#im sorry if this isnt helpful :(

[medicalunprofessional]

never change, man !

[spammiamm]

Guys Im so sorry all Im posting is danganronpa except im NOT

[spacedlexi]

"sounds nice... having a partner"

[blueggrass]

orym saying he'll piggyback with dorian to fly and robbie gesturing like he wants to princess carry orym. i know what you are I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE YOU MAKE ME SICK /lh /pos

[freaky-flawless]

Dead Tired Honey Swamp

Shout out to @deuces-stone-cold-style for the nightgown inspo!

[gifti3]

So i headcanon that demons (maybe angels too) have more than 1 heart…

Imagine that one day your demon darling invite you to dinner and ofc you agree! So you’re talking with them waiting for ur meal then it arrives. On the plate it’s a cooked DEMON heart and it’s not just any demon heart it’s your demon’s heart. Them smiling and said “do you like it?”

Apparently, demon do that to express love to their mates and it’s also one of the most imtimate ways (in demon’s sense) to show love.

I need more contents of the boys actually being demon 😔

i fuck with this, not gonna lie

the monsterfucker in me is always intrigued by the differences in how a nonhuman would express their love lmao of course most people would be surprised if their demon lover presented them with their second heart but after initial shock and them explaining if you think about it….you cant help but be (strangely?) touched like wow this person really likes me huh (///∇///) so we r pretty much soulmates! presenting one of ur hearts is a pretty big deal just from a logical standpoint, cause u forever nerfed urself for someone

now actually eating the heart is a whole nother question lmaoo

yea you know demons sometimes like to eat each other (and humans sometimes) but humans dont really do that as a casual activity and it usually gets you ostracized lol

u cant help but feel a little bad not eating it though…they cooked their whole second heart, they had it removed from their body which probably wasnt a painless thing to do but for your demon its mainly a way for them to show their devotion more than anything ,,,tho i know some of those brothers were actually expecting you to eat it lol it would be very funny if you both were sitting there after you were like aww thats so sweet and then he was like….well r u gonna eat it? :]

asmo and mammon come to mind first honestly LMAO

asmo is “kind of” intense when it comes to love and the mammon is a tsundere--"well...are you gonna eat it or what?"（//︶^︶）typa deal--so thats why i say that

and then maybe beel and belphie

beel cause i feel like it might go over his head at first (especially since this involves food) but then he'll remember like oh right humans dont eat that my bad

belphie i just think is hopeful you know...if that makes sense, so hes not surprised if you dont wanna eat it but maybe a bit huffy about it

i think satan and lucifer are too smart and like “normal” to actually expect a human to do that

while levi is... levi

hed probably get self conscious and be like well yea of course they wouldnt wanna eat my heart...

and then u gotta really reassure him its not him its you :d

[nyxcored]

i had too much coffee. thought too hard. i rambled in my notion about old men yaoi. here you go.

It doesn’t happen. Realistically, I don’t think it would ever happen because nothing happens. But somewhere, two people, wrecked with grief over losing someone so close to them both, in between working on the portal, in between conversations through cold meals and bitter coffee, they find a connection.

Fidds appreciates the brash personality and effort Stan is exerting for this project. He used to think, God, he’s just like his brother, so hard working, so passionate but with Stan, it seemed like he was always grasping for what he wanted. With Ford, it came so easy to him. He burned bright and constant and Stan was more like — a fire you couldn’t seem to start yet. Sputtering out, messy, but ever persistent.

Stan, well, he appreciates the company Fidds provides, that is, when the man isn’t a trembling mess. They have a routine together and that is enough to at least ground Stan into some form of normalcy while he’s trying to learn shit way beyond his educational level.

There are times where Fidds reaches for the memory gun. He can never find it in himself to shoot. There’s too much on the line. He’s already come this far, he’s helping Stan, Stan needs him and well — isn’t it nice to be needed.

There’s something and they can’t quite place it. Fidds knows he’s projecting — but is he? Is appearance alone enough to make him want Stan like he wanted Ford? And Stan is straight up just repressing the hell out of whatever he’s feeling. He knows that Fidds sees Ford whenever he looks at him. Stan tries not to make eye contact so much when he notices. There is a ghost haunting them, there is a grief so heavy in their hearts, and exploring these feelings feels almost like a betrayalto Ford’s name.

It doesn’t feel right. This isn’t the right time.

They will have to make do with lingering stares and accidental touches and continue on working.

[cerealmonster15]

jamiazu / ashenviper week day 3: angst

boohoohoo wahhh

i chose to sketch out a scene from a fic i wrote a few years ago[help hows time passed like that...] and i was initially gonna draw the comfort scene at the end instead but. well. i did not do that LOL...

this scene:

more or less lol

[daftpatience]

one thing I have learned about being poor is that you cannot for a moment stop thinking about it

[xxlady-lunaxx]

🌪️— tw. implied sh, light sui thoughts, him getting guilt derived drunk or smth

He knew it was bad. But it didn’t stop him from buying sake one morning, drinking it until he could barely see his own hand in front of his face. The whiplash of a headache he received the day after only encouraged him. He welcomed the ache. He didn’t complain. How could he? After all—whose fault was it that Genya could no longer live the life he’d deserved? Whose fault was it that Genya was now nothing but a pile of clothes? Who else had failed to save Genya? To care for him and nurture him like he should’ve been. It was Sanemi’s fault. Sanemi had failed. As Genya’s brother, as his last living family member, as a Demon Slayer, as a Hashira. He’d failed as a human being. Because now Sanemi wasn’t quite sure he truly was human. No actual person could possibly even imagine doing what he had done.

