#im kinda sad about that but that's just how the cookie crumbles I guess

[sparklecarehospital]

Hoping I can do some more site stuff soon. The last feature I implemented a few weeks ago was just a cosmetic loading icon in the page search bar in-comic. It's a small detail and probably not necessary but I felt like it was a cute thing to add.

I took a bit of a break from site development to work on other stuff. I hope I can keep working on the site some more soon.

[illbelieveitwhenyoudo]

white men 

like no offence but i really want to drink bleach and i get to so something kinda fun on saturday so like i cant die until then and also the new taz ep is coming out so i cant die until then either but like spring break is gonna be over!! and i dindnt see the sun at all this week adn like? i want to drink bleach but i really dont want to die? i just wish my body would occupy itself outside of my room and like even in that outside of my dumb laptop and my tiny desk and no offence but i just started tearing up and i want to take a shower bcs i need to wash my hair but like ill do that in th morning i guess if i ever get to sleep but also i want to do the last 2 piercings i can tonight but i dnt have any earrings so id have to go into my moms room but shes in the living room rn and also its almost 130 am so shed know but i wish i knew how to/had the materials to pierce everything and not just my lobes and ugh im going to see my friends when i turn 18 so maybe theyll take me out n ill get my septum done so how bout that but like i dont have any caribbean friends and my latino friends dont like calling themselves latino so like whats the point i dont even like chorizo or cilantro but i like cumbia so thats all that matters right? but i wish i had native friends and black friends too and like i guess i just want a friend thats like me and like loves to love and loves to dance and im not really sad i just feel very dirty and like not to start tearing up again or to say anything too fruedian but i really dont want to be like my mother and im afraid that thats just how the cookie crumbles or like thems the breks i guess but i dont want to be like my dad and i dont want to like ppl only bcs they reind me of my dad and speaking of i miss cece and all their libra antics honestly but i really need to wash  my hands and brush my teeth and wash my face and drink some water and im going to the gyno on monday and im not scared or anything but i think its a very real possibility that i could be taken atvantage of in that situation you know or like maybe somethings wrong with my body and i cannever have kids or something dumb like that and im crying again ugh when spring breaks over i ahve to go back to school and im really like feelig bad about it i think . anyways plan is sat: nursurey and dnd sunday: final draft monday: gyno tuesday: back to school and idk why school is such a big deal for me bcs i only go for a combined like 6 hrs a week if that but i just really really want to drink some bleach and honestly im feeling like the rev of the hermit and the hanged man and only a little like the star and just maybe like the tower. speaking of i saw a ghost today and he didnt have a shadow and im really feeling bad about wasting money the other day but anyways point was that white men are kind of like a colonization on the mind body spirit and soul and not even in concept or in theory or in practice do they deserve redemption and no like not even the gay ones all white men are terrible