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seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything
#i personally like to not be doing things constantly at all times. it stresses me out#i know there are ppl who thrive on cosntant activity#but me i like to chill out.#and the problem then becomes that i only ACTIVELY remember to do work and Find More Work To Do when im stressed#at the thought that others might want to see me working#if im ever relaxed i just dont look for stuff to do#catch 22 of modern work culture which permeates even ostensibly noncapitalist structures like public libraries#for instance: will it really kill anybody if the books get shelved by me now after a very busy day?#or shelved tomorrow morning by. well probably me since i'll be the one at the desk#not in the slightest#but it was work that wasnt being immediately done by me. therefore it was incorrect behavior#that i failed to identify because my instinct is to relax when not immediately presented with a Situation#this got me labeled as 'having no initiative' by my dad from a very early age#and even as an adult i still feel like im a child with no initiative
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probably time for this story i guess but when i was a kid there was a summer that my brother was really into making smoothies and milkshakes. part of this was that we didn't have AC and couldn't afford to run fans all day so it was kind of important to get good at making Cool Down Concoctions.
we also had a patch of mint, and he had two impressionable little sisters who had the attitude of "fuck it, might as well."
at one point, for fun, this 16 year old boy with a dream in his eye and scientific fervor in heart just wanted to see how far one could push the idea of "vanilla mint smoothie". how much vanilla extract and how much mint can go into a blender before it truly is inedible.
the answer is 3 cups of vanilla extract, 1/2 cup milk alternative, and about 50 sprigs (not leaves, whole spring) of mint. add ice and the courage of a child. idk, it was summer and we were bored.
the word i would use to describe the feeling of drinking it would maybe be "violent" or perhaps, like. "triangular." my nose felt pristine. inhaling following the first sip was like trying to sculpt a new face. i was ensconced in a mesh of horror. it was something beyond taste. for years after, i assumed those commercials that said "this is how it feels to chew five gum" were referencing the exact experience of this singular viscous smoothie.
what's worse is that we knew our mother would hate that we wasted so much vanilla extract. so we had to make it worth it. we had to actually finish the drink. it wasn't "wasting" it if we actually drank it, right? we huddled around outside in the blistering sun, gagging and passing around a single green potion, shivering with disgust. each sip was transcendent, but in a sort of non-euclidean way. i think this is where i lost my binary gender. it eroded certain parts of me in an acidic gut ecology collapse.
here's the thing about love and trust: the next day my brother made a different shake, and i drank it without complaint. it's been like 15 years. he's now a genuinely skilled cook. sometimes one of the three of us will fuck up in the kitchen or find something horrible or make a terrible smoothie mistake and then we pass it to each other, single potion bottle, and we say try it it's delicious. it always smells disgusting. and then, cerimonious, we drink it together. because that's what family does.
#this is true#writeblr#warm up#relatedly for some reason one of our Favorite Jokes#amongst the Siblings#is like - ''this is so good u will love it''#while we are reacting to something we OBVIOUSLY find viscerally disgusting#like we will be actively retching and be like ''nooooo it's so good''#to the point that i sometimes get nervous if someone outside my family is like oh u should try it its good#(obvi we never force each other to eat anything. we are all just curious birds and#like. we're GONNA try the new thing.)#edit to answer why we had so much vanilla:#my mom is a very good cook and we LOVE to bake. so she just had a lot of staples in the house.#it's one of those things that's like. have u ever continuously thought ''ah i should get butter im probably out''#even tho u are not out of butter. so u end up with like 5 years of butter.