official underworld citizen and getting all the paper work done to have full custody of will as his guardian

So he basically adopted will

Will: i can actually be a killer here right?

LJ: yep! There's actually an institution for killers! So I'll start working on enrolling you in!

Will: yes!!!

And that's basically how their lives started

[morgans-little-darlingwhore]

Arthur Morgan Headcanon - If Spirit was his stallion

Author’s note: I’m obsessed with “ Spirit stallion of the cimarron “ since I’m a child and couldn’t help but notice Arthur and Spirit have a lot in common: loyalty, courage, freedom. So, I imagined how would RDR2 have been if Spirit was Arthur’s horse, and if you met them :)

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- The first time they met, spirit was in an O'Driscoll camp, attached to a pole, and Arthur freed him.

- A few months later Spirit found Arthur and helped him escape when he was kidnapped by the O'Driscolls. Then, he brought him back to camp and stayed with him as long as he was recovering.

- When Arthur visits Mary in Saint-Denis, Spirit bites him when he's about to go with Mary to the theatre, and Mary tells Arthur is horse is stupid and that he should sell him. Arthur then realises Mary is toxic for him.

- Whenever Micah walks near Spirit, he kicks him.

- He has never let anyone else than Arthur ride him.

- Sometimes he disappears for a few days and comes back when Arthur is in trouble, that's why people around camp think Spirit is a bewitched horse.

- Spirit is never afraid of wolves, gators, bears or gunshots. He's a real war horse and has saved Arthur's life many times.

- Arthur really likes to draw him and spends a lot of time alone with Spirit, cuddling him or brushing him.

- Sometimes Arthur thinks Spirit is his alter-ego.

- And he's certain about it when he realises Spirit likes to scare Kieran.

- Arthur never ties Spirit because he hates it and likes to wander around when he waits for Arthur.

- One day, Arthur saw you petting Spirit and was so surprised, because the stallion usually doesn't let anyone else than Arthur pet him.

- That's how Arthur met you. You gave an apple to Spirit and told Arthur that his stallion was magnificent.

- So Spirit started to strut, making you smile.

- And Arthur immediatly loved your smile.

- So he told you he'd be glad to let you ride Spirit, but the stallion doesn't want anyone else than Arthur on his back.

- You said it's okay, you used to have a mare that was acting the same way.

- Arthur became shy, realising how pretty you are, and wanted to leave but Spirit did not agree, wanting Arthur to spend time with you, so he decided not to move.

« Damn horse, I think I'm stuck in here for a moment. Maybe you'd like to have a drink ? »

So you and Arthur spent the evening together and he accompanied you to your house, not far from Rhodes.

- Spirit likes to change the route when Arthur is going somewhere, and he often passes near your house.

- So you often meet Arthur and spend time together.

- One day, Arthur decided to tell you he loves you, but when he came at your house to see you, he lost faith and decided to go away. You went out of your house and saw Arthur.

« Oh, Arthur, you wanted to see me ? »

« Oh, Y/N, yes, well, hum... » 

Spirit pushed Arthur with his head and Arthur fell on you.

« What the hell is wrong with this horse ? »

Arthur was blushing and you found it so cute. You couldn't help but take his face in your hands and kiss him.

He blushed even more, but then he kissed you once again.

« I think this horse knows better than us what we should do »  you answered.

- When Arthur was in Guarma, Spirit was waiting for him in Saint-Denis, searching everyday for his favourite hooman.

- And he directly dropped him right at your home when Arthur came back.

- During Arthur's last ride, Spirit was really nervous, and when Arthur got off of him, he rubbed his head on Arthur's chest.

When somebody shot him, he tried his best to keep running but couldn't do it anymore.

And Arthur understood it. His heart was broken.

- But Spirit didn't die and joined Arthur when he was lying on the ground. He watched over him until the end.

- When Arthur died, Spirit came at your house, and you directly understood that something was wrong. You were certain something happened when Spirit left you ride him.

He dropped you where Arthur was lying, and stayed with you all day long, when you were crying on Arthur's body.

Then he dropped you home and never came back.

- Sometimes you meet Spirit when you meditate on Arthur's grave.

And sometimes you see the beautiful stallion on the sunset, running with a deer.

Deep down, you know Arthur and Spirit are protecting you from afar. You’re sad, but you have the feeling deep inside that now, they’re evermore free.

I added so much media because omg I couldn’t choose between all of these beautiful pictures.

[yungblud-fics]

loner

summary: the jocks lock you and the new kid from london in the janitor's closet. who knew it could lead to one of the best friendships you've ever had?

warnings: cursing, fluff, and bullying.

A/N: the story starts in your 8th grade year. then it fast forward's to your sophomore year in case my writing is confusing to you. he's a cutie by the way.

"fook," his heavy accent rang through your head. the new kid was hard to miss in the hallways with his hair all over the place, his bright pink socks, and of course his accent. he stuck out of the crowd in your american school.

personally, you thought he was cool. the way he dress, the way he acted seemed to draw your attention. he seemed like a genuinely good kid to you. but the rest of the school had something against him. they found the littlest thing to pick on him about, beat him up. didn't matter to them.

you turned around the corner and one of the jocks bumped into you, causing you, and your book bag, to be pushed to the ground.

"watch where your going, freak," they spat at you. this wasn't the first time this has happened. like the new kid, you had a hard time at school too.

"don't want to end up like the other one," they laughed. you knew exactly who they were talking about. you grabbed your bag and tried to run but they held you back.

"can't get away that easy."

you tried to kick off of them, find some way to get out of their grasp, but soon they had thrown you into a dark room and locked the door. you stood up and tried to open it, but to no use.

"c'mon, this isn't funny anymore," you pounded your first on the door.

"oh sweetie i think it is." their voices teased you from the other side of the locked door.

"they're not gonna let ya out mate," you turned around, startled by the voice behind you.

"i know, this isn't the first time they've locked me in here," you sighed. you were actually talking to him. granted, not the best time or place, but it was something.

"sorry 'bout that."

"wasn't your fault. they've done it for years."

the next moments were silent. the laughing outside had stopped and only your breaths could be heard.

"i don't bite y'know. despite what other kids are sayin', i'd like to think i'm pretty nice," he laughed.

he had been watching you since he first moved here. you had science, chorus, and math with him. he was always too scared to talk to you--scared you'd be like the rest of them and make fun of him.

you sat down, fairly close to the boy, setting your bag down across the room and laying your head against the wall. it was cold in the closet and there was no light.

"i'm dominic," he looked down at his feet, almost as if he was ashamed of his name.

"i'm y/n. i like your accent by the way," you smiled even though he couldn't see.

he looked up at you raising an eyebrow, "you mean that?"

"of course i do. i don't understand why someone wouldn't. it's really nice."

"thanks mate," dom was glad that there was no light because he was blushing like a little kid.

you shivered slightly from the cold and pulled the sleeves of your sweatshirt farther over your hands. you grabbed your phone from your bag.

no service.

shifting your attention to the time, you saw school had ended 20 minutes ago. that's great.

"looks like we're gonna be stuck here tonight. everyone in the school leaves by 4:00. it's 4:20."

(i'm so sorry i had to do 4:20)

"fook man," dominic groaned. he immediately shook his head, "sorry."

"what're you sorry for?"

"j-just my accent. i was just scared you'd make fun of me or hit me or somethin' like everyone else has."

you sat criss crossed next to him and clicked your tongue.

"wanna play 21 questions?" you smiled. he faced you in the same position and gave you the biggest smile you'd seen.

"yeh!"

"okay. favorite color?"

"pink, if ya couldn't tell from my socks," you laughed at his response.

"um, what do ya do in yer free time?"

"wow you're getting personal," you winked to him causing him to blush once again.

"i-i didn't mean-"

"i know. i'm just messing with you! mostly draw, listen to music. usually watch the sunset at night."

"i love watching the sunset too!" he got so energetic and happy, he felt like a different person. maybe the one he was back in london. he missed it there.

"okay, what do you like to do?"

"i like to make music, star gaze, i'm really adhd so i'm always movin'."

"wait you sing?"

he nodded shyly, "i'm not very good."

"sing a song for me. you have my full attention."

he stared at you for a good minute. you kept your eyes on his the whole time. he took a breath to calm down and sang the first verse of london calling by the clash.

you stayed quiet and mouthed the words to the song. when he finished, you clapped and cheered.

"that was amazing!! i love that song."

"thanks mate. i'm not good but i hope to perform one day. i just think it's so fookin' cool to just hype up people and be an artist ya know?"

he looked so passionate talking about music, you could tell he loved it. you smiled as your both continued the game.

"it's getting late," you said putting down your phone.

"yeh. um, goodnight i guess," dom stuttered out.

you laid down on the cold cement floor, but to no use got comfortable. your thoughts began to get the better of you just like every single night.

"y/n, are you awake?" dom whispered.

"yeah. can't sleep."

"why?"

you hesitated, afraid we would make fun of you. "just anxious."

"why?"

"the things everybody says about me gets to my head and i worry. usually ends with me staying up all night."

"me too. i ended up breaking down at 2 in the mornin' the other day," he nervously laughed. "usually wake up my sister so i can lay with her. it sounds stupid but that helps."

"my dad usually comes home early, goes to sleep, then leaves for work before i wake up. it's fun being an only child," you laughed sarcastically.

everything got quiet before dom moved over to you and laid down by your side. you laid down too, your faces now inches apart.

"am i too close?" he whispered.

"you're good."

he nodded before his breathe began to slow and he dozed off, you falling asleep soon after.

you awoke to the sound of keys jingling at the closet door. turning to dom who was still asleep, you shook him gently.

"hey dom, wake up. someone's here."

"five more minutes," he mumbled.

"nope," you pulled him up as the janitor unlocked the closet door. you both bolted out and to the school yard, already out of breath.

"wanna come back to my house?" dom asked

"yeah alright."

~2 years later~

"shut the fuck up dom," you whacked your best friend in the head with a pillow.

"i surrender," he spoke through laughs, putting his hands up.

you laid back down on your bed, legs dangling off the side, the record playing in the background and dom by your side. since that night you were both locked in the janitor's closet, you only got closer.

you looked to the window and sat up abruptly.

"c'mere."

you opened the window and jumped out onto the small section in front of it and climbed to the roof, dom following closely behind. you both had done this many times before--gone to your house, watched the sunset, then accidentally falling asleep while watching a movie.

the sky was painted with purples and pinks, shades of orange mixed in. you sighed happily, "it's always so pretty."

"mhm," dom's eyes lit up as he looked toward the sky. you look at him for a good two minutes before he turned to you and smiled.

"what?"

"nothing."

"but ya were staring at me," he said softly. you nodded lightly, gesturing to go inside.

after climbing back through the window you fixed the blankets on your bed.

"do you want to stay the night?"

he opened his mouth but you cut him off.

"no you won't be bothering me or my dad."

"ya weren't even facing me! how'd ya know i was gonna say that."

"i know you."

"yeah, i'll stay."

after watching nightmare before christmas, dom started to doze off. you both already put lounge clothes on, so you put away your laptop and turned to him.

the butterflies in your stomach returned and you swallowed back a lump in your throat.

