#im so used to these kinds of appointments being anxious and useless and i can't talk about what i need to
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tmi personal post tag rant to delete later............. i've had a good day........ I'm still overwhelmingly anxious but it is a good day
#(not super online rn. will reply to q's later pls bear with me xoxo)#i did dicey things#they went well#they went not only well but Probably As Well As They Could Possibly Have Gone#im so used to these kinds of appointments being anxious and useless and i can't talk about what i need to#this went well#also for the first time in my whole life im gonna have a competent psychiatrist lmao#this one says the word fuck#that doesn't contribute to her being competent but it is worth noting#also is very good with gender#im used to just putting up with misgendering and shit from various professionals i see but she was like#nah fuck that. also if ur pronouns change from day to day you can let me know. some of my other nonbinary patients tell me which#pronouns to use at the start of the session and i can adjust accordingly#im there like. you have other nonbinary patients?? you know what nonbinary is????#i was like#''haha yeah most ppl default to she even when I've told them I'm nonbinary n i just kinda go along with it cuz like. i am wearing a dress''#and she was like hey! that's bad! it's horrible that you're accustomed to that! you shouldn't have to be!#CORRECT#also the first time I've been able to discuss my psychotic symptoms in depth with someone with any amount of nuance whatsoever#all of this went uncharacteristically smoothly and i almost don't know what I'm supposed to feel about it
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