#my mom would do that in a costco but like with vanilla extract#to be fair we WERE always using WAY TOO MUCH bc we were kids#so like she was right to stock up#ps. yes we were VERY sick after this lol i just didn't want to include it in the post in case ppl had an ick about that#u can tell it's real bc we knew "oh no we fucked up that's too much vanilla to waste'' but our reaction was to just. keep drinking it#> sibling understanding that vanilla extract isn't free > knowledge mother doesnt mind if we use it for milkshakes#> sibling choice to maybe get in a loophole of ''not wasting it'' if we drink it bc that's the same as using it (not throwing it out)#listen bud i was like 13 and my sister was like 9#when my mom discovered this we. got in. A LOT. of trouble. a lot of it. a LOT of it.#3rd edit bc i guess it isn't clear - i am 1 of my brother's 2 little sisters#i am the middle child#out of all the ways i have had to explain a post before being like ''did u forget a middle child can happen'' is my favorite
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obligatory welcome guide for redditors
A lot of the guides I've seen don't actually seem to understand how reddit works in comparison to tumblr so
your blog is basically your own small subreddit. some people curate this heavily to fit a theme, like a sub, most people don't
reblogs are culturally equivilant to upvotes but functionally equvilant to crossposting
there is an algorithm. it sucks and nobody uses it. turn it off in settings. everything is generally chronological
likes are functionally equivilant to saving a post
you've probably already seen this but change your icon and put something in your bio or people WILL assume you're a bot. personal info not required
generally, anything you would put as a comment on a thread should go in the tags or the replies of a post. only add comments in reblogs if you want it to become part of the base post
tags are mostly equivilant to flairs, used for organization and commentary
your dashboard is an aggregation of everyone you follow
there is an r/all equivilant(trending page) but it sucks and nobody uses it
our search also sucks. your best bet is using tumblr.com/tagged/[TAG] and not /search
there are no mods
by extension, reporting something doesn't put it in front of the mods, it sends it to staff, who may or may not do anything(usually they don't)
there is no karma, there are no karma limits. anyone can reblog anything, comment/reply to anything, or post in any tag
"reposting"(reblogging) old content doesn't matter. people can and will reblog the same post multiple times, including in a row
CAVEAT. reposting someones art(NOT reblogging, making a new post) is a dick move. i know this is commonplace on fandom subs but its not necessary here. everything you post should be [OC] unless you are reblogging. or posting shitty memes
we have our own sitelore, you'll pick it up
(though im not opposed to bringing some over from reddit)
our app also sucks. we do not have third party apps and any that claim to be are scams. sorry
for desktop, most people use the XKit Rewritten extension for QoL improvements and to revert shitty aesthetic updates, much like old.reddit
we have no idea where the porn rules are at either. add a mature content flag to anything you'd get fired for looking at at work, that's about it
finally, from the bottom of my heart, fuck u/spez
#reddit#r/196#r/tumblr#r/curatedtumblr#196#curatedtumblr#reddit blackout#reddit api#dunno if anyone will read this. but if it helps im glad#im an active reddit user whos very bummed abt the site imploding#so if yall want to come here im happy to help#tilki
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the crucible (1953) - arthur miller
“ough”
#ough#ok#i know i literally never fucking post#but um#i will not be as active#i am genuinely very sorry#idk#im just kind of having a rough time#who isnt tbh#but anyway#this is my warning and also my apology for this#sorry#blackout poetry
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here’s a bunch of character requests I did over on instragram!! really felt in the mood to try my hand at stylizing a bunch of mcsm characters on the spot but couldn’t figure out who to start with so I asked The People
THESE WERE REALLY FUN!!!
and obviously cuz of the fact that these are all pretty on the spot, do note that some of their designs r bound to change if/when I draw any of them more in the future !!
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm art#mcsm fanart#minecraft#mcsm stella#stella mcsm#mcsm harper#harper mcsm#mcsm isa#isa mcsm#mcsm axel#axel mcsm#mcsm radar#radar mcsm#mcsm maya#maya mcsm#mcsm lukas#lukas mcsm#mcsm binta#binta mcsm#mcsm jesse#jesse mcsm#mcsm m!jesse#mcsm male jesse#also I’m im not very active here in like. a social sense.#BUT DID YALL SEE THE MINECRAFT MOVIE TRAILER??? LMFOAOOOOO
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Finally, we officially have SporeClan's first newborn kitten!!!