"i'm gonna get water. do you want anything?"

"i'll come with you."

you both quietly walked down the hall and into your kitchen. it was pretty dark and your dad had gone to bed downstairs hours ago.

you started to fill a glass of water and suddenly got a burst of confidence.

"fuck it," you mumbled.

"what're ya fookin' n/n?" dom laughed.

you turned around and crashed your lips onto his, then pulled away and smiled.

dom was speechless. he wanted to do that since the day he met you. he pulled you into him and hugged you close.

"i love ya," he mumbled into your hair. (A/N: *ahem* will you marry meH)

"i love you. c'mon let's get some sleep."

you walked hand in hand back to your room. it brought back those butterflies that filled your stomach.

jumping onto your bed, you made room for dom who immediatly grabbed your waist and dug his head into the crook of your neck.

"g'night love," he whispered, sending shivers down your spine.

"goodnight dommy," you kissed his forehead and soon drifted off to sleep.

A/N: hi frens. as i said before, my mental health isn't doing it's best but i have lots of requests. i'm doing about six right now so hang tight with me <3

thank you for reading!!

[umi-tama]

October 9th 2011

Luna left her little baby boy, whom I called Aphel, last night. After bopping around on the screen as a tiny black blob for a while, he evolved into Kuchitamatchi. Just like his mom he isn't exactly the most intellectual; at least the book his nanny gave him as a gift doesn't interest him at all :/ He absolutely loves his grandpa's toy rocket, though - more than his headphones (and therefor practicing) even *sigh* Unfortunatly, he is broke. He owns zero gotchi points; his mom took all her money with ther, when she left. She did send him stuff today, but only some sushi, no money. I don't know what she's thinking. I really don't <_<' Just because she left a filled fridge doesn't mean, that kiddo has everything he needs to grow up. I guess the poor little one has to work even harder now, so he can at least afford some decent food, when he's grown up. Here are his stats, when he went to sleep: 0 yr, 15 lb hungry ❤❤❤❤ happy ❤❤❤❤ stress: 03 tone: 193 rhythm: 286 original: 362 genre: Pop Music 

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Aphel's little sister is called Yumi, because that's as close as I can possibly get to a female version of the name Yugi ;P 

Yup, she's a Hoshitchi. (Her little rainbow tail reminds me of Nyan Cat - that's why she has the little poptart kitty on her dress ^^) Different than her brother, she's leading a really comfortable life and has more than enough money. If only it was possible to transfer some of it from my Tama-Go to my Music Star :/ Anyways, here you have Yumi's stats after going to sleep: 0 yr, 87 lb (don't ask *lol*) hungry ❤❤❤❤O happy ❤❤❤❤O train [▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▫▫▫▫▫] friendship ❤���❤❤❤❤ gotchi points: 964,920 

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October 11th 2011

Luna finally sent her kiddo some money - 10,000 gp (considering her salary was 5,000,000 back then, this still isn't much, but whatever...). We immediatly stocked up on food, just in case. The Mocha costume was in the shop, but unfortunately costed 12,000, so we had to pass on this one :/ (we still got the Spot costume, that Luna purchased once, though). We also purchased a diet drink, that mysteriously ended up in the treasure instead of the food menu o_O When Aphel tried it, he got all angry *lol* I then played around with the time a bit, so the mail man would come more often. On his 2nd visit, he brought a gift from the Tamagotchi King: a shovel, that revealed a little happy sun, when we used it :) 3rd time: an envelope with poop :/ 4th time: a smoothie from the Gotchi King - Aphel liked that one a lot more than the diet drink ;P The rest of the day, after I stopped messing around with time, he just kept getting letters with little hearts or stars. And in the evening, he evolved into Kikitchi, the same teenager his grandpa was ^^ The next day, I once again forgot to pause him before going to work, so when I came back home, he had a fever. I cured him, cleaned away the poop piles, and then took him to school, where he got friends with a Chamametchi and a Ringotchi. They founded a band called Pizzacat (I would've loved to call them the Samurai Pizzacats, but argh, evil characters limit!) and had a couple of quite successful band practices ^^ I planned on taking a couple of photos, but my didn't have my phone handy, and when I got it, the battery was empty :/ And then he already went to sleep and I didn't want to wake him *sigh* And just now, in the middle of the night, he evolved again. Tarakotchi! Wow, didn't I have that character ever since the last time I ran my old P1 years and years ago o_o I plan on having Pizzacat have lots and lots of band practices, so maybe Aphel can marry one of his pretty bandmates ;P Right now, his stats look like this: 2 yr, 30 lb hungry ❤❤❤❤ happy ❤❤❤❤ stress: 00 tone: 314 rhythm: 390 original: 606 genre: Hip-Hop Music 

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Yumi evolved into Shelltchi yesterday and just now, in her sleep, she became a Lovelytchi ^^ We got pretty good in Shoot The Bug by now, usually winning 1,000gp each time we play, and Yumi made a couple of friends on the playground in the park. She doesn't have a lot of contact to her brother, though. They only see each other for a game of bowling once in a week or so. I'll try to take some pictures of the both of them tomorrow and maybe draw sth, too ^^ Anyways, here you have Yumi's current stats: 0 yr, 76 lb (I had her at 99 two days ago... dunno what to think about the age counter being stuck at zero :/) hungry ❤❤❤❤O happy ❤❤❤❤O train [▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪] friendship ❤❤❤❤❤❤ gotchi points: 970,420

[imaginesinthewind]

A light amongst a sea of darkness

Pairing: Sirius Black x reader

A/N: Inspired by his famous quote “you are not a bad person”. What if he already received these words from someone else and he decided then to use them again for his godson? Enjoy!

Sirius’ POV

It was one of those nights.

Sirius had suspected it the moment he came to bed.

The sound of the rain falling on the windows of Hogwarts, or the snoring of the other Gryffindors confirmed the fact that it was night, that everyone was alseep but he was not. And he knew it was not going to come that easily because many thoughts lingered in his mind. Too many.

Maybe it was because of that letter he received in the morning, during breakfast. A letter from his mother. He had recognized his sophisticated handwriting straight away.

“Mate, don't open it,” James had warned him. “You know how it's gonna be like. You don't need that. You don't need her poisonous words.”

James was right. He always was.

But Sirius could not help it.

He had to read it. He had to know.

And it was not disappointing.

It was cold, brief and was meant to hurt. All Walburga like.

“You will not be welcome here for Christmas holidays. We do not want someone whose very existence and behaviour shames us at our own table.”

He had thrown the paper away at the first opportunity. But observing his mother's words slowly burn and become ashes in the fireplace of Gryffindor’s common room had not relieved him.

It should not have touched him the way it had, Sirius had known far worse from his parents, and James had told him that he could join him for Christmas. He knew he was always welcomed at the Potter’s and it warmed his heart.

But somehow, Sirius felt like they were doing too much for him. Did he really deserve all their attentions? 

Maybe his insomnia also had to do with his brother, who now refused to speak to him by all means.

Change had begun slowly with Regulus. Sirius had watched him slip through his fingers day after day, getting closer to Slytherins whose ideas of purging dirty blood among wizards were nothing like him, the little brother he once knew. 

He had put all his last hopes on his brother, the last hopes of not totally giving up on his family.

But what could he possibly do? Try to save his brother from these atrocities, atrocities he had willingly chose to follow? Would he still believe him, Sirius, who had always been rejected by his parents because of what he thought- no, he knew was right?

Stuck between a silent rage and a deep sadness, Sirius realised that turning around and around endlessly in his bed would not help him to find sleep.

He got up and silently walked to the cold stony stairs that lead to Gryffindor's Common Room. The pleasant fire burning in the hearth was long gone, and he sat heavily on the sofa, wrapping himself into a plaid that was there. 

Sometimes, Sirius felt like there was too much darkness. All around him, in his family... What if it was also there, deep inside of him but he just wasn’t aware of it? What if he didn’t even deserve to be in Gryffindor?

This mere thought brought tears to his eyes and he had to bite his tongue not to start crying.

Gryffindor, and his friends - the Marauders, they were eveything he had.

But what if he didn’t even deserve them?

Your POV

Hogwarts was cold.

It was so damn cold that very often, you woke up at night with chattering teeth and totally freezing, exactly like tonight. Despite your attempts to wrap yourself in your blankets, you could not help but shiver from head to toe. 

Groggy, you opened your eyes and intented to take your plaid at the foot of your bed in order to have an extra layer, when you realized that it wasn’t there.

Frowning, you glanced next to your bed, before remembering that you had forgotten it in the common room. You let out a small curse, and lied down again in your bed, too sleepy to even move a finger.

But after a few minutes, the cold got the best of you and you sighed, slowly getting up and making your way to the stony stairs, your arms wrapped around you. 

The rain was falling hard on the rooftops and mist was envelopping a full moon; its weak rays of light could be seen through the windows. You were expecting to find an empty common room at this hour of the night but a weird noise came to your ears. It was a mix of sniffings and sobs. Was someone crying?

When your eyes fell upon a silhouette wrapped in blankets by the fireplace, your eyebrows rose in astonishment. Because not only had you found your plaid, but someone had borrowed it. That someone was Sirius Black and obviously, he was not going well.

Quite intimidated, you did not dare to approach him at first. You were used to see him with James or the other Marauders, and that vision of him, so despressed and sad, contrasted with the one that you had of him every day: popular, funny, seductive, sometimes a bit arrogant and your friend Lily would add reckless and stupid, but you had always liked that wild and rebel side of him. Even if nobody knew it. Well, except Lily but it didn’t really count as she was your closest friend and best confidant.

As silently as you could, you came on the sofa to sit beside him and when he finally noticed your presence, Sirius jumped with surprise and quickly wiped off his eyes. His long black hair seemed even more ruffled that usual and despite the darkness of the room, you could see that his eyes were red. 

“Couldn’t sleep?” You asked him, feeling a bit stupid because you knew that it was a dumb question. 

“Not really. And you?” He whispered. He was looking directly at you and you could feel your cheeks turning red, thank Merlin, it was night.

“Hm, actually, I came to get my plaid back but..." you answered shyly, pointing the blanket he was wrapped in with your finger. 

“Oh, I am sorry, it is yours,” he apologized, but before he made the slightest move to give it back to you, you interrupted him. “Oh no, keep it. It looks like you need it more than I do.” 

You smiled at him and he smiled back at you thankfully, but his smile quickly vanished, and his gaze got lost deep, deep somewhere. His long locks of black hair fell back on his face and you felt the irrepressible need to put your fingers in them. But instead, you slowly put your hand on his arm and murmured, “need a shoulder?”

Sirius didn’t answer but looked back at you. His eyes were shiny - way more than usual, and you couldn’t bear to see such a sadness in him. 

“Here,” you said, taking out your wand from the pocket of your pyjamas and drawing a small square in the air. Soon after, a tissue appeared and you gave it to him with a smile. He looked at it for a long moment, and he fist tightened around it.

“Do you believe I am a bad person?”

