#im putting rafayel into maybe folder because we simply don't know but considering how he is probably it's still a no for him

[yapperina]

why are we glossing over the fact that at some point in his past xavier literally just.... sat there holding your dead body in his arms. how long was he there. alone, feeling your heart stop and your chest still and your hand in his slowly going cold. im feeling so normal about it i swear.

xavier is usually so calm and collected he tricked us into forgetting that he's scarred for life over this probably. no wonder he seems so nonchalant about you not remembering him, why should it matter if you're here and your heart is beating