#im just wasting time by not contacting a therapist. i wont stop wanting hrt. be for real man
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[shakes myself by the shoulders] YOU'D HAVE TO STOP THE WORLD JUST TO STOP THE FEELING!!!!!!!!
#wails. i want hrt without the mortifying ordeal of outing myself to everyone#i cant have that of course but i wish#imagine if i could just disappear for a year or two to get into therapy and start het#hrt. that would be great#im dreading the waitlist time i'll get to hear from the other therapist i havent yet recontacted#ive also not replied to the one therapist that got back to me. oops#i mean tbf thats a therapist he probably gets mails like that that dont go anywhere all the time lol#and also knows ppl hesitate a lot#cas.txt#the guy with scared of everything disorder: goddd i wish i could just send this email why am i afraid#cw caps#im just wasting time by not contacting a therapist. i wont stop wanting hrt. be for real man#like i sit around and i go โhm but am i rly trans? do i rly want hrt?โ and then im like yeah.#i look in the mirror and go. yeah.#jfc just START THE FUCKING PROCESS OF GETTING THERE ALREADY!!!! YOU HAVE TO WAIT AT LEAST 1.5 YEARS TO EVEN GET INTO THERAPY#JUST START THE FUCKING THINGGG
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