It was only a faint murmure, and Sirius had said it very quickly, as if he was afraid of hearing the answer.

“No,” you answered almost straight away. 

“But... My parents and my family and... my brother and...”

“No,” you repeated with a stronger voice. “Sirius, you are a good person. You are the only good person of your family, you are just someone who bad things have happened to.”

A sad smile appeared on his face and his gaze was almost desesperate. A few tears escaped from his eyes as he said, “but what if... what if it’s there, you know? What if it’s in me too?”

Almost immediatly, your heart broke from seeing him like this. You took his hand and squeezed it lightly.

“You know, I think it’s no coincidence that you were named after the brightest star in the sky.” 

“What?” He laughed as he quickly wipped his tears off his cheeks.

“You are the brightest star amongst a sea of darkness. The only light of your family. Don’t you ever forget that. There is no such thing as a bad or a good heart. As long as you choose to act on the part that matters, you are a good person.”

Sirius stared at you for a long time, as if he was discovering you for the first time. He was crying again but he ended up smiling between his tears.

“Thank you, (Y/N). I believe this is the nicest thing I’ve ever been told.”

“I-I... really m-mean this,” you said as you realized that you were freezing again. 

“You cold,” Sirius noticed. “C’mere,” he said, starting to open his arms.

“N-no I’m f-”

“Don’t be ridiculous,” he smirked as he pulled you against him under the blankets, “this is your plaid.”

You could smell his intoxicating musky perfume, and your heart raced faster. Your eyes started to flutter and before you even knew it, you started to feel very tired.

“(Y/N)?”

“Mmmh?”

“Thank you.”

[watchinglikeafangirl]

Stranger Things finale

Just gonna say, I am mindblown and now enjoy my rambling haha

This is more a discussion about some writing choices that are complained about and how I see it.

Will

Watched this finale with my best friend and she immediatly pointed out how much the writers mistreated Will, so I'm gonna share my point of view here.

I'm not gonna deny the fact Will was always a mistreated character. There's really not much input coming from him if we look at his story. In season one he was the boy that went missing. We didn't know him. They were going all lengths for someone we didn't know thus didn't have much emotions left for. Season two was about Will being possessed, so he came back but we didn't like him because he wasn't his true self. And then the story took a turn and everything about Will was about Mike, not because they were best friends for life but because Will realized he had a crush. He wanted to spend time with Mike but he was annoyed by him and since Mike is the protagonist, we didn't like Will as well. This season, when El and him were stuck far across the States, it was the first time we ever saw the true Will, something we didn't know. But then Mike turns up and it's all about him again. Will's crush is too deep-rooted.

Many people might (and do) argue that his character has a weird vibe writingwise because he is a queer character without every explicitly adressing this topic. Joyce and Jonathan would just hint "he's different" and accept for Mike's "it's not my fault you don't like girls", we never saw something coming along with those sentences. But I personally think it kinda makes sense, you know. I totally see where the problem lies and the pacing of his story is really slow, not gonna lie. If he gets a love interest in season 5, I'm gonna ask myself why he didn't get it in season 4 at least, but okay, I still try to see it from another perspective. Like I said, we got the vibe of Will having a crush on Mike in season 3. I think it's when he slowly realizes it himself. But like Joyce said before, he is sensitive. Will is shy and unsure. You can see that in his body laguage as he always walks around like he feels misplaced and awkward. That's his whole thing: he feels misplaced. He doesn't tell Mike, he doesn't tell anyone because there's other stuff going on and he feels like he is not really a part of it even though he's right in the middle. He doesn't want to be a burden, so he keeps quiet. Then, they move and it's even worse now that Jonathan fades. The only person Will has such a deep bond with and could talk to whenever is now vanishing. El has her own weight to carry and Joyce is too careful with him, so Will has no one. He is isolated from Hawkins and has no other anchor. It goes on and on. The insecurities and fears and sadness follow him. I mean, he starts crying in that car when he talks to Mike, not able to tell him about his crush. Jonathan steps up again, is in the picture again and reassures Will nothing changed between them, implying that even though Will is gay, nothing is different about him. I think this is all Will needed to be sure there are people with him, important ones, that will no give up on him. He is not a failure and never was. He was punished for nothing he did wrong. I think he can heal from now on. The scene was small and quiet but it was extremely important for Will to hear it.

Eddie

The fan's favourite I always felt would die. Stranger Things always introduces people that don't give much to the story and then die in their last heroic act. Season 2: Bob. Season 3: Alexei. Season 4: Eddie. They all sacrifice themselves in the end because they somehow ended up being involved and as a part of the group that shows less initiative than the others. I always had that feeling about Eddie.

I see many, many people saying his death was meaningless and unnecessary but that's not entirely true. The group of five went into the upside down, following a plan. Eddie and Dustin were the ones to draw attention to the bats, so the others would be left unnoticed. Since all organisms in the upside down are linked, Eddie and Dustin had to stay behind and fight against the bats even when Steve, Robin and Nancy were already in the house. The second, onecof them would have stepped on one tarantula, the bats would have known. So yes, it makes sense Eddie kept fighting them and he didn't die for nothing. He knew that. He knew he had his part and he kept following the plan no matter what, like Nancy said. It wasn't a meaningless death and it was not unhelpful to the others.

I see the time skip can be a problem but have we ever seen grief of other characters who didn't witness the death? Bob died and there was a time jump. Billy died and there was a time jump. Now Eddie died and there was a time jump. It is a pattern really. Yes, we didn't see the other people react to Eddie's death and they seem fine after the two days time jump but Stranger Things was never sincere with all characters. It's sad but well, Eddie was assumed to be too unimportant to have the other characters mourn his death except for Dustin who literally held him in his arms.

Max and El

Both Max and El are captured by Vecna and we once again see their difference. Max was saved by music, saved by memories of her friends but El was saved by Mike alone. This may seem unfair for the other characters because El is as much part of the group as Max but there is a fundamentally difference within the origin of Max and El. Max is in general more social and El always feels like an outsider, like a failure, like a monster. Mike is the only person she trusts to not think bad about her, who makes her feel the most normal. Max treated her no different as well but El is very fixiated on Mike and the love she has for him, so it makes sense he is the one to get her to fight again.

Will and El are pretty similar in that matter. They isolate themselves because they think nobody likes them for real. They can't relax and have one person only they run to and feel the savest with. In Will's case, it's Jonathan and for El, it's Mike. It's always been Mike. He believes in her and though it might be selfish of him to say "fight because I can't live without you" because it seems to be more about him than about El, it mirrors the love they share. Love is always a give and take. Being loved is a feeling one can't describe but you know you don't want it to stop. So in this context, El fights because she doesn't want to loose Mike. She wants to love him still and wants to keep the feeling of being loved. It's a complicated thing to explain but it's not that selfish because once you are in love, your happiness depends on another person. So loving someone is not just about you but the other as well, so saying you can't live without them is more likely implying that you love them and will continue to do so, knowing they want you to do that too.

Max wasn't with Lucas, pushed him away and the first time Vecna got her, she lived through it because of her friends, because she wasn't with Lucas and didn't want to be stuck with these memories when it was her who broke them apart. It was too painful then. In the end, she hides in a memory that includes Lucas, because they bonded again and it's not painful any longer.

El and Max were both nearly dying because of Vecna and they both have their different anchors and ways to cope with it, so saying it doesn't make sense El only needed Mike doesn't add up to me because her character is extremely different from Max's.

[the-firebird69]

eve lyn evil lynn and we hear them. they are or are not there. and he says in and out and the chamber proves it partly yes.  but they are not the salt tamperers. no. and we are not it was said mac was Zues Hera no no hey ahve to be opertional needed them all and they let it go for some reason could not access them mac daddy we know why nothing tod o with our inventor. no or the engineers no. trump and a blockade.  by whom.  \ mac daddy ask your son he was partly to blame tried for it. coudl not release it...the salt would not go through we heard it.  and it was not him too large.  and bja heard that. was enticed.  and now we are as bright as christmas bulbs. trump this is a trajedy. stone does not work that well nor absorb and hold it spreads. it is a poor design well his isnt we used it and this is how sandwiching and shielded adn flowing in the cure and changing work all da all night.  then this we are sunk. and were chainging stopped.  pooped out or worse. threat threat threat over threatenedd for years.  and by whom.  cork yes. dempsey exposed his drawing tampering and szabo ratted on his own work the panels to him and caa forgot...and he ranted said he knew...and it was mac loaded upt he train and each night. and cork your fault yours fall dead a lot and youdiid nto try.  so f off ok your a louse and started a trend most h umans fear. and you should as you rdwindling and should dwindle your useless. besides you are evelyn salt.  disguised as her you did the deed. andyes, it is her. jenna. Thor Freya  yu should see why, to seduce caa and take his torso and be him once and for all.  and he is the leader and we say he is not you.  and you destroy his brain, how dumb an idea   you rdead bja..dead.  i follow through your so fn dumb. and mac had you do it yes and it went past the time, and due to you again.  and your dumb there..and the ships are close mac had you do that annie ok. fag. your so lame and ps all yours want your  job.  and mac had you rant today is aperc and child.   mac is wrong way over it for gesus sake.and he is part tard.  adn you bja and trump fd it all up ahhaah lol it is funny you have no clue and ps trump said this. “i threaten a lot, i get  a lot from it” toay out loud. and “i will have it all and from right in front of them” and more “i use it gained it stopped it and had it done to me”  and he said this “if that weasel stops me he i s done” and after caa said all can see it and it cannot approach is too contminated so you did it to you he said “ i just committed homocide go check”  to garth adn he called it in, none would.  knew why he is a loser.  and he said “nothing will stop me from my goal” and he meant hitting caa and a gloabal hit on trump.  and due to the threat on earth.  and we decided to put it out and at vegas flroida...and on yur head and more than he has seen and by me.  to kill you. nobody talks abou tme that way you oaf. dead shit...and we puot it out and told them all its good moneymac beat it. right away too threatened any who touched it, our money.  ok in kind or Sim products.   i had it on him and took me all day, saw others do it.  and then this. here it is. and heard it. form his mouth.  and then this  threatened the inventor and sutff for hwat the fag wants it...to get hit. we sent ours in our message, go f yourself we dont bow to terrorists and certainly not to you trump signed wililam burns cia, and he cringed. and then this from mac..he speaks.  we have had it with you, your out you hear you are out and in writing...mac daddy yes me he says form me mac. and we sent one, it said this your dead.  and we hit no. but that was all. you are the dumbest crook i have ever seen and try to teach garth, wow, and under your wing a black guy ok, and rub nothing in my face but threaten my life for earths destruction and i am more or less a super cop and part of a huge powerful group you created an illusion for yourself and ohters that is not real you threatened me for real today im sorry for you.  not in  a personal way or real way just  athat your so dumb you do not realize your position. you threaten all humanity and as if they are nobody claiming you ahve a right whenno, there are plenty of stupid people who are oppressed who dont do or think what you do and you wont get away with it all of nyc know and tons of people want yoou dead and your ships troops left it was them dying.  further. you are not my boss son friend or other and ou aer over me here harrassing me, illegally. and ruined macs rhealm on your own fruition and in manny ways see attached.  you have no right to my life in any way and i will take yours to hault you from harming me regardless of others warnings threats and other. you our body are out. they take what they can.  and we incinerate you.  brain too.  and thank you ahe a nice day, Zues and my loving Goddess Wife Hera...and he is mine and your dead trump and the letter said exactly taht  bja says. and he is right he is exposed exposed usa ll and as these killers and mass ones and we seem like him wilin to thraten the universe. and to mac i wrote this it is understood you issued this threat as a statement that you and yours are willing to threaten humanities entire exxistance as well as the universe. you sicken me.  and we knew about it. now the popoulace that does not want to die nor do they like you have it. thank you. you moron. Zues and his loving Goddess Wife and our an idiot mac yu are fired rd ad you are rd your my son and ratted mac uo are a liar we  have it on tape feed it to tehm sponful after spoonful. one after anohter and we say this your a dog now due to bja. he did this to you gloats and says so be it and all is too stupd to see it iis wrong he is right all the populace we wont make it. now you are out ok mac daddy and yours. this is fools stuff rd no you are. he is too and ou. mac im not in your gang. yu may not say i am out when i am not in.nor put hits on methat wont be answered immediatly. Zues Hera or me and we dont but we see it. your not in ok and  i see im nuts.  this is bad it is bja mac it is. and you but you lost your tct and cover adn cooth and fotrune and more health to the idiot. andlove it and relish it and wont stop. Thor Freya he is paying you alll back and wont stop macs and s we have to stop him he wants to destroy us all.  and use him to make it or not.  sow e see him. h e is evil as hell. Hera Zues and we see that he is dumb but dangerous and yes ruined tons of macs plans and this one crumbles this year.  tons means tons of stuff is gone due to bja. and he is mean too abou tit says them. has no proof most look like his and he is an ass about htat too. Olympus we all had a say but this looks as bad as it sounds.  bja ruined us all. all. and he says it is him.  we doubt it.  you were are the one seen ruining it. now i want justice and you out fo the cia and for today you will pay.  and trump did say it you had him.    and he wont retract it trump is damaged and dangerous too.  and he puts hits on him. so he dies. this is true  yuo cannot others hit and use it..bja you go away now we hit you mac daddy we p uot the order out on bja and mac. too long this idiot banter i n our court Thor Freya this is going to be helll i hold bja responsible he will blame asia for his crimes and they will attack us and him overseas. i want out of this and he si the source. now we meet macs and talk mac and we fire you see your hatred your out of control tard boy.  now you need to hault .  and stop yourself.  bja cant. we see it too your poushed and he is but gezus yur worse than they are and they are havenly bad. ok. now i issue orders and troops .enough we read it this is howe it goes he gives us the runaroudn we do it to him. meanwhile he smiles i sell it. now.  and ours can and do ride fast. fstr than your olympians could ever ride.  your slow fatassed idiots demanding we help.  and it is enough to say today we got intel we needed on you.  info too. up and down stuck to him. still after all these yaers of buringi you off. so we have  aplan and it is good. Thor Freya

