#im still lurking around!

[flamboyant-king]

I like Tumblr, it feels more like a community on here than the other sites. I love y'all.

[mintypochi]

Are u coming back someday

I was actually thinking of posting art again soon but life has been destroying me so no promises :')

[poruvoron]

do you still like xiaoven? i miss seeing your art of them (it's ok if you dont reply and it's also fine if you lost interest in them, I still love you and your art of them!)

omg yes I still love them vv much !!!! I draw them from time to time but I just keep them to myself (for now maybe) ><

here's one wip i can share HAHA Im happy hearing about someone still appreciating my old art of these two bc they're a comfort duo to me :>

have this pic of them :> I recently bought a bootleg xiao to match my lonely little venti..... 10/10 squish

[bdrmhymnz]

oof i just wanted to dip in and say im still here!! im just having trouble finding the motivation atm but i do have everything in my drafts! im not abandoning this blog i promise 🫶🏼

[take-ya-to-the-ghey-bar]

{haven't done one of these in a hot minute, so~...}

Fresh disco drop for newer mutuals/any other mutuals who might wanna add me there~💕 (just lemme know who you are, please lol)

[iridescentis]

For fun I decided to look over all of my internet history that is still available to me to try and create the most accurate timeline of my fandoms over the years and I think this is it! I also included the platforms I was primarily using for each since that's relevant to the fandom activity I was participating in :)

There are more fandoms I have dabbled in and I might be forgetting some but these are the main eras of my fandom experiences I think.

[thenamesallison]

i will do replies when i feel the inspo i promise

[ratwars]

As much as I loathe forced sign ups I'm glad you created your blog after being made to because you wanted to keep reading an analysis post. When I learned that was why you ended up on here originally I was so grateful for that bullshit feature but only for that. I can't imagine having never met you my lovely Lue...<3333

Aw thanks. Same I really just thought this was the site with analysis posts and phone wallpapers google sometimes links to like wtf is tumblr? I'm glad I ended up on here and just went full ass into it and fandom spaces from that.

Tell me something on anon you wouldn't off anon

[viti-ocs]

I love coming up with AUs that I'll never do anything with other than daydream about them, and maybe pin some related things to my OCs' pinterest boards

[comradecowplant]

Love how the new PLL writers were like okay FINE fans were right to point out that A was never really a slasher villain and continuing to use that moniker for these new villains is a slap in the face to the original evil girlbosses-- Mona, Cece, and Ello Spensah-- who worked 👏 hard 👏 scheming and stooging (sometimes YEARS of preparation!) in order to torture the original liars...... so for these new girls we will call the villains B instead :)

[fightwing]

hiatus notice! working crazy bananas hours from now until approx. the first week of june, so LOW TO ZERO activity until then, sorry friends!!! stay funky fresh ily!!

[grimsneverendingfuneral]

GRIMBY YOURE BAAAAAACK !!

yes i am….for a bit. I do miss you guys

[laughingtale]

Also going to be mostly absent for the next week or so due to 추석 related reasons 👍

[tokyoteddywolf]

Sometimes when I think I don't deserve love, I make myself into a character.

Every character no matter how shitty always has at least one fan that loves them, right? Anime, book, movie, manga, you name it. The Hero or the Villain or the side character... even the most awful character you can think of will get that one AU where they're a good guy or at the very least, mildly just a jerk. But still loved enough to get that.

Some creator loved them enough to fix the bad and give that awful character good things, things they thought they deserved. Better writing, better design, a better life.

So, when I feel like nobody could possibly love me, I think of myself like a character. I'm writing my own little story that others can read, so no matter how shitty I get, someone will love me still. Someone will pat me on the head and call me their worst little blorbo and isn't that neat? I am terrible but I am still loved in my horribleness.

And maybe if it's good enough for a bad character, maybe it's good enough for me too.

[callingthedogs]

I need to just delete all social media apps from my phone besides tumblr I literally can't open instagram for more than a minute because I get so upset seeing other people living their lives and moving up in their careers and going out and having fun and the world just moves on while I'm stuck here having to relearn how to function on the most basic levels. I'm currently focusing on teaching myself how to eat again. I feel like I'm starting over from the very bottom. I have to look for therapists today and I don't know how I'm going to do this. I'm definitely writing this post to avoid starting that and I need to just stop and calm down and do it. This is why I need therapy so bad icneed somebody to tell these things to but I don't know how I'm supposed to manage to even find one and do all this on my own when I have meltdowns over making fucking phone calls

[frankenstheythem]

just bc im here doesnt mean im here yknow. works for everywhere else really