#clangen#clan generator#warriors oc#warrior cats#sporeclan#im so excited i got to draw a baby kitten i love drawing baby kittens SO MUCH!!!!!!!#AND CONGRATS TO PIPERDAPPLE!!!!! shes all grown up now <3#sc moons#sc:fadedtuft#sc:crowstar#sc:rosemarykit#sc:cliffthicket#sc:spottedfrost#sc:carolina#sc:piperpaw#sc:piperdapple#sc:fennelacorn#sc:finchpaw#sc:mousegrove#sc:minklake#sc:dawnpelt#by the way heads up but don't expect me to be very consistent the next few months!!!#its finally summer here and gardening is one of my favourite activities in the world so im gonna spend sooo much time doing that#i'll also be busy for other reasons. im gonna be hatching and raising baby chicks and going on a vacation sometime this summer too!!#plus maybe ill dig me a koi pond idk#so as you can tell. im very preoccupied lol
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Kenshi and Suchin as Mihawk and Shanks for Halloween! :)
#this took too long#i am very tired#im alive though!#my bed is calling me.......#no background even tho i wanted one :(#love yall#probably wont be very active (if at all) the next couple days#bc of work but afterward im getting off time and new schedule#so ill be able to return to normal yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#kenshi takahashi#suchin#kenshi x suchin#kensuchin#mortal kombat#mortal kombat fanart#my art#digital art#cfa art
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saying this as respectfully as possible but. Do not put fandom content creators on a pedestal. We are also just fans contributing to a community just as you are. We have boundary on our own work and that’s it. What I say is not and should not be considered sth the whole fandom should listen to. I’m just a normal ass person ranting about things on my blog. If it does not have a fandom tag for others to engage in, do not make it out to be me trying to start fights or addressing the whole community. Because it’s not.
I’ve said it before and I will say it again, my art, my lore talk, is biased. I’ve never tried to hide that I view Marika a certain way and will always develop my theory following that base assumption.
Aside from translation stuffs and pointing out in-game items, everything else I say you can look at it, agree or disagree, and move on to form your own opinions. Just because I draw stuffs doesn’t mean you get to saddle me with responsibilities about managing fandom expectations. What the hell? I’m a fan artist, I’m the last person who you should look at for “leaderism” (?) WHAT?
I can and will be a hater in my own space, like I know sometimes other artists will just post their stuffs and not engage too heavily with fandom, and for a while I did try to do that here (because I’m already a dramatic ass on twitter), that’s just not me though.
You will get art and you will get my opinions as well.
#asking ppl to [celebrate different takes] is... WHAT?#different takes as in well I think she likes apples and you think she likes grapes. yeah that’s some fun discussion to be have#but different takes as in the fundamental of a character’s drive and personality??? NO#let’s put that down very clear here#I can still read fics where Marika is cold and calculate and manipulative as long as I can see there’re layers to it and the author#set it up in a way that I can see they got her backstory and build those layers based on that#and then there are ppl who literally only portray her as omg evil girlboss 101 let’s blame everything on this cardboard character#then I click back.#and there r ppl who might not vibe with how i portray her and they can ignore me. THAT'S OK TOO. we r in our own space.#it’s as simple as that!#ever since the dlc is out i literally could see the amount of ppl blocking me go up and im just “ok” because i do go around muting ppl too.#that's normal fandom space managing experience. pls do that#lore discussion is for ppl to engage in so u say ur piece i say mine and we can continue or not depending on situation#but FANWORK? leave each other alone or be a hater in ur own space ok?#personal#also where are these ppl who have been defending Marika at... because if u exclude me#and some others i can count on one hand. where are these ppl?#ppl saying headass stuffs about the HS aren't even Marika fans or engage too much in fandom to begin with#meanwhile u can't even find one youtube lore essay that says anything good about her#ppl are even trying to give Messmer's mother position to GEQ for no goddamn reason#like where is this overwhelming support for Marika at cuz as the active Marika stan around im not seeing it
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side hustle
#tf2 fanart#tf2#tf2 heavy#team fortress 2#small quick drawing just to keep the blog active#sneaky reupload as i spelt russain wrong...s...I..AN? ?? im very dyslexic im sorry
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This is probably so random but whenever I see your pfp at the top of a post my brain automatically registers it as Guzma from Pokémon Sun and Moon
LMAOOOO I actually barely know anything about this guy, I'm not really a pokemon fan, but whatever, I am now Guzma
#we do have the same colour palette#okay so i have actually played one or two pokemon games and watched the anime and some of the movies#but im not really invested in the series so i dont actively refer to myself as a pokemon fan#maybe i could be considered a very casual fan but whatever#anyway i love guzmas design its great#tizel art#tizel talk
