#im feeing woozy

[junranghae]

hoshi lives are so crazy because why is he singing unreleased cuts of 7pm and saying pledis is debuting a new boygroup this year

[intersexfairy]

im fucked up on drugs again. im so woozy. i dont feel happy. but all the body pain is gone. the con of thisis that i cant feel myself breathing. i've been here betfore. i just need to not fallaselep. i'm on so much shit i cant even begin to convey how much im surprised im alive. i ujust wanna feel good. i just wanna be fele happy nd calm and free. btu i cant fee l that in this home, in this society. im fucked. im gonna die young. i never was mean to survive this long. i push the only people who truly care away. i hold them at a distance. they never see the worst of me. i've hit rock bottom and kept digging. i just cant stop. im honestly desperate for attention. i hide this from the 4 other people i live with. im so alone. if i were to stop breathing no one would find me in time.

[voguewoozi]

Okay, not to lurk on your blog or anything but i saw your post about collecting Woozi photocards and then kind of went through your posts talking about photocards and wanted to know if you could help me figure out how to start a collection😩I have wanted to start for a while but I get overwhelmed by ut.

it can get really overwhelming so i don't blame you for feeling that way! one thing i'll say is that the experience really depends on what specific groups and members you want to collect. for me, collecting svt is really fun bc i only collect one member and jihoon's cards aren't in high demand (save for like one specific face the sun card (that i actually managed to find for a decent price))

on the other hand, collecting txt is pretty stressful for me bc 1) i collected ot5 this comeback and 2) when im not ot5 collecting, im collecting yeonjun who is probably one of the most difficult idols to collect across the board

so unfortunately these things will dictate a lot of how your collecting experience feels

but here are some pieces of advice!

plan what you want to collect before you start and limit yourself to only those things (specific members, only album cards, only one version from each album, etc)

don't buy cards from an album you don't have, unless you 100% know you don't plan on buying the album (i have made this mistake twice and bought pcs that i ended up pulling on my own)

learn to be content with the fact that some cards will be borderline impossible to get ("rare" overpriced cards, cards from albums that are out of print, etc.)

buy sleeves to protect your cards! i get mine from BCW and they're super important in making sure you prevent your cards from getting damaged

if you can navigate it, buying pcs from proxy sites like neokyo or buyee can really cut down on costs. i find that pcs sold on mercari and ebay are almost always overpriced to account for fees and i usually only buy on those platforms if i can't find the card on my usual sites (i personally use pocamarket the most, but that one can still be kinda pricey depending on who you're collecting)

i hope that this helps and that you can start your own collection!

[oanamii]

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[gommyworm]

Hello! I'm selling some albums to reduce my collection bc im moving! Ive also got two lightsticks that I bought for concerts I've attended (astro and svt) that have only been used the once and have just been sitting on display on my bookshelf,, I can send pictures upon request! Anyone interested in these guys in the Ottawa (Ontario) area or outside and willing to pay shipping fees hmu😊

Lighsticks

Astro Official Lighstick (USB port and shade included, in original packaging) - $70

Seventeen Official Lightstick Version 1 (slight scuff on back, in original packaging) - $80

BTS

YNWA left vr (Jin pc) - $25

YNWA right vr (J-hope pc) - $25

NCT

Cherry Bomb, performance vr (Jaehyun pc) - $25

Monsta X

The Clan Part 2.5: The Final Chapter, Beautiful vr (Hyungwon pc + Kihyun clear pc) - $25

Day6

Daydream - $20

Golden Child

Gol-Cha! (first mini album) (Jaehyun and Y pc + Seungmin clear pc) - $20

Seventeen

You Make My Day, Follow vr (no pc) - $20

You Make My Day, Set The Sun vr (no pc) - $20

You Make My Day, Meet vr (Wonwoo and Seungkwan pc + Jeonghan lenticular pc) - $25

You Make My Dawn, Before Dawn vr (2 Seungkwan pc + Woozi lenticular pc) - $25

Boys Be, Hide vr (no pc, no stickers) - $15

Boys Be, Seek vr (no pc, no stickers) - $15

Astro

Autumn Story (no pc) - $15

Winter Dream (no pc) - $15

Dream Part. 1, Dream vr (Sanha and MJ pc + Eunwoo clear pc) - $25

One Fine Day, Astro's Makestar Exclusive Photobook (all member individual large pcs, 2 group pcs, signed new years greeting, and calendar poster included ((I don't know where the little pcs went 😣 + the poster has two holes at the upper corners from where I hung it 😔)) - $45

[hehaschosenthebees]

The Type

Steve Rodgers just isn't the type to ask for help.

