#if you'd like to see me posting them as i make them my doodle log is over @litterheaven :3

[animalinvestigator]

oh i forgot to post these yesterday. this month i'm doing one of those "art challenge" thingies that i concocted myself...to celebrate the release of the new digimon adventure 02 movie on the 27th, im trying to do one 02 related piece every day..they are of extremely varying quality but ive been having fun with it! the first week's theme is characters :3 here's all of the pieces ive done so far

[booksfromblackwood]

Is anyone still around in this fandom? If so, I thought I’d post the first chapter of an old fic that I re-wrote last year! Let me know if anyone’s still around, and if you’d be interested in reading more! Hope everyone reading this has a great day! :)

Han has left the chat.

Three Days Before The Disappearance

.Sam.Giddings. added josh_wash, ashleeeeey, xXGamerChrisXx, TheOriginalMatt, HanButterfly, BethWash, Mike_Munroe, EmilyD_, and _Jess.Riley_ to the chat.

.Sam.Giddings. named the chat Info For Tomorrow.

.Sam.Giddings.: Hey guys! Just to keep everyone updated on our travel plans for tomorrow! I know it's going to be a long day for everyone so it's vital we stick to the plan and stay in our groups where possible!

ashleeeeey: Okie-doodle!!

TheOriginalMatt: How are you so organised, Sam? You're a lifesaver!

HanButterfly: Hi!!

BethWash: trust sam to be more prepared than those of us organising the trip lol

xXGamerChrisXx: Since when was 'okie-doodle' a thing?

EmilyD_: Thanks Sam x

xXGamerChrisXx: And thanks so much, sam!

.Sam.Giddings.: So quick reminder of everyone's groups:

_Jess.Riley_: I'm stoked!!

ashleeeeey: That's rich coming from someone whose username is xXGamerChrisXx! :P

.Sam.Giddings.: Ash, Chris, Matt, and myself will start the journey first tomorrow morning.

xXGamerChrisXx: You wound me!

Mike_Munroe: Thanks for the plan, Sam!

TheOriginalMatt: Excited to see everyone tomorrow! This is going to be a killer weekend for sure!!

.Sam.Giddings.: Em, Mike, and Jess, you guys are next.

ashleeeeey: You're so dramatic!! XD

Mike_Munroe: Team Two here we go!!

xXGamerChrisXx: Made you smile, though! ;-)

josh_wash: what about us

.Sam.Giddings.: I'm just getting to that!

ashleeeeey: True :)

xXGamerChrisXx: You guys are already there and are therefore irrelevant! :P

.Sam.Giddings.: Han, Beth, and Josh, you guys are there already!

josh_wash: thanks cochise i feel so appreciated

BethWash: lol thanks chris

Mike_Munroe: So, what are we all up to?

BethWash: i found cake

xXGamerChrisXx: Browsing reddit like a nerd XD

ashleeeeey: Listening to Sam's rundown of tomorrow unlike sOmE pEoPlE *coughcoughChris*

EmilyD_: Honestly just packing my final things with Jess. Mike's mostly watching the TV.

xXGamerChrisXx: :-(

.Sam.Giddings.: So, tonight we should all make sure our bags are packed and that we have our passports and tickets ready!! Set your alarms for the right times (depending on your group) and make sure to sleep early too (especially if you're in my group since tomorrow will be an early start for us)!

ashleeeeey: :)

TheOriginalMatt: 5am gang where we AT?

HanButterfly: Beth where are you rn? Because I want some of that cake!!

.Sam.Giddings.: So Team One (myself, Chris, Ash, and Matt), we need to be up by 5:00am and be ready by 5:30am for the taxi to the airport!! Matt and Chris, yours is going to be at Chris' place at 5:24 for some reason so make sure to be ready!!

BethWash: the lodge kitchen bcos where else would there be cake han lol

.Sam.Giddings.: We'll meet up at the airport when we arrive! Once we re-group, we'll check in, probably eat some breakfast whilst we wait, and then catch the 8:30 plane!!

TheOriginalMatt: Sweet!

ashleeeeey: Can't wait! :)

josh_wash: yo matt you surviving the puns

.Sam.Giddings.: Team Two - you guys don't have to be up until around 9:00am since your taxi is at 9:20 and then your plane is at 11:30!

