#ig it's kinda tragic for me. but I'd rather do it with a paid professional than a random guy right?

[futurewife]

I have one of those really specific scenario fantasies about having my first time be with an male escort. but it's also like my first kiss and everything with this one paid professional. and I'm awkward and shy but curious and they genuinely think it's cute even though im a client. They let me explore most of my curiousities about mens' bodies, and kinda like teach me what to do, try and build my confidence and comfort levels with intimacy/being around men. And are patient and exceedingly understanding, considerate and polite, cause they want to make the experience as safe and comfortable and emotionally/physically amazing as possible. I seriously considered this just to get it over with but none of the profiles really spoke to me lol. In my fantasy though of course I cast my celebrity crushes as the escort. Why not right? hahaha. I'm so touchstarveddddd