He will not be weak for anyone but Bucky.

He will not be gentle nor will he be sparing if anyone brings this to him.

He trusts, but only after solidness, after many years of friendship and hardship together, Tony Stark being a fine example.

Only Bucky may see the cracks in his mask, the broken in his tender and loving heart, fiercly harded by war and pain.

So when Bucky is gone, who is there to help him?

The answer is no one.

That's why on the eleventh day of Bucky's mission (the one that was supposed to be over after a maximum of three days) he's bent to his snapping point. Since Bucky's freedom from HYDRA, they have not parted for more then a week. Nightmares torment the blonde, and each night ends up with the fammilar pinch of tears behind his eyes, but he refuses to let himslef cry.

He's not the type to cry.

So finally at two in the morning of the eleventh day, he sits on the shower floor and cries. It starts slowly at first, hesitant. Then the aching, body draining sobs shudder through him, stealing his breath and weighting his chest.

He spouts all his fears to the tile floor of the expensive shower, each one lined up and scored away.

Just like a perfect soldier should.

Neat, orderly and calm, he lists them out, hiccuping occasionally and remaining silent as the last one slips past his quivering lips.

"I'm afraid Bucky will leave me."

"I'm afraid he will get hurt, and I will have no one."

"I'm scared all my friends will die, and it will be my fault."

"Im afraid Tony will hurt Bucky becuase he doesn't trust him."

"Im scared Bucky will forget me."

"I'm afraid Bucky will hurt himself becuase he feels like a burden."

"I'm afraid to be left alone."

He shudders, the hot water doing nothing to soothe the coldness, the vast emptiness blowing through his bones. So he sits there for hours, eyes closed, forehead rested against tile and drifts. Naked and tired and hurting, he softly cries for hours becuase he will never admit it.

Steven Grant Rodgers will never admit he still needs to be taken care of. He refuses to let himself feel sad or scared becuase he is Captian America. He is the perfect soilder. And soldiers do not cry.

Though it's early morning and he has exasuted his tears, he barely manages to stumble from the shower and dry off. Wondering to his room, he selects a set of clothes he knows to be Bucky's.

It's one of the few comforts he has.

He lays on Bucky's side of their bed, eyes shut but not anywhere near sleeping. Mabye if he wishes hard enough, lets enough tears seep into the plush pillows, he can never feel them again. Never feel the hot streaks down his face, never taste the salt of his sadness on his lips.

Becuase Steve Rodgers isn't the type to cry.

So he lays there, tears slow but sure as they leave grey marks in the duvey covers and droplets in the pillowcases. He cries until his body shakes, dry sobs and low, whimpering whines.

He cries himself to sleep without Bucky.

Becuase when he wakes, he'll be good ol' Cap, right?

Wrong.

He opens his eyes to late evening sun.

"Oh well,"

He thinks. Not like he had any reason to be up anyway. He rolls over to grab Bucky's arm and shake him awake too, only to feel emptiness strike him deep in his core.

His wail of pain is audible.

Friday awakes at the sound, clacking and beeping softly in the open windowspace, converting the sunset into a computer screen. "Captian Rodgers," her pleasant voice chimes. "Do you require assitance?" It's the first words he's heard in days. He hasn't left his floor in over a week, too scared to break down during movie nights.

Who's he supposed to cuddle with, give soft tending kissess to if Bucky isn't there to enjoy the movie too?

"No," he croaks, surprised by the dryness of his throat.

"My vitals show you are severly dehydrated and low on essential nutrients. I am ordering treatment." Steve rolls his eyes, but isn't surprised when Bruce slides into his apartmet moments later. "Steve," he caps the blond on the shoulder, eyes roaming over the taller man.