HanButterfly: Josh would you like me to save you some cake before we eat it all? :)

EmilyD_: We'll need a little longer than 20 minutes to all get ready but sure x

TheOriginalMatt: Just about! Myself and Chris have mostly been playing on his PS4 so I've been distracting myself with that! XD

josh_wash: yes please!

josh_wash: i feel for ya bro, a whole evening with chris' puns can prove fatal

josh_wash: you die of cringe

Mike_Munroe: Poor ol' Chris XD

.Sam.Giddings.: Once we arrive and get our bags, we need to catch the 2:30pm train and then the 4:20 bus! After that we have to take the 5:40 bus (I sent you guys screenshots of the route yesterday) and get off at Blackwood Pines ready for our hike up the mountain (with a little help from the cable car, of course)!

xXGamerChrisXx: I'm being BULLIED guys :(

ashleeeeey: Aw, poor Chris! :P

josh_wash: jk XD

TheOriginalMatt: I like how Sam's still here typing all we need to know whilst we're talking about cake and puns XD

.Sam.Giddings.: Team Two, you guys need to catch either the 5:30pm or the 6:00pm train depending on when your stuff arrives. After that you'll need to get the 7:50 bus and then the 8:40 bus to Blackwood Pines (you have to specify you want it to stop there or the driver won't stop) before you head up. Remember to lock the cable car station once you get in, Mike!

josh_wash: oh gosh tHE CAKE

Mike_Munroe: Gotcha' Sam!

HanButterfly: No worries, Josh! I managed to save most of it from Beth!

BethWash: rip my chance at a third slice of cake

_Jess.Riley_: Really, thanks Sam! We're all packed and ready to go! Xx

HanButterfly: It's really going to be such an awesome weekend! I can't wait :D

ashleeeeey: Thank you so much for inviting me! I've never been on something like this before!! :D

TheOriginalMatt: Yeah, thank you so much guys! I can't wait either, Han!!

.Sam.Giddings.: Have we got rooms sorted out for the lodge, guys?

BethWash: ash take the plans away from sam so she can have time to relax lol

EmilyD_: I'm with Mike in the room away from everyone like agreed right x

ashleeeeey: I'm trying but she won't let me! XD

HanButterfly: I mean if needs be we can sort out rooms once we're here! If not maybe we just sort out the first night rooms since it'll be fairly late when everyone arrives and then we can adjust them as needed as the trip goes on!

BethWash: lol poor sam will be up all night organising at this rate

.Sam.Giddings.: Sounds good, Han!

Mike_Munroe: Great idea, Hannah!

BethWash: em, yours and mike's room (upstairs guest) may not be ready first night so is it possible for you to share a room with jess til we get a chance to sort it out tomorrow?

EmilyD_: That's fine, hon. Thank you again for the trip and for letting us use the upstairs guest room x

josh_wash: how about for the first night emily and jess share beth's room and then beth sam and han go in hannah's room

josh_wash: mike can go to the small room downstairs if he's alright w/ that and matt can room w/ me

xXGamerChrisXx: Yo dude you forgot ash

ashleeeeey: It's alright, Chris! I can find somewhere!

EmilyD_: Ash you're honestly lovely but I'd kinda' like to be with either Jess or Mike if that's alright xx

ashleeeeey: No problem, Emily! I wouldn't want to intrude! :)

EmilyD_: Knew you'd understand xx

josh_wash: why dont you and ash share a room cochise

xXGamerChrisXx: I thought I was rooming with you and matt?

josh_wash: bro please just think for a minute here

ashleeeeey: I'm not sure.

xXGamerChrisXx: Beth, han, and sam, is there any room with you guys?

ashleeeeey: I'm really sorry to be a bother!!

.Sam.Giddings.: Of course you can room with us, Ash! We'd love to have you with us! :)

BethWash: im with sam

HanButterfly: Of course!!

xXGamerChrisXx: Thank you to the only valid washington kids right now!

josh_wash: -_-

xXGamerChrisXx: I see what you're doing, josh. ha ha, we've had our laugh, now please stop before this weekend.