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[doodle-roon]

Okay I didn’t want to draw ahead but I can’t stop trying to imagine what the Reader looks like now!!! Soo I wipped this up real quick to get ur opinion @rehlia

I tried to capture what you described:

“At first glance you still look like yourself. Your features haven’t changed and you can definitely recognise your own face. Your hair is still there at the same length and colour, too.” 

[Okay, kept all of that, while keeping in mind that if I gave this person a quick glance, I wouldn’t notice anything immediatly off if I wasn’t really paying attention.] 

“But just like on your arms, you can see the palest shimmer of colour outlining the bones of your skull underneath the skin of your face,” 

[I kept that first sentence in mind when I tried to figure this out: At first glance u still look like yourself. Im still thinking that maybe I need to make this detail just a little more noticeable but I wasn’t too sure lol Im still trying to figure out if I like how I drew that little detail lol]

“and the shadows cling to every crevice deeper and darker than they should. On top of that, the irises of your eyes are a lot brighter than what you remember them to be like. They’re not glowing, not really, but they might just as well be.” 

[I might’ve made her eyes a little too bright and I wasn’t too sure what I was imagining with the shadows cause my mind kept jumping around on what colors to use and how dark and exactly what I wanted to emphasise with the shading and blah blah but I wanted to do this kinda quick so I stuck with this.]

I mean, overall I think I got close to what I imagine when I read the description but I wasn’t sure hmmm (too bad im not on my phone, I need to insert those thinkin emojis lol) 

[lowkey-dying-art]

P.E.T ep 2

Aris body was there, and silverware was scattered around the ground, a knife dug deep into her neck, blood leaking out of it. Era skids to a stop, a few feet away from Ari's body. She freezes.. staring at the body silently "....." "Oh god! Ari!" Angy went to Ari's side, seeing the blood and her dead expression. She felt her stomach knot and herself getting light headed again but not from the ghost. The boy didn't even bother. His friends can handle it, right? For now, he just. Continues drawing. What a great brother teammate. Era begins to hyperventilate, it becoming harder to breath and- oh god it feels like the walls are closing in and the world is slowly falling apart and you can't speak or move and everything hurts Angy cursed under her breath, not knowing what to do exactly. All she knew is that she couldn't panic, not now. Eras vision starts blurring and everything around her is drowned out and oh god the only thing there is in the room is the dead body of your friend and th e y are n ..' t. .. .. Era falls to the ground A little voice is heard from the corner, a feminine raspy voice. "O-oh no. A-are your friends ok?" Two small little purple woolen cat ears poke from behind the counter to the kitchen. Angy heard a thud and saw that now Era was in the ground. "Era!" She crawled over to her boss, not caring if she got her pants soaked with Ari's blood. Luckily nothing had happened to her, Angy thought that she had simply passed out. She took off her sweater and placed it under Era's head. Where the hell was Arthur?

He'd jUMP- And whip his head around, looking at the random girl just happened to be like, right there. What. "Okay," He'd inhale, putting the journal away and facing this random lady, and exhale. "Who are you?" Yelping as she got hit, she stumbled backwards. Climbing out from the back of her shirt, a small pig plushie looked at Arthur with beady little eyes. "I am Klondike. The girl you just bonked is Spop Spooker. What human meat name do you go by?" Angy had grown impatient. She couldn't deal with one of team mates  being dead and the other one being passed out. "ARTHUR! GET YOUR ASS IN HERE!" She yelled to the young boy, not leaving because she didn't want to leave both Ari and Era alone. The pig turned his head towards the shouting. "Another meat person is here..... lovely" He's?? What. W h a t. "What." Ok ay- oh jesus Angry's angry. Or, Angy's angry. He'd make his way over there, probably jumping over the counter if that's an option. "Wha- OH. Oh. She's, uh.." Yeah, she's dead, Arthur. Spop poked her head over the counter, curious as to who the new voice was. Klondike how ever was annoyed. "These meat creatures look like they want me dead. We need to flee, energy- I mean friend..." Era shuffles slightly, blinking her eyes open. The smell of blood immediately hits her as she quickly sits up. Everything feels hazy and blurry and- wh.. what's even going on right now. Era doesn't care right now, being more focused on the blurry world around her before she quietly whispers "wha.."

Angy noticed Era had finally woken up "Oh thank goodness you're okay, I sort of freaked out because of you and Ari and-" she stopped herself when she realized that Era was probably more confused than anything "You passed out.." Spop walked over to the door and pushed gently, but alas she could not open the door. "hmm.." She backed up and charged forwards, slamming herself against the door, causing an echo throughout the whole cafateria. Angy jumped a bit when she heard the echo. Was that Arthur? Era flinches slightly when hearing the loud noise, before slowly looking towards Angy "I- I did?" her voice is quiet and confused, and she attempts to stand up before stumbling slightly. Her body feels like jello right now jUMP-- okay what the f u c k is going on at this point. He's like, so confused. Why did he come to this. What is he doing here. He's gonna stand there. An echoy voice is heard saying "you had one job Spop, not to slam yourself against the door. And what did you do. SLAM YOURSELF AGAINST THE DOOR " The loud talking and noises doesn't help the headache Era just now realizes she has, as she firmly presses her hands on each side of her head as they try not to fall over The young girl was confused now. She had heard a voice yell but her attention went back to Era when she saw her trying to get up but obviously not really big able to "What's wrong Era?" Y'know what? He's not just gonna stand. He's gonna sit on the counter. what a boy. Era doesn't respond for a moment before whispering "I uhm.. I don't- everything feels.. hazy,,"

A piece of the ceiling hits Arthur on the head. This is what you get for not helping with your dead sister Era flinches again when hearing a loud thump. She's so confused and everything looks like they're melting wH-- WOW OKAY. He's probably passed out at this point. That or close to unconcsciousness, because he's trying to get over the fact he got hit in the with a piece of the fucking roof. Angy, growing more and more annoyed with not knowing what the hell was going on, helped Era by putting her arm around her neck for her to support herself. Angy then walked with Era back to where Arthur was. Era is just,, so,, confused Spop cries quietly, sitting against the door A small mumble noise came from the 'body' on the floor, and a tiny cough. Aris hands moved up and just, fiddled with the knife for a second, before it disappeared entirely. She sat up, holding her head. "..wh..?" she muttered, looking around,e yes only half open. In a few seconds she focused on Arthur and the two girls, and concerned filled her eyes "Era are you okay- oh my god Arthur your bleeding- wait was i bleeding, theres blood, on my neck, what- what- okay, nono." she took a deep breath, stumbling to her feet "Arthur are you okay what happened- Era you look like you just had a panic attack- i feel like, i lost...something. What is going on-- okay, no, worry about others. okay. okay. uh." she kind of, realized Angy was handling Era, and made a grab to try and see the wound on Arthurs head Spop- "to many people" : ( He'd swat the hand away, no don't touch he doesn't like. "I'm- i'm i'm, i'm fine, it's cool, uh you're, you died actually." Era blinks. Her head feels like it's pounding but she makes them attempt to look over at Ari anyways "di.. wh. whaa." 

