#im. im just sad and horrible and i don't know ehy and everythings going wrong
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#im. im just sad and horrible and i don't know ehy and everythings going wrong#and i made my top in the wrong sizr because i didn't notice until it was nearly over so I just kept going even thought i knew itnwould be#wronf and now it's wrong and i hate it anf i hate myself and i ate too much today because i was bored and mad and i wasn't rven hungry and#i cant make myself do anyrhing and i think my friend is mad at me even thiugh theyre probably nit mad and theyre probably ignoring my tezts#because they're busy and i know have adhd bur it feels bad and i feel like i like them more than they like me#and then i called my boyfriend but that made me feel more bad becayse he was tired and i felt like i was catrying the conversation#which i feel like i have to do in our relationship most of the time anyway and most of the time its fine but I don't know hownto tell him#that sometimes it makes our relationship feel like it's all my responsibility even though I know its not and theni said bye and he said are#you okay and i said no and he didn't say anything and i hung up#anf then i texted him and said i don't know if i can see him tomorrow bc im miserable and he saif okay that's fine and then he saif#i love you#and i didn't respond and im oretending i didn't see it#because im in a bad mood and i want to be mean to someone but i don't want to actually be mean to him bwcause i love him#i just don't want to say i love you right now because everything's wrong and I'm unhappy and i can't stop crying
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