#imagine those iZombie brain cooking montages. The plated serving is what I'm trying to think with

[hussyknee]

some advice. turn off anon. actually insta block suicide bait, dont post it, bc thats literally exactly what they want. anti and proship are american terms for babies who cant tell reality from fiction, and babies who argue with the babies who cant tell reality from fiction. i seriously do not get why you people insist on punishing yourselves. it cannot be healthy to read and respond to suicide bait so often. grow up and be happy .

Unfortunately you can't grow up out of complex PTSD and mental health issues. I hope you never have to experience what it's like to be helpless in your reactions. Suicide bait is meant to trigger, and being unable to stop yourself engaging with it is exactly what a trigger is and does.

Counterargument: the proship-antiship discourse is in fact, the battleground of the systemically traumatized and marginalized; hurting people looking for other vulnerable people to hurt. Antishipping is the culture of acceptable targets and the perpetuating of abuse cycles. Proshipping is the moral stance that life giving you shit does not give you allowance to fling it like a monkey. It is in fact important to speak out against bullies and bully culture. And yes, it would be great if we could all refrain from negative online engagement and self-harming behaviour. However, the more vulnerable you are, the less capacity you have to simply walk away and choose what gets to you.

Apologies if this is unclear, but I'm now post my fourth ECT session and my brain resembles the inside of Dante's Inferno. If I wasn't desperately clinging onto the fact that this state is supposed to be temporary I'd probably be walking into traffic about now. As it is, considering you are a nice, mature, grown up person who have full command over themselves, perhaps you would find the compassion in yourself next time to refrain from sending ableist, sanctimonious asks to extremely mentally ill people who clearly can't disengage for a host of systemic reasons.

It's great that you're above all of this. Now fuck off.