Ari blinked at Arthur for a second, then looked at Era. But in a moment she had looked back at Arthur again "alright, fine, i wont touch you, but. your heads obviously going to feel like shit, and you are obviously bleeding and in pain." she took off the thing that held arrows and stuck her arm in, handing Arthur pain reliever and taking out Eras anxiety pills, giving them to the female. Out bandages come and she attempts to wrap Arthurs forehead in bandagas™ Era just, stares at the pills, not even attempting to grab them as she confusedly says "You were dead." "H-.. howww..." "What." The pig plush sits next  to Arthur "Hello. Can you unlock the door woo mern" He's gonna grab fo- where's his water. Where's his bag. Where the fuc k. He's not gonna move though, seeing as he's being wrapped in bandages. He probably also took off the headlamp. Oh hey, it's that plush again. "I'm not a woman? Or whatever a 'woo mern' is?" Ari just,, puts the bag on his lap. there you go brother please stop being so confused yes thank u. Now he can swallow the medication with a low chance of choking. Era is just so confused and feels like she's melting Ari finishes wrapping Arthurs wound, completely not acknowledging the pig plush "I swear Arthur! if your not more careful you'll-" she cut off, clenching a fist and sighing "Just be more careful." Ari you're the one that just died. Ari looked at the pig plush finally and immediatly backed up "uh guys." she pointed at it "That would be a level twenty-five demon. capable of destroying planets.." she muttered, narrowing her eyes at it "I advise you all to back away from it." "I am not a demon. I'm a pig"

Era sluggishly walks over to Ari, squinting her eyes slightly as she lightly pats her on the shoulder "How are you alive?" she asks slowly, as if saying the wrong thing could suddenly make Ari disappear Klondike waves his plush hoof Klondike looked around "So.... how many more meat people are around here?" Angy stood silently, trying to process all that was going on. Era had fainted but was "alright" now. Ari had come back from dead somehow ven though she had a knife stuck into her neck and Arthur, was just being Arthur. Not to mention, there was a new person and plushie that was talking to all of them and they were still trapped in an asylum cafeteria. She wouldn't be surprised if she managed to lose her mind at the end of this exploration. "No other meat people.. just us," He'd take out his journal again, making another entry about this weird pig thing, titling it 'Plush Demon?'. this is a b  a d  time boy Ari looked at Era "Not explaining it right now. But i guess its not YOLO anymore amirite?" Ari gave a tiny grin, before going and picking up Arthur, carrying him over to the other side of the room, away from the pig. Ari how did you even, hes only one inch-..yknow what. dont question the mother. "Can you get away from us small demon pig?" she asked politely, smiling Era doesn't really accept that as an answer, but she's to jumbled up right now to really care. Her mind always gets confused after panic attacks (In a state of panic yet not which results in feeling like jello and being confused all around)

"I guess it's YOLF n- HEY !!" He doesn't like this, no stop. He struggle. "How rude. I only wish to conversate with you. Well do be careful to not step on my prey- friend. That's her there in the corner" Ari looked at Spop and she immediatly became entranced, she softly patted Arthurs back after setting him down, and got onto her hands and knees, crawling over to the other girl. She extended a hand. "Im..im uh..uh..hh..hi!!" o boi here comes that shy waddup Spop backed further into the corner. "H-hi...?" She was looking curiously at Ari's hand Era is just sitting against the wall now He's gonna return to the talking pig. Yes talk to the demon, Arthur. Great idea. Totally fullproof plan. 100%. "So what exactly ARE you? Besides being a plush doll of a Minecraft pig or whatever," He's trying to sketch out this thin g, Glaring at Arthur "MINECRAFT?! I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW THAT I AM NOT A BLOCKY PIECE OF BACON! I AM THE GREATEST PIG YOU WILL SEE!" "..That's probably true, seeing as most other pigs live in mud," How does it glare at him when it can't move it's eyelids. Or can it? He can. And he is Ari smiled slightly "Its fine, no need to-to shake it" she chuckled quietly, putting her hand down and moving into a sitting position "My name ...my name is Eliza. Nice to meet you!" nice alias there Ari.

But h o w, "You wanna tell me anything else about you? It'd be nice to know." "Okay then.." Angy sat down on the floor finally coming back to herself and not being completly confused "I guess we are doing this even though it's a.. plushie.. that can.. talk.." Spop hugged her knees "My name is... Spop". Klondike raised a plushie eyebrow "Why are you so curious..." "Because you're a talking plush? I mean, those aren't exactly common. Except for the ones with pre-recorded messages." "How do you know my words aren't pretty recorded, flesh person" Ari smiled slightly at Spop, moving a hand to touch the girls leg softly "alright.. definently real." she moved her hand off, just smiling "Spop huh? How'd you end up here? exploring, like us?" She adjusted her beanie. "Mama left me here to be taken care of" Ari blinked "..what" she blinked again "how long ago was t-that darlin?" here comes mother mode, "Cause...this place has been shut down for two hundred years." "Because you just responded to me about the topic? Also because you can move on your own." "Which is.. really creepy, like something from a fuckin' horror movie." Angy listened in to what Ari had said. It was true, the place had been shut down for quite a bit. Did this mean Spop was a ghost? Era tries to recollect her thoughts as everyone else talks before suddenly jolting up, her face scrunched into a look of confusion. She stares at the group for a moment before calling out "Hey- Shouldn't we be trying to find a way out of this place instead of doing little five hour introductions?? We can do those back at the HQ." By what she's saying it seems like she'd be annoyed but her voice is more tired then anything

Ari looked at Era, "Thats definently a good idea. alright" she got to her feet "Arthur, you keep questioning that pig. Make sure it doesnt fuckin move. And..uh dont get hurt. it might be bad. call for me if you need help or if it attacks. Spop, your job is to try finding a window. Angy, if your still panicked, take a few deep breaths then get your ass back to work, try and find a ventalation system, Era, come help me try breaking down the damn door." and off Ari goes. "And if the ghost comes back, dont attack!" she called behind her Era quietly follows Ari, catching up with her pretty quickly. It seems she's a lot better now "Is there any plans on how to break down the door? Or are we just winging it and using a grenade?" Spop was now curious "what is a grenade?" Ari glanced sighed slightly, not answering Spop. "I said look for a window you stupid cat!" she snapped, whipping around to face Spop, glaring at her Era stares at Ari "Don't call them stupid-" Spop backed up "Im not a real cat..." She takes off the hat, revealing only messy hair. Era blinks, then turns to Spop "Wait- who are you??" "Knowing Ari, she'll probably still use a grenade because that worked soo well last time" Angy crossed her arms Ari just narrowed her eyes, walking forward and snatching the hat away, putting it in her quiver. (thingt hat holds arrows) She sighed again, staring at Spop "Look. For. A. Window." she snapped at Spop, then glanced at Angy "And you look for a fucking vent before i have to kick you out of this group!" Ari blease this is your first mission Era pats Ari "Shhh don't yell at them." Spop backed up "I'm sorry for wasting your time......" and back where she came from "Hey by the way, you guys can blast open the doors, you know that right?" He'd shout to Ari. Ari sighed "Arthur did you not watch the documentaries! Ghost locked doors cannot be blown up!"

Angy simply glared at Ari "I'm sorry but last time I remember I wasn't the one who was being a reckless jerk." She then stormed off, not wanting to deal with this crap "Actually no, I didn't because they're absolutely unrealistic!" He'd sigh, facing the pig. "Anyways, Klondike, why are you named after an ice cream bar?" Era inhales, then exhales "Ari you should probably calm down- lets just,, go try and get the door open." Deep inhale from the pig "Ghost and Toast are one state above us Arthur! When we move on to North Carolina explorations we might meet them. Then you can shove that statement down your throat!" Ari please. She looked at Era "Fine! fine. Whatever." she stormed over to the door, trying to pull and shove at it aggresively. The building rumbled slightly, floor shaking a bit Era looks over to Ari in concern before blinking, looking around nervously "Uh.. oh no.." Angy had heard the rumbling "Are you trying to kill us again!?!" Ari stopped, backing up a bit from the door. Worry filling her. The rumbling from the building got worse, as well as the shaking of the building. Kind of like how a building will move in movies before it collapses. Have fun getting out of the cafeteria Era turns her head, calling out to the others "THE BUILDING'S GOING TO COLLAPSE!" "Oh shi-" before she could finish her sentence, however, the building finally collapsed, various debree crushing Angy in the process.

Oh shit uh. He's gonna just grab the pig, stuff that in his hood. Probably a bad idea, but until Spop got back this was the best he could do. Plus, the thing might've been useful. Arthur scurried under the counter as the ceiling caved in. The ghost children in the corner of the room dispersed as the building shook, small screeching as it fell. Ari moved quick to duck and skid under a table, pressing herself aganist the back of it, holding her breath in order to not breath in too much dust or debri Era looks to Ari, joining her and sliding under the table as the ceiling crumbles and collapses around them, the table above their heads getting crushed by the amount of debris and chunks of the ceiling falling onto it A scream from Spop is heard

[lychgate]

here lemme shart out an update

I think i mentioned once briefly on here but a little over a week ago I was laid off from my job, the warehouse entirely got outsourced actually lmao but since then I immediately jumped on putting that extra work on commissions

hang on this is going into a readmore so u can all look at the treasure planet yaoi again:

I had a smidge in savings so I don’t think i’ve yet to feel the hot water situation but I’m coming more to figure im just depressing hard and going back to my extreme level of indecisiveness. I got out of college and found that warehouse job almost immediatly, there wasn’t a need to really look for a job. And when I first got it, it was definatly a ‘day job to keep bills paid while I keep looking’ but gosh my man anyone who gets out of college on that path can assure u the momentum slows, I also did fall into an extremly horrible pit of depression that got a lot darker then I need to briefly comment on, though it really locked me into the lifestyle/schedule I had. 

Now that I’m just suddenly unemployed, I’m being handed that same situation after growing up doing nothing but schooling and suddenly I have to make a path for myself. LIKE, it’s not the end of the world of course but that’s really really new to me and I feel a tad too old to have to be experiencing this so late in the game, what’s really made my indecisiveness hard is now I’m at a crossroads

Like I said, I really started shitting out hard for artwork, I’ve been kind of proud on that in terms of how much faster I can work when I don’t come home exhausted, but considering how many bills I have to pay monthly, well that’s where I get stuck. Going freelance to do commission work and boost that hard to make a living off of is kind of an incredibly unreliable source of income until you’ve made a long path out of it, and I’m worried if I find a job, for however short I TELL myself I’ll stay, I know the pattern will repeat, so it’s just spooking me a little. 

I filed for unemployment so im in a big mess of trying to sort and organize what I’m doing with my life, my day to day, my income, there’s basically a mess waiting for me a couple months down the line and me stagnating is going to hurt that. I’m looking for jobs still of course but well I’ve never really done too much of it. like beyond what everyone else does which is go on job websites and do broad to specific searches. tHEN THERE’S the looping pattern of fearing if I go back into a hard 40 hour week I’m going to get lazy again and I’ll never draw as much again

WHO KNOWS

IM TRYING TO DO BOTH THINGS EVEN THOUGH THAT MAKES THE DIVIDE HARDER

also taxing and dealing with your own business and shit is very unknown territory for me

so ive just been feeling weird lately and im gomen but gosh I am not working hard on the things that are the decision making

[seddm]

Daron’s Q&A at Creativa Fest

I transcribed the questions Daron answered to during a panel at the Creativa Fest 2017. Below, a summary of what she said; after that, a complete transcription. Thanks to Alfrely on YouTube for having provided the video!

Continues after the Keep Reading

RECAP

- Daron has an idea for the series' finale.

- The original plan was for Marco not to have any friends: "Star and Marco are kinda like these only children, and they connect together, and they have like this special bond", but Disney executives wanted him to have male friends as well, and they came up with Alfonzo and Ferguson. Since they didn't really know what to do with them, they have been absent from S2. They are going to "come back a little" in S3.

- Daron has no real reason for Marco being Mexican, she just wanted him to be the average angelino.