Mike_Munroe: Rough subject, huh?

josh_wash: bro chill you know i was just joking

ashleeeeey: I'm really sorry!! Please don't get upset with each other!

xXGamerChrisXx: No ash it's alright! i promise i'm not actually mad! :-)

josh_wash: he acts mad over text to get his point across but he literally just sits there with a blank expression irl XD

TheOriginalMatt: Is Sam still there, Ash? Haven't heard from her in a while!

TheOriginalMatt: Gotta check up on my plane buddy for tomorrow!!

_Jess.Riley_: Did you guys get window seats or middle isle seats? I got a middle isle and the others got a window!

BethWash: she hasn't drowned in her notes has she lol

TheOriginalMatt: We got two sets of window seats! Though I don't know which of us is actually going to be at the window and which one will be window isle!

ashleeeeey: She's just brushing her teeth! Her mom came in and brought us a load of vegan snacks for the trip tomorrow and now I'm even more excited!!

ashleeeeey: Speaking of which, I'm probably going to head to sleep in a minute! Though I'm not sure how much I'll actually get since I'm so excited!!! :)

xXGamerChrisXx: Sleep well, ash. see you in the morning :-)

ashleeeeey: Night, Chris :)

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_Jess.Riley_: Well that was cute!

xXGamerChrisXx: People say goodnight to eachother! that's a normal human interaction!

_Jess.Riley_: You know full well it's cute when it's you two

.Sam.Giddings.: Ash told me she logged out so I came to say goodnight!

josh_wash: w/ jess on this one bro

HanButterfly: Goodnight, Sam!

BethWash: night sam!

josh_wash: dont let the bedbugs bite!

TheOriginalMatt: See you bright and early tomorrow!!

.Sam.Giddings.: See you at the airport/lodge, guys!

xXGamerChrisXx: Night!

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BethWash: its cute because you like eachother chris

xXGamerChrisXx has left the chat.

HanButterfly: Aww, don't tease the poor guy!

TheOriginalMatt: Chris says goodnight, as do I! Can't wait to see you all tomorrow!

BethWash: night guys!

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josh_wash: night!

Mike_Munroe: Make sure to save me a slice of that cake, Han! I gtg!

Mike_Munroe has left the chat.

HanButterfly: Goodnight Mike :)

EmilyD_: We'd best be off too. See you all in the morning.

_Jess.Riley_: Night x

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BethWash: night

HanButterfly: Goodnight x

josh_wash: night xxxxxxyzqvp

_Jess.Riley_: Ha ha, very funny. Get that one from Chris?

josh_wash: lol night

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BethWash: PLEASE can i have some more cake, han?

josh_wash: you guys can literally just talk if you wanted

HanButterfly: Nope! Gotta' save some for Mike~

BethWash: you wont shut up about that for the rest of the evening now, will you?

BethWash: lol

HanButterfly: :P

josh_wash: you guys gossip in the kitchen

josh_wash: imma head to bed

BethWash: night bro

HanButterfly: Sleep well!

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BethWash: please?

HanButterfly: No :P

BethWash: ugh night sis

HanButterfly: Night, Beth! XD

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[officialpavi]

hey! sorry for this completely unprompted post (from my followers' point of view), especially on this account, but there's some old drama going on and i do not want to give out my main if possible. please feel free to ignore this, but i know those who it's about check this account.

For a good few years now a friend and I have been dealing with a group of ex-friends. We have left them alone save for when they started something.

We have not been stalking you. We do not talk about you in our server. We do not namedrop you. You ACTIVELY encourage people to stalk and shittalk us.

My friend has reached out first on very few occassions: one, because a person posted photos of us without our consent with a very threatening context. I am a minor, and my parents were genuinely worried for my safety when I told them about this. We both had plenty of videos who included the person who did this, and my friend's photo included a very recognizable cosplay. It would've been very easy to recognize us and, since the poster lived in the same area as us, to find us. You have a decent following. You don't know who follows you or what they're like. The internet is a scary place, and it's completely reasonable that someone would take that too far. It didn't help that the photo you used is one that now makes me extremely dysphoric, due to me dressing very overly feminine out of a desire to please someone who was grooming me at the time. Though, I understand you would not take my comfort or safety into account. We found that video on accident logging into an old account.

Two, my friend was messaged by someone. Instead of telