#im fucking hoping I don't go crazy and black out during vacation like what happened two days ago
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It feels like im suffocating
#vent#vent post#PTSD attacks keep fucking up my muscles#and how this fucked up state is timed with a fucking annoying family vacation doesn't help AT ALL#im so fucking scared if i lose control and go crazy during the vacation front of relatives#i hope i can control the muscle shaking#i can somehow cover up whenever my body goes stiff#im fucking hoping I don't go crazy and black out during vacation like what happened two days ago#thankfully i got used to the muscle body pain i get from tension#or the pain got a lot less idk. I forget i have pain unlike the two days ago when my body got pain everywhere#most likely i can cover up everything during vacation#but im still anxious#what if i suddenly black out and go crazy???#im sorry i was afraid to post this in my private blog cuz Tumblr kept shadowbanning my private blogs and#i assume it was because of the vent posts i do there#i got afraid if i vent there
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