- Daron originally pitched the show, when she was still a CalArts student, to Cartoon Network (to Craig McCracken and Rob Renzetti) for a project called “The Cartoonstitute”. They didn’t want to make anything out of it, but later Renzetti introduced her to Nickelodeon,where a one minute short was created, without them wanting to tale it any further, though. She eventually pitched it to Disney, where a pilot episode was and then greenlit into a full show (the whole process took about a year).

- In Blood Moon Ball, when Marco heard a voice talking to him, seagulls sounds were supposed to play, making it immediatly obvious how the one speaking was the Sea Captain in the frame, but the sound was forgotten during the episode's mixing. What or who he is might be “a bit” relevant in the future.

- There will probably be more "Tomco moments". “I am a fan of Tomco myself” said Daron, laughing.

- Daron couldn't say if we're going to learn something about Star and Tom's past, but there will be more on them.

- According to Daron all the dimensions seen in the show are “in the same space”, as if they were always “on the same planet”, but in different dimensions [imagine it as a stack of papers, the scissors allowing to go from one to another]. But, at the end of the day, “It’s fantasy. I think we are always like trying to make it logical, but I also think that at a certain point if you overthink it nothing probably actually makes sense”.

- Daron is happy to see the fandom being so excited about shipping, but also believes that fans likes to be “upset”, and that a show has to keep things interesting, no one would watch a show that were to be just “"Star and Marco get together and they will be like so happy, the end”. She also specified that they don’t let the fandom influence their writing, and that it’s understandably impossible to make everyone happy.

- Jackie is not a mermaid, nor magical. She sees her as a typical Venice Beach girl who is into skateboards and the ocean. And Janna is not a witch.

- Daron sometimes sees a fan theory and thinks "Oh that was really good!" (in relation to the show being written so much in advance compared to what airs). She also mentions liking a theory about Moon having been an exchange student in Toffee's dimension [specifying that's not what they actually did.]

- Adam had to audition to be cast as adult Marco in Running With Scissors, since Daron initially think his voice would have been too young sounding.

- Since Star has been a thing for Daron years before the show's production began, she doesn't really feel like she's "talking to Star" when she talks to Eden -while several of the crew members do feel that way, same with Adam.

- There's some shared background to Moon and Toffee's story.

- Writing is Daron's favorite part of making an episode, and she doesn't impose her ideas, but goes with the best one, discussing it with her crew. She also feels like, while the original idea for the show is hers, it would have never become as big as it is now without all the people working on it.

- There's going to be more about Eclipsa.

- Daron has ideas for other shows, but hasn’t really had time to develop them so far, being busy on Star.

- Star is her favorite character, as she is "close to her heart".

- StarFan13 was originally a one-time gag in Brittney's Party (boarded by Ian Wasseluk), but they then liked and kept using her.

- What Star did in Storm the Castle is a "precursor" to dipping down, she was channeling magic through her.

- Daron wanted to do some kind of "cameo crossover" with Rick & Morty and Gravity Falls, placing a common object in a scene, but while they ended up doing it, she didn't manage to. Talking about the idea of an actual crossover, she “feel like it could be... maybe Gravity Falls, maybe...?”.

- While some might have saved themselves, most of Ludo's old monsters died in the explosion in Storm the Castle.

- Daron doesn't know yet what she's going to do once the series is over, she might take a break, or eventually make a new show.

- Daron wishes Disney would do SVTFOE toys, and suggest fans to bother them to do it [Disney apparently values a lot people asking for products at their stores, when it comes to choose what merchandise to make]

- While talking about the show's animation, Daron said that they "had some troubles-", but then got interrupted and didn't pick up the question again. This might be related to the " number of difficulties producing the first season" she mentioned in this interview.

- While drawing a Marco on a fan’s book, Daron accidentally gave him heart cheeks, thus making the first official (?) Marar cosplay. If you want to hear Daron almost saying “Oh shit”, click here.

- Daron sometimes gets surprised by seeing fans liking episodes or scenes that she felt like were bad. "I think people connect with different parts of the show". She chose not to say if she has least favorite episodes, as not to lessen all the hard work everyone puts into the show, but said that first season was a little rough, since they still had to figure out things.

- Mewberty, Blood Moon Ball, Storm the Castle, Into the Wand and Face the Music are (among) her favorite episodes, and she was very excited about Ludo in the Wild.

- Most of the tapestries in Into the Wand were designed by one of the storyboarders, Jushtin Lee, and then got turned into the final designs seen in the episodes by background and layout artists.

- There are going to be songs in future episodes as well.

- There are probably going to be more guest stars in S3, but that's something for Disney to announce.

- We might see Star's "mewberty form" again [related post by show’s producer Hammersley].

- Daron designed Star and Marco, but for most of the other characters she just gives rough sketches or ideas to the designers. She described Hekapoo to Becky Dreistadt, the artist who designed her, as "a kinda fiery elf thing".

- Daron is not familiar with drawing Tom, since she didn't design him. It kinda shows.

- We might get to know what Lekmet's role in the Magic High Commission was, and Daron answered to a question about him being really dead or not with "Well he's gone to ashes, so...".

- Daron wants her characters, and villains, to have a perspective, and she feels like they did that with Toffee, comparing him to a Magneto-like character, who is not wrong, but is going about things the wrong way. He has "his own perspective" about how Mewmans treat monsters.

- Daron and Cheyenne Curtis (S1 designer) drew "like 100 dresses", since the executives at Disney were very concerned about it, not wanting them to be too girly or to have puffy sleeves (but Daron managed to put them in S2).

- The livechats, which were Disney's idea, are not “totally canon”, but they had an outline.

- The Star and Marco Guide To Mastering Every Dimension was supposed to be published after the first 14 episodes in S2, and the events into it are a little bit after Bon Bon The Birthday Clown and before the episodes that aired in February.

- As seen in Crystal Clear, Eclipsa, frozen in Rhombulus’ crystals, moved her arm, and the glove remained stuck in place just like Star's socks.

- Daron can't tell where Toffee's finger ended up when Star's room disappeared from Marco's house, nor if the color coding of dimensions in Heinous' metallurgy book in St. Olga's Reform School for Wayward Princesses has a connection to the wand/magic.

COMPLETE TRANSCRIPTION

Q- Do you have a finale planned for the show? A- Yeah, I kinda got an idea.

Q- What happened to Al & Ferg A- It's funny like you know pitching a show for a network and stuff, so... and Disney is so awesome, they just let me do so many cool things in the show and they've been like so awesome, they really are trying to do amazing things in animation. But one of the things they really wanted for the first season with Marco, is that they were like "He doesn't have male friends. And we want him to have male friends 'cause we want him to be more... male, I guess? I don't know." So I didn't know... my original plan was for, you know it's like Star and Marco are kinda like these only children, and they connect together, and they have like this special bond. And I didn't really see Marco as having like friends. So I had to came up with some friends, so I created Ferguson and Alfonzo. I have to say that I didn't feel like I was getting a lot out of them. Like I really didn't know what to do with them. They are - they do come back a little in the 3rd season, I can tell you that. They are not gone forever, but honestly, I really didn't know what to do with them, they were kinda hard for me to write. But I'm glad that you like them. It was almost becoming a joke, we were like "Oh, we don't like them". They are in the comic, though.

Q- Why is Marco Mexican? A- Well so, you know, I grew up in Los Angeles, and I just wanted Marco to be your average angelino, so he's mexican, makes sense, you know? So no real reason other than that, you know. Asker: he looks a lot like you husband Daron: yeah a little bit, there's my husband, everybody look at him. I'm just embarrassing him a little bit

Q- In the Blood Moon Ball chapter there was this voice that talked to Marco, will we get to know who it was? A- Ok, that's a funny story too. So the voice is supposed to be the Sea Captain in the frame. And when we were doing the animatic. You know when we do the animatics, it's all the storyboard drawings, and they are all timed to be animated, we had the sound effect of seagulls, right? So that when you saw the picture you heard the seagulls, you'd knew that it was the sea captain. But when we did the final mix of the episode, the mix is like... we put all the final music and sounds and dialogues together, and check the levels and make sure that all- it's what you see on TV, for some reason the seagulls dropped down. We forgot, we didn't notice the seagulls were gone. And then when it was on tv there were all these people like "Who was talking to Marco? Was it the moon? Was it-" and I was like "Ah damnit we forgot the seagulls!". So it's the sea captain. Who does actually... maybe tie a little bit later. You'll see.

Q- How was it to pitch the series? A- I was kinda lucky, I went to school at CalArts in Los Angeles, and a lot of our teachers are actually coming from the studios to teach. You know so they are coming from CN, Nickelodeon, Disney... to each class, and you have the opportunity to know the teachers. And somewhere I heard that cartoon network, actually, they were taking pitches, they were taking pitches from students, from anybody. You just had to sign up, and it was called "Cartoonstitute". So I signed up for that, and I had been drawing Star for a little bit, and when I got the opportunity to pitch for Cartoonstitute I came up with a plot and some of the characters, and I actually pitched it to Craig McCracken and Rob Renzetti, which was amazing, I was like twenty. You know, Star is like ten years old, I created Star like ten years ago. My original pitch to them... and you know, CN ultimately didn't want to do the project, but I made a connection with Rob and Craig. So when I was in my fourth year at school Rob recommended me to Nickelodeon, so I brought it to Nickelodeon, they liked Star, so we did a one minute short that we produced, and they ultimately didn't want to take it any further, so... and I was like out of school, trying to find a job was very hard, it took me like a year to find a job, I was very broke, and then I brought it to Disney, eventually, and they wanted to try it! So then we made a pilot, which is a long process, right? It was very exciting just to get the pilot, and then I... I don't know how many pilots a year they do. I mean I feel like if I had to guess, maybe Disney they hear like a hundred pitches, and then they take like 10 pilots- probably less, probably more like five pilots, and then maybe they pick one to make a show. So it's very exciting to get to the pilot phase. And that took about a year, just to make the pilot, and then they tested it on kids and- you know there's a whole process for that, and in the meanwhile I was working at different studios, I was working at Warner Brothers doing a little bit of animation, I did storyboard revisions at Nickelodeon. Which is actually a really good- if anybody, like you know, wants to work in animation like at places like CN or Disney and stuff. Storyboard revision is a really good step in the door, you are basically cleaning up storyboards and stuff like that. And they were eventually like "Ok we want to make it into a show", and I was like "Aaah!", very exciting. But yeah, so... I think the thing I'm happy about with Star is that it really... I pitched a lot of other things too, but I feel like Star was close to my heart, like it was important to me, and I think that came through, you know? Like I think that if you are coming up with the ideas there has to be like a personal connection, or it's just not- or else you are just making something to sell them I guess, and it's never going to feel authentic, you know?

Q- I really love Tomco, so are we going to see more Tomco moments or episodes like Friendenemies? A- Oh, ehm- I can say... probably yes? There will some more Tomco happenings. I am a fan of Tomco myself.

Q- Will we know more about Star and Tom's past relationship in the future? A- There will be more on Star and Tom. I can say that. There will be more on them. I like Tom, Tom's fun.

