#im truly very sorry for all this i promise it's just my period el oh el
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i love how i started taking the pill bc my periods were so bad physically and the pill just went 'no more cramps! mentally we're putting you in a blender tho'
#idk why but for my past three periods and maybe even longer and i just wasn't noting it bc 1) i dont actually get periods anymore#so i can only realise it's my time of the month bc people around me have synced and/or emotionally im such a shitshow that is has to be#and 2) it's only now im seeing a pattern and earlier cases might have just seemed like one offs#but for at LEAST the past three ive been like. fucking manic every time and im not using that word lightly i know it gets chucked about#way too easily but truly i dont know any other word that would describe the way i get and how extreme it is#like i literally dissociate from myself and im detached from my emotions on a good day as we know bc of that long as fuck post just now#so it's EXTRA detrimental when it's increased like this and i just. i dont know how to even explain it#i just lose my SHIT and not in the mainstream mentally ill way that's become palatable and desired#i mean in actual weird and concerning ways and im just like. unqualified and scared and dealing with it by myself#bc people dont talk about this shit anyway and i dont talk about ANYTHING i dont know HOW to even if i wanted to#im truly very sorry for all this i promise it's just my period el oh el#hysterical woman moment! nurse lock her in the room with the yellow wallpaper NOW#hella goes home
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