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me n moze say good morning to the world !!! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ
art by @rabbbitseason of course <3
#🐦⬛🐕 .#<-#hehe i took inspo from kai’s rb of my mb:>#MY FIRST MOEVIE COMM#this is queued#im asleep (at least i should be by the time this is posted) but it’s a mystery as to how i will fall asleep knowing i would have to#close my eyes and not actively stare at this for the rest of my life#full factory reset i really don’t know what i would even say to this 🥹 im just#things i would do for bitti : anything! i cannot think of something i wouldn’t do for her#i gave her the most cursed ref known to mankind and she came up with this im so 🥹 thank you so much … your art blows me away every time ….#i may pass out seeing him in your style … the way you did his hands and he’s so big#this is me -> ໒꒰ྀི o̴̶̷̤ ̯o̴̶̷̤ ꒱ྀི১ at this HSJDNCN aaaaaa 🥹#i will also state the very obvious and say that bitti is such a pleasure to work with ajsnxnkck ….. please im on my knees#when i saw this- my stomach literally flipped inside out and my ears were ringing .. and my heart was beating a million beats per second#if bitti’s comms were open for eternity & i won the lottery- i would commission so many mozes ….. the world would be full of bitti’s mozes.#^ though that sounds terrible for bitti … im so sorry#i swear that won’t happen i would never do that to you#he is sooooo yum in your style (severe & outrageous understatement)#but what i can do is stare at this all day#THANK YOU BITTI UEUEJJSJS 🥹🥹🥹 I HOPE UR PILLOWS R ALWAYS COLD !!!#not even aventurine’s shield can protect me from the 100000000 damage i took from this /pos#such a shield doesn’t exist in the hsr realm or the real world !!!#evie.ss#IM KIND OF ANGRY THAT I KNOW THERES NOTHING I CAN SAY TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL !!!!! WHAT COULD I SAY >:#WHAT AN ODD FEELING WHERE I AM reduced to my knees but from positive emotions alone …#im so dizzy /pos let me stop here this is already so long omg 🥹#edit: dude /gn my screen time is gonna skyrocket because im still staring with such a dopey smile on my face ahsndnxkc gosh im happy :’) th#thank you so much bitti …. this means so much to me#i literally can not put into words how much this has made my entire year :’)) im so soft im so happy
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Sorry for disappearing again, have some more kyman
#kyman#south park#Eric cartman#kyle broflovski#i know i already posted the one on the bottom right but it looks too cute there so…#im sorry for not being active but my mental health is veeeery shitty and social media makes it worse#also im very busy working on commission for another fandom#im reading all your ask and hopefully I will able to answer with more drawing when i can#sorry again i feel awful aaarrgghhhh#I appreciate you guys so much I really do#im sorry im not interacting with any mutual also#ughghhg#aaahhhh#okay now it go#my art
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Intak ☹ SAD SONG (240921)
#kflops#p1hedit#p1harmony#p1h#p1harmony intak#hwang intak#intak#for the intak enjoyers out there <3#im so sorry for spamming the dash/tags with my sets but i am very actively trying to run from myself lmao🕳️🚶🏻♀️#useroro#simizone#hibiebear#eritual#melontrack#tuserchrissy#sarahlook#c:mine#c:gif#flashing tw
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More boobs please🥵👉🏻👈🏻
here’s the last photo i took don’t mind the dog hair 😅🙏🏻
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#only 2 months late 😎#idk what it is about the 2-part illustrations bros but i underwent a character arc working on this#tbh i think it could use at LEAST another hour of tweaking but like. considering im packing for my dorm NOW …#speaking of! :) im going off to college! so unfortunately i don’t expect ill be very active here in the near future but who knows#i hope you guys enjoy though! im very proud of these#it’s SO weird bc it’s like. if i gave like 20% more of a shit i could actually have Something here#in a weird transitory phase rn. will let u guys know if i survive it#UMM. UH ANYWAY#game grumps#dan avidan#arin hanson#10 minute power hour#honeyart#danny sexbang#<- yeah sure. lol#also yeah the dan one does kinda blow a little bit. but the arin one 🩷
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new lioden king except ive had him for a couple weeks :-)
#my art#lioden#his name is halo era (or just halo LOL)#HIIIIII im really gonna try to pick up activity again. or aim to at the very least. classes started back up this week and i'll be spending#lot of time on campus. ive got a loose plan to start reading wc again so we'll see if i can hold myself to it#and if i end up not doing that . then ummmmmmmm oops x_x#speaking of campus i really think im gonna have a good semester but i just need to adjust to the change in schedule#ANYWAY really enjoyed drawing him <3 worked on this for a few hours off and on instead of the hw i desperately needed to do LMFAO#its good to know some things never change. like my relationship with homework. and drawing BAHAHA#anyway if u guys want my lioden info please let me know O7
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