He drowned himself in sake. Let the confusion and the pain and the thoughts wash into his body and let it sit as alcohol. Let him think, just for a moment, that everything would be okay. He was in a daze, waiting. For Genya to hold his hand and tell him not to do this. Pry the bottle from his hand, throw it away, and let Genya and all his beautiful, sweet Genyaness overtake him and his senses.

If anything, the sake only made it hurt more. The hope he’d allow himself that maybe he had saved Genya and maybe he would wake up from this terrible dream and Genya was there, smiling and laughing and simply being. The horrible, murderous hope. Hope filled with alcohol, hope filled with delusions. Hope filled with the guilt and the anger and the sorrow and pain that engulfed Sanemi like the overwhelming fear he’d held for his father as a child. And even if he woke up, his head throbbing, realizing that, in fact, nothing was okay. That he was alone with the heavy fault of all but killing his own brother. Even then, he embraced the hope. Because the crushing devastation that followed the hammer of consciousness that broke the thin glass of wishes was just as Sanemi deserved. Less, still. But breaking the bottles with his own hands and watching the sharp pieces pierce his skin, the same pieces that had provided him moments of delusional dreams, felt almost good. It felt nice. To hurt. To get what he deserved. Even as he realized that the only thing that could make up for everything he’d done was for him to have died in place of everyone who had.

It was the constant circle of thoughts like that that had him getting shakily to his feet, pocketing money from his job as a Hashira and lumbering slowly to the nearest liquor store, willing to take whatever they could offer. Let the thoughts consume him. May he rest in pain.

tagging @tomiokagiyuufirststan bc you threatened me into this (/j)

[tossball-stick]

hey man. if youre complaining about the actors in the borderlands movie being "too old" for the roles. i wanna remind you that in the trailer alone, for a bl1 based movie, hyperion is branded yellow and white instead of red and black, tina is the same age shes supposed to be in 2, krieg has escaped hyperion when jack isnt even supposed to be ruling yet, and fuckin. mouthpiece from bl3 was there. just off the top of my head. i could find more lore inconsistencies if i tried

frankly i think the only issue with the casting is how many of them are zionists and the fact that theyre trying to make roland a comedic character played by kevin hart when hes supposed to be the straight man. like. come on. roland is the only even slightly normal one out of the first games vault hunters (i really dont care that much at the end of the day, thats just my main gripe besides the zionism)

[ganondoodle]

Have you been assesed for adhd?

nope, though im pretty sure i got it ... or its something similar bc although also not officially diagnosed there is no way im not autistic OTL

the only things i have been .. 'diagnosed' with is anxiety and chronic depression, though both of which by a therapist that got arrested for fraud and harassment (hahaha .. ._.) and im not sure how much weight that can hold both bc of .. THAT and bc i honestly have no idea how much a therapist can do (its been many years since then too) and the only meds he ever offered me where like .. drugs ('herbs')

i have been thinking of asking our family doctor about it but im rather afraid of whatever process i gotta go through to get anything that might help since im sure its also not JUST adhd that causing all this (and ... im afraid it could impact how i am treated ... like if they know im autistic are they not gonna take me seriously anymore or stop me from making choices about myself.. welp theres the anxiety ndfjkgndfknvgfdk)

(and a new therapist is pretty impossible bc theres a really big problem of not enough therapists around ESPECIALLY where i live ... also fear bc of the previous one .. haha ._, )

[fraternum-momentum]

so so so glad ur art has been taking off lately... i've loved ur dol art for ages now, so it's fun to see things with a wider appeal blow up! nwn

ty for sticking with me for so long !!!! it's honestly so surreal tbh,, im just kinda doing whatever comes to mind / whatever i want to do, im glad people seem to like it :33

[egberts]

I'm just gonna start blocking people who send me essay length asks trying to argue about stupid shit because their personal experience was different

[puppyeared]

i wrote this as a joke because I wanted to strangle a guy watching tiktoks without headphones on the bus, but im genuinely disturbed that we've gotten to a point where convenience comes first. and it depresses me even more that its used to justify and monetize greed

[narugen-moved]

i seriously need more narumi and mina moments because just imagine the relief mina felt when narumi joined, similar age to her and was also considered a prodigy in the force.

to have someone to share the burden of the defence force’s future with must’ve felt so freeing. because before he joined it was just her, age 18, being told that she was going to change kaiju extermination with her exceptional synergy with firearms. and she was so, so scared.

narumi doesn’t have the kind of skills or talent for long range combat like she does, but he’s also a top candidate (despite his behavioural issues- which aren’t much of a hinderance anyway) and mina doesn’t have to carry the burden of the future alone anymore

(although she’d never admit, given she probably views narumi as someone completely shocking i just think it’s so funny how she stood there like O_O when she first saw him)

like i LOVE seeing the contrast. mina who was sent onto the battlefield for the first time and was deathly afraid vs narumi who was sent out and immediately took action because that’s how he always lived (fighting)

and now they’re the top two strongest captains in the force and they will be the ones to lead the new generation..