He's barely standing, dark circles ringing his swollen and red eyes. His hair's a mess, tangled and swept to the side. He's in a Tee-shirt Bruce knows to be Bucky's, and a loose pair of sweatpants. His feet are bare, and the look in his eyes haunts Bruce.

Gaunt, deep depression shades his baby blues with grey. His hands shake as he cuffs Bruce back, managing a half smile that doesn't dent the gaunt look in Rodger's eyes. "You doin' alright?"

Steve deflects the question. "Under the weather," he quipps. Bruce nods, stepping back a bit. He understands the way Steve's feeling. He seats the blonde man on the couch, inserting an IV into the crook of his arm with practiced ease. "This is very important, Steve. Your serum makes you much more suseptible to passing out from malnutrution or dehydration. Please keep on it, yeah?"

Steve nods. "Yeah. Thanks pal." Bruce smiles that heartwarming, sweet smile. The one that hides something deeply concerned. "Any time, Rodgers. Call if you feel woozy, alright?" Steve nods, just a bit of happy poking through his misery.

Both he and Bruce know he would never call.

Becuase Steve just isn't that type.

So he sits. He eats and changes his IV bags like Bruce showed him, turning on the TV, though never really watching it. He scrolls past the shows that he and Buck watch together, the ones that latch onto memories that lift the corner of his mouth in a sad smile. He does the dishes and sweeps the house and sleeps his solid eight hours, always awaking to see the sunrise.

He remebers the way the sunlight gleamed off Bucky's metal arm, framing his face. Beautiful even in sleep.

It brings tears to his eyes every time, so he shares his tears with the sun every morning. The emptiness of the house fills every fold of their sheets, the one Steve refuses to wash becuase they smell of Bucky.

So ticking off the days of the calander with the marker Bucky keeps on his nightstand becomes robotic. Until one night, the twenty third evening of his emptiness, the sound of the elevator doors startles Steve out of bed. It's only 8:30, but he likes to go to sleep early, too afraid to see the stars his lover lays awake on the balcony to name on clear nights.

He scrambles, in only an old button down of Bucky's and breifs, to the living room, noting in his head where they keep three handguns in the house. (One under the bed in the gunsafe, one locked in a crane-stine drawer in the hall closet, and the one beneith the paneling of the wardrobe in the guest room.)

Creeping out around the island peeking from the kitchen, he does his best not to let blood drip from his arm where he yanked out his IV needle with haste. A sight that makes Steve fall to his knees awaits him.

James Bucanan Barnes stands in the living room, stripping off the leather holsters strapped to his body. The mission must have been dangerous, as he's got a full body harness, one for guns on either side of his chest, plenty of slips for the knives he's so keen with handling.

Steve chokes on a sob as the harness hits the couch, rattling. Empty of all but the knives. Bucky's head flicks up, eyes flashing in surprise. "Steve." His voice is warm in the dim, unseeing just the shape his lover is in. "Didn't mean to wake ya, Punk."

Steve lunges, leaning his full weight on Bucky. "God, you were gone for so long..." He whispers, hot tears pouring rivers down his pale face. Bucky hugs back, squeezing tightly. "Bruce said you weren't doing too well, love. Are you fee-" He stops short. Steve's in the light now, in all his sickly glory. Bucky swears he can see the old, skinny Steve glimmer through the still-muscled body in his arms. "Good god!" He yelps, litterally picking Steve up and carrying him to their shared bedroom. "What the hell happened?"

Steve is quiet.

"I thought you weren't comming home."

Red stains Steve's hand, and Bucky panicks. He yanks the blond's hand away, seeing the thick redness pooling in the crook of his arm and drooling down his palm. "Sweet Sara Rodgers, what the fuck?" He barks, digging through his drawer for a med kit while shoving the IV pole aside.

Steve takes his time (the best he can, at least) to talk Bucky through it. The pain and the lonliness he felt by himself, the reason he didn't want to eat or drink. Bruce's kindness, and even crying on the shower floor.

Bucky shares why the mission took so long, and spends the rest of the night with a crying angelic Steven Grant Rodgers becuase yes, it's okay to cry. They sleep in eachother's arms for the first time, sharing soft and gentle kisses until Steve's tears become something more.

Tears of joy.

Beacuse that's Steve's type.

And he won't ever have to feel those tears drying on his face ever again, becuase Bucky will always be there to wipe them away.

Becuase that's who Steve fell in love with.

A man who loves him and cares for him more then anything else in the world.

I guess you can say Steve Rodgers has a type.

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A message for all those who feel like they are weak for crying. You are human. If you need to just let go, please do.

@the-mad-starker @peachystarker

@starkerchemistryy @starkerforlife6969

@sunflowerstarker @im-a-goner-foryou

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[ddldpspw-blog]

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[malaysiankpopfans]

SEVENTEEN is Returning to Kuala Lumpur for Their Latest Tour SEVENTEEN WORLD TOUR <ODE TO YOU> IN KUALA LUMPUR on 22nd February 2020.

Tickets to be officially launched on 2nd November!

SEVENTEEN, the popular South Korean boy group, will be bringing the “ODE TO YOU” tour to Kuala Lumpur next year. SEVENTEEN WORLD TOUR <ODE TO YOU> IN KUALA LUMPUR will be held at Axiata Arena on 22nd February 2020. This time, it’ll be their third time holding a concert in Malaysia as well as their first in an arena in Malaysia. Ever since they announced to bring SEVENTEEN’s tour to Malaysia, CARAT (fans of SEVENTEEN) have been anticipating for the ticketing details. The organizer, iMe MY, has just announced that the tickets will be officially on sale on 2nd November at Atria Shopping Gallery from 11AM onward.

SEVENTEEN started off their <ODE TO YOU> tour in Seoul with 3 days shows in Seoul last month. The concert tickets for the 3 days shows were instantly sold out, proving their unbeatable popularity. The 13 members consisting of S.coups, Jeonghan, Joshua, Jun, Hoshi, Wonwoo, Woozi, The 8, Mingyu, DK, Seungkwan, Vernon and Dino have given all fans memorable nights with their wonderful performances. The name of the tour <ODE TO YOU> actually holds the special meaning of “song for you”. On top of that, they have recently released their third album “An Ode” in which 11 of the songs were composed Woozi (one of the members of SEVENTEEN) and Bumzu. The participation of the other members in composing the lyrics for their title songs “FEAR” and “HIT” has caught the attention of the public. The dark concept and their ever-promising choreography in their latest comeback have showcased their sexy side which made their fans went crazy for them. The long-awaited SEVENTEEN WORLD TOUR <ODE TO YOU> IN KUALA LUMPUR will be held at Axiata Arena on 22nd February 2020, 7PM. Tickets will be priced at RM687 (Standing and seated), RM587 (ODE Zone), RM587 (CAT 1), RM487 (CAT 2) and RM287 (CAT 3) excluding RM4 processing fee. Tickets will officially go on sale at Centre Court, Atria Shopping Gallery, Petaling Jaya on 2nd November 2019 from 11AM until 4PM and online ticket sales will go live on the same day starting from 6PM onwards. Fans who purchase tickets at the mall launch will be able to claim a limited-edition poster on a first come first served basis. Each person is entitled to purchase up to 6 tickets per transaction. Payments on launch day can only be made using credit card, debit card and cash.

For safety reasons, iMe MY do not encourage CARAT to queue overnight and hope that fans will purchase tickets in a safe manner throughout the process. They also strictly urge fans to not purchase tickets from any third party or reseller to avoid purchasing fake tickets. For more information regarding to the concert, please stay tuned to iMe MY’s social media platforms!

SEVENTEEN WORLD TOUR <ODE TO YOU> IN KUALA LUMPUR

Date: 22nd February 2020 (Saturday)

Time: 7PM

Venue: Axiata Arena, Kuala Lumpur.

PRE SALE

Date: 2nd November 2019 (Saturday)

Time: 11AM – 4PM (on-ground) | 6PM (online)

Venue: Atria Shopping Gallery, Petaling Jaya.

Ticket price: RM687 / RM587 / RM487 / RM287

Ticketing website: www.ticketcharge.com.my

Hotline: +603 9222 8811

Processing fee: RM4.00 per ticket

Ticket purchase limit: 6 tickets per person