Q- There's a theory about Jackie, that she's a mermaid, that she's half Mewman A- I like the theory that she's a mermaid, but... she's not a mermaid. She is, she's- I feel like she is like a Venice Beach girl, she likes skateboard, she's into the ocean... but she is not magical. Although I do like the theory, like you know she is a mermaid, and Janna is a witch, you know, it's cool... but not real.

Q- What's your favourite fan theory A- There are so many that are really cool. It's funny because you know sometimes- we are writing the show so far ahead, like right now we are writing the fourth season, since it takes so much to produce the episode, so we are like so ahead, sometimes I see fans came up with some things and I'm like "Oh, that was really good". But you know I- god, there was this whole one that people had that was like that Moon was an exchange student in Toffee's dimension, kinda like Star is to Marco. I was like "Oh that's a cool idea". We never did that, but that's a cool idea [inaudible part about her looking at theories on Reddit?] sometimes they say something and I'm like "Oh they already know, they already guessed!"  Like I know people are excited about Eclipsa, so that's cool.

Q- How is it working with Adam McArthur like in Running With Scissors A- He's great. I mean, Adam has has such- all the actors, Adam and Eden and... Ryder Strong, who is Tom, everybody, the cast is so good. Alan Tudyk is Ludo, everyone is really great. Oh my god, I got to work with Jeffrey Tambor, who is Glossaryck. It's so cool. But yeah, Adam is like he is so- what's cool about Adam is like he, you know, as opposed to like Eden, she is on, this television show she is very busy, Adam is busy too, he does lot of acting, but he makes time to really interact with all the fans and stuff. "Running With Scissors", I got a story about that. So I was gonna cast- since he sounds so young, Adam, I wanted to cast, like, a manly man to do adult Marco, I was gonna cast somebody else, 'cause I didn't know Adam could do it, but he was all like "Let's try" and he did a great voice and I was like "Ok, you're good". He was like "I had to do try outs to be myself". Sorry.

Q- When you talk to Eden Sher, since she's the voice of Star, do you ever feel like "Oh my god I'm talking to Star"? A- Well, I mean I know someone of the crew, like sometimes Eden comes around, to say hi to the crew and stuff. Or you know, we do a party for the crew and she'll be there. And other people from the crew would come up to me and be like "Oh my god she sounds just like Star". For me, I mean, we had try outs, so Star was kinda real before Eden, I guess. [inaudible] but I guess Star was a character already. So for me maybe not, does it make sense? And people tell me the same about Adam too, "Oh my gosh he is Marco". Actually Marco has a funny story, he was like at a comic convention thing, he got snubbed by a Star fan. He saw a girl in a Star costume and he was like "Can we take a picture together?" and she's like "No!" and she walked away. And I told Adam he should have called after her, you should have been like "Staaar!". You gotta be careful not to snob people at comic conventions.

Q- Some theories say that Moon and Toffee had a relationship, not necessarily romantic... A- Well you saw the scroll (tapestry?) right? You saw "Into the Wand". So yeah, there's, there's... there is a background to them

Q- In the episode Mathmagic it was revealed that there is this multiverse. We saw multiple realities of Mewni, the Earth. So I was kind of confused, does it mean that Mewni and Earth exist in like one universe. For example, you can build a, I don't know, a spaceship or something to travel from Earth to Mewni? A- Well, I was like- I always liked the idea of other dimensions, I always thought that was cool. So I guess everything is in the same space. That's why they use scissors and they kind of cut into different realities, so they can kinda go through, but they are all on the same planet, I guess. I know sometimes it feels like it's other planets- I don't know. It's supposed to be- it's all like a dimension, that you can kinda travel through with the scissors. I think it- it's fantasy. It's always like- I think we are always like trying to make it logical, but I also think that at a certain point if you overthink it nothing probably actually makes sense. I like the idea of different dimensions, that's cool. So they are all in the same space, and uh- they are connected, you know?

Q- How do you feel about the fandom making all... weird relationships and... do you feel pressured by some people going "We want Tomco, we want Moonfee, we want everything"? A- That's so funny. I mean, you know- I'm very excited that the fans can be excited for whatever they want, you know? I mean, any "-co" they like, that's great. We don't really let that affect the writing in the show. Like I don't look at that when I'm writing the show. You can never make everybody happy, there will always be people- but I also think people like to be upset, you know? If you think about what's the show, what is like- what show would it be if it were just "We're gonna have Star and Marco get together and they will be like so happy", the end. There's no show, what is that show? No one would watch that show. So you have to keep it exciting.

Q- When you are working on an episode  what part do you like the most? A- I like the writing, I guess... yeah, I like the writing and I like working with the team, like, it's amazing- you know, I've been on the show, I don't even know how long, I feel like I've been working on the show forever, I think it's been four years, I think? And some of my crew have been with me since the very beginning and I see them everyday and I really love my crew and they are really really cool, and I think the most fun part for me is- yeah, it would be, you know, the pitch of a boarder, there would be the boarders, the director, me, the writers, and we'd be going "Oh why isn't this working" or "How can we make this better", if someone has an idea it's like "Yes let's do that" and it's so cool that- like I love working collaboratively and it's amazing to see... I don't know it's just like- I came up with this one idea, you know, the idea was this big, but then it got this big this big this big, bigger and bigger, and I feel like I could have never made it this big, but then with all these great people who really care, you know, and it only gets better 'cause they care. I think the worst thing like anybody like a boss or like a show runner, I think the worst thing you could do is just go like "No this is my show, it's my idea. It's all about me, it has to be my idea, maybe you got a good idea, but let's use only my idea" cause I think it's, I mean, A) it's not fun for anybody, and B) I don't think you're going to get the best thing. My theory is always like- the best idea wins. You know if there are like three people with different ideas on how to do something I always try to go "Ok what's interesting let's do this idea", you know. So it's- it's good, I like it.

Q- Are we going to see in the season something about Eclipsa? A- Yes I think you're going to see more Eclipsa

Q- Do you have any ideas for other series? A- I do! You know, sometimes I come up with ideas, but I don't really have time to develop them ,as the show is really... consuming, you know?

Q- Who is your favorite character in the show? A- Star. Star is close to my heart (asker asks about Starfan13) I like Starfan13. You know I think who came up with Starfan13 was Ian Wasselik, he was a storyboarder during the first season. He just had her in that episode, you know with the locker? It's like "I filled my locker with pictures of you!" and I liked it, you know, so we kept using her.

Q- Did Star dip down in Storm the Castle? A- Yes. She did dip down, like a precursor to dip down, she was definitely like channeling, you know?

Q- Would you do a crossover? A- You know, I really want say I know... I know Alex Hirsch, I know Justin Royland, and I was like "I want-" 'cause they all go into dimensions, and I was like could we place an item, and they kind of did, and then I- didn't get to do it. It's just that's hard to coordinate that stuff, but... like if it were like a real crossover? I feel like it could be... maybe Gravity Falls, maybe...? (someone says "Mabel and Star would be really good friends") I think so. Yes, they are very- very positive people. (someone says "Why not Rick and Morty?") I do like Rick & Morty too, although I feel like Star and Marco would get in trouble, it'd be really bad for them to hang out with Rick and Morty.

Q- What happened to the monsters who were in the castle when it exploded [in Storm the Castle]? A- I think they might be dead. Maybe not all of them, some of them probably got out, but I think some of them are dead.

Q- What do you plan to do after the end of the series? A- After the end of Star? I don't know! I hope the series can go for a long time, you know? But you never know... So after Star I'll maybe just do another show, eventually, maybe take a break. But uh- 'cause it takes so long, you know? I've been on Star for maybe four years already, so...

Q- Is the show classic animation, or does it use puppets? A- Ok so it's like a bunch of things- we had some troubles with- oh shi- [Daron realizes that she was drawing, while signing for the fans, heart cheeks on Marco, interrupts herself and doesn't continue with the answer later]

Q-  Do you think Disney is going to make a Princess Marco action figure? A- I wish they'd do toys! Everybody should keep bothering them to do the toys... but I... yeah, princess Marco, he's- he's fun

Q- Is there any episode or character you don't like? A- Oh! I- I don't know, you know it's funny 'cause there are certain episodes you are just "Oh this is terrible" and then it goes on TV and people like it, you know? Or some people like part of it, and it makes me feel better, I think people connect with different parts of the show. First season was a little rough, you know? 'Cause you are figuring stuff, but... I mean, I could say- I don't know, I don't wanna diss any of them, 'cause everybody works hard on them you know. I can tell you some of my favorites, first season definitely I loved Blood Moon Ball, Mewberty, Storm the Castle... Into the Wand is very nice- I really loved Ludo in the Wild, I was really excited.

Q- Did you design the tapestries in Into the Wand? A- No, they were actually- so the storyboarder who did that, Jushtin (Lee), he had those in the storyboards and they were really cool, and then our painters and layout people followed up on them and made them really awesome. And uh, our characters have designers too, you know, fleshed out from the board, but Jushtin originally came up with a lot of those.

Q- How was working with Patrick Stump? A- Oh my god, that was really cool. That was one of my favorite episodes too. That was cool, that was like so... our casting- we have like a casting person it was her idea to hire Patrick, and like oh man, it was awesome, and he was so nice. And each time someone has to sing in the show- something about singing just gets to you, you know? Like when Adam sang in Friendenemies, our supervising producer Dominic Bisignano tried it.

Q- Will we get more songs in the future? A- I- yeah, I think so. Songs... well yeah, there are some songs. God, they're like so all over the show, that I'm trying to remember like where- where they are.

Q- Are they going to be more special guests in the future? A- I- probably, I can't tell you that. That's one of those things like Disney castings, you know they want like to "get the story".

Q- Are we going to see Star in her mewberty form? A- Maybeee.

Q- Will we see new villains? A- I can't give spoilers guys!

Q- Did you design all the characters on the show? A- Uh- well I designed Star and Marco, and I have the ideas, like a rough sketch. You know what's awesome? Like, running a show is like- I have like Becky Cheyenne Stephanie- I have like characters designers who are really good, so I can just do some crappy thing and give it to them and it's like "woooa" it's like amazing, and that's really fun. Like I remember that with Hekapoo, Becky designed her, and I was like "Ok she gotta be like this kinda firey elf thing" and Becky did like this whole page full of things and I was like "That one!" and that's exactly what she is. And that's very lucky for me. But like- like with Tom, for instance, I didn't design him, I think it was Cheyenne? Someone asked me to draw Tom earlier and I was like "Uuh no sorry!" 'cause I don't know him as well, you know? But Star and Marco, I designed them.

Q- What inspired you, or how did you come up with Toffee? A- So Toffee kinda came from like- you know Ludo started as a villain, right? But he was not a scary villain, he's a goofy villain, which is fun too, but I wanted somebody who is a real nemesis, some really evil foe to fight. And I've never been really like- all the characters in the show, everyone has a perspective, you know. I really don't those kind of over the top villains who are just "Hahahah I'm evil I'm going to take over the world!". You know, it's not very interesting. So I always wanted the villain to have a perspective, and definitely with Toffee, I always thought of him more like a Magneto character. You know, like he is not wrong, but he's going about things the wrong way, you know? So I think it's more interesting. 'Cause I think you guys noticed, but we hinted to it- we begin to hint to it, but, you know the Mewmans are not maybe treating the monsters the best, and that's something Star is really learning about, and Toffee of course has his own perspective about it.

