#im sort of joking abt the team chaotix week thing. i wouldn't take on another event without someone to either take over tdw in the off
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Last year after tdw I got so depressed and down about my work and I basically haven't recovered. Could the solution be to finally grab the teamchaotixweek url and plan that for august this year? Perhaps reinstating the OC prompts if I can think of any more or opening a request box? If I'm not doing something I don't deserve to be here, but equally it's possible I don't deserve to be here anyway so there's no point trying to earn the right
#hey guys I think I have a problem with transactional fandom and feeling like I have a duty to serve in order to belong here#im sort of joking abt the team chaotix week thing. i wouldn't take on another event without someone to either take over tdw in the off#season or someone to help me run the new one so I'm not spread too thin#but i do feel i might be letting the guilt build up too much#vent
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