Q- Did you design all of Star dresses? A- Ok so the dresses were the funniest thing. It was like, you know- there are the executives, at Disney, you know, this guy, he was very concerned about the dresses. Like me and Cheyenne, I think we drew like a hundred dresses. And I wanted her to have different dresses, but he was like "We don't want puffy sleeves, we don't want it to be too girly" and I was like "Oh my gosh we drew so many dresses". But I think the one she ended up with are cool. And in the second season I got the puffy sleeves.

Q- What's going on with Eclipsa's arm in Crystal Clear? A- I can't tell you what's up with that- I can tell you her arm it's not missing, and it just looks like that. But uh- well, I want you to know that this is not a spoiler or anything, but, like, you know how Star was trying to get her foot out of there? So Eclipsa she just got her glove kinda in there

Q- Is Lekmet really dead? A- He's kinda gone to ashes, so... I love Lekmet, he's so sweet too. And poor Rhombulus, right? They are so- they are so close

Q- Are we going to know what was Lekmet's job? A- Yeah I think so, yeah.

Q- (talking about livechats) A- They are fun like, this was Disney's idea, these livechats- we got to have a good time. I wouldn’t say they’re, like, totally canon, just because it's... we try to like, ya know, make it in—we got like the outline.

Q- (talking about the Star and Marco Guide To Mastering Every Dimension) A- The book was actually written- season 2, it was written- it was supposed to come out after the first fourteen. So it's a little bit after the first fourteen and before the ones that aired in February, you know? So it's not quite... to the ending, you know?

Q- In Running With Scissors was actually there something between Hekapoo and Marco? A- I don't know, Marco went a long time- on his own...

Q- (talking about Marco being mentally 30) A- You know he's always been an old soul, I feel like, and I think that, uh, just, he's an old soul, still. But he has his memories.

Q- At the end of the season we see Star's room disappearing from the Diaz's house. I was wondering what happened to Toffee's finger- A- I can't tell you that!

Q- In Miss Heinous' metallurgy book there were colors for the many dimensions, and Earth was color green, which was also the color of the wand. Is there a connection or- A- I can't tell you!

Q- What is Starfan13 going to do now without Star? A- I don't know-

[arcanestarseeker]

A lair/lore review for @duskthicketbonepicker !! this was a very nice payment (skink!) so its gonna be a big one! buckle your seatbelts everyone!!

There was no profile lore (though the formatting is top notch!), so I’m heading straight for them dragons! >:0

As one does, I had to start with the first dragon in your lair and hey! I remember seeing this gal on tumblr before! I also remember my eyes falling out of my head upon seeing her- a triple soot gen 1 coatl with a scroll case sling. now that’s what I call a fancy girl. Her bio, on the other hand, is fairly simple in coding, but it really works, and I love the overall pixel theme between the pixel art, dividers, lair art, and header. It’s very cohesive and very nice. I love the quote right up top- Soot is cold, huh? Clan leaders who tower above everyone else are always a delight, honestly. I see parents mentioned in here- does she have gen one parents in your lair? (I’m so aware of the freaking “how to parents” struggle of gen 1 only lairs) It made me a bit curious! Having her born into this line of clan leaders is really great, though, and it definitely explains that holier than thou-ness she’s got going on, both in her looks and in her personality. Aesthetically, I love what you’ve done with her! I mean, she’s a triple, she’s made for beauty, but the subtle lace works really well with the bar and daub. Like you’ve made bar and daub look good??? those are not my genes but they really work on her. And I love her apparel- the big, fancy scroll case, of course, and then the perfectly layered silks to match the accent, and the splashes of color it brings onto the other wise duller colored dragon in general are great. Plus, I love that little kitty! secret cat. Her familiar’s a cat, too! Is she a kitty fan? that’s really sweet ahh. I love her and I will blow her kisses from a respectable distance.

Next, I had to click on Zanthe, because that accent is so pretty, and I love her big, purple eye catching wings! I love that she has a local in her bio, too- that’s really, really nice and an extra bit of effort and dedication you rarely see. Oh man, I love that accent-lore tie in, too- being half imperial and growing the imp horns and whiskers is a really great idea, and it works so well for her lore! She seems so sweet, and I love that she’s quiet, reserved, and also sings power ballads. That’s a great juxtaposition. And dang, her apparel could not get any better. The delicate silver sylvan pieces combined with the yellows of the light apparel look great on her, and really compliment her horn and hide, as well as her general light themed aesthetic. Her purple wings pop so well, and they really show off her accent! is her tert basic for a reason? I bet she’d look great with runes or lace. As far as lore goes, I’d love to know more about how she feels about all of these complications- has it changed her life severely to be part imperial, in any way? especially among other pearlcatchers, the self obsessed breed that they tend to be? I’d also love to know how and why she decided to become a singer- just for work, or does she have a passion for it? Did she start as a child or an adult? Her bio is great- but so is she, and she’s got me wanting more info!

Since there was a link in her bio, i decided to go click on Ylva next! Right off the bat, I love the apparel- She immediatly makes me think of a gladiator or warrior holding onto her only token of home or her family. The talonclasp pendant really pops against the rest of her look, and she’s got great colors, too. I especially love the sylvan headpiece with the wolf mask- i’ve never seen that before and after seeing it, I don’t know why I haven’t! it looks great, and it gives a realyl unique effect. I also adore the pixel piece in her bio- the colors are fantastic and haunting, and they fit her perfectly. She’s the clan leader of a sub clan, if I’m correct? She seems super strong, far more than your average dragon. I think the fact that she’s voluntarily mute is really cool and fairly unique, and I like the details about dragon medicine you put into her piece, it all works really well and is really interesting. I notice it doesn’t mention her necklace anywhere in her bio? While I know it could just be for the aesthetic, it stands out against the rest of her apparel so much I can’t help but wonder about it- does it have any special meaning or value to her? I’d love to know!

Next up: Apollo! (me, chanting in the distance: MOON BOY! MOON BOY!) god damn do I love his accent. It’s gotta be a custom, right? It’s too perfect, and I’ve never seen it before. It’s too perfect on him- the effect it has on the moon shimmer, and the constellations all along the body just scream “lunar prince” ahhh he’s too perfect. His lore may be short, but it’s very good (though the comma after love got shoved onto the next line and looks a little misplaced, just fyi) His name having the meaning of the god intrigues me- is it just leftover human lore, or do Greek gods play a part in your lore? I am also a little confused on his title as a “Lunar Herald” I’m guessing you’re referring to the line from romeo and Juliette? Or am i just letting my shakespear nerd leak out too much xp The title just doesn’t quite give me an idea of his relationship to the moon that matches up to his bio, as I feel like a lunar herald would be more someone who announces the moon? It’s a very nice sounding title, I’m just not sure if I get it. Aesthetically I get him, though. Those piercing ice eyes add about 100% more perfection to this already perfect dragon, and that silk layering is top notch. He’s had a lot of effort and cash put into him, and he deserves it. I’m not usually a flourish jewellery fan, but dang does the pearl stuff work on him. (also, as a moon worshiping clan, my clan feels his pain very deeply, and if he ever needs to commiserate, he’s welcome to)

Next, I went over to page too and immediately caught my eye stuck on Gliff because ahhhh she’s so cute!! Her little cloak! the wing silks, the companion comet, the necklace and the cards! what an outfit! And she pulls it together stunningly. I notice there’s more night sky silk layering, and dang does she pull off that expensive look. the skink/toxin match here is really great, and it almost tricks your eyes into thinking she’s a double? for just a moment. like... the accent colors match the other’s main color so well?? I love the pixel in her bio as well... all these little pixel landscapes are soooo nice each time i see one I want to blow all my gems on a bunch?? I also love the art in her bio- her crests are so cute! and she’s bleping and drawing that little transmutation circle? I love it.... i love her. I also really love her specialized rune effects! she is so talented and I am so proud. Someone get this gal a flute so she can charm us all with her music! I also love the cards in her lore as a fortune teller! Very nice apparel incorporation!

I went to look at Shugo, next, and even though she doesn’t have lore she’s quite a stunner! I love the cherry blossoms in her bio, and all the flowers she’s got on her, in her accent and apparel! Moon skink is so pretty, and I know she’s basic right now but hooo that pistacio butterfly would be a look. The spines compliment her really well without letting the fuchsia get too bright over overpowering, and her whole look just feels really coherent, even with the wide variety of colors. Like, if I hatched this gen 1 I probably would have been a bit disapointed, but with the apparel and genes and accent she looks like a dream- you’ve made her perfect!

Ah man I saw that Ursus accent and just thought “dont mind if I do” as I went to check out Arjun. First of all. That accent contrast is A++++ like... it pops so well on the eldritch and gloom, and if you ever plan on giving him a tert, i think berry could compliment him nicely. I lvoe those plague eyes in theory, but I love those tatters covering it up even more. The match the accent so nicely, and they help highlight the fact that he’s not a good dude. I also really dig the fan, and the familiar choice. He has a very well cultivated aesthetic, and he definitely seems like he could kill you with one leg tied behind his back, he’ll just gore you with his stunning antlers, honestly. I love his lore! first of all- pokemon center! second of all, that lengthy old clan name. my brain can’t even seem to attempt to pronounce it, I just go renzo- something something. I love that his charge is wealth, I’d love to see what exactly that means to him and how he discovered it expanded upon in his bio! If dragons could play basketball, Ajun would play tells me so much, that’s a blessed line. I like that he wants to become leader (is he gonna try and overthrow Soot? or start his own clan?) And haha, he’s a sexist bastard? I’m sure that’ll serve him well under the very powerful Lady Soot. Overall, crappy person, but great aesthetic and lore!

Last, I went to check out rosyth. Hot diggity damn here’s another example of perfect use of apparel to bring in colors- those pinches of gold all over his body really make the slight gold in the violet runes pop!(oh violet... a cursed primary, yes, but a blessed tert) Especially with his light eyes. I love the galaxy accent he’s got (that dude’s got the moon! don’t let Apollo notice) The cards work super well on him, since they kinda follow the pattern of his runes and match them really well. I also love the cat. I don’t know the context, but that dude has a cat, which is always a happy event. And more night sky silks! dang, your lair has enough night sky silks to cover up the whole sky, it seems! not that I wouldn’t have that in my lair if I could afford it haha. You mix and match apparel from wildly different sets so nicely, and he shows that off really well! I love the variety here, and I’d love to see more about his lore! I also dig the pixel, it matches him very well aesthetically.

Alright, I am getting tired (and I wrote. a lot) so I think I am gonna call the review here! your lair is really lovely though,

[childofmyth]

When I think of being anything else that is not a human, I always, without fail, imagine myself as a mermaid(featured prominently in a lot of my art) Or a moth person. Cause I fucking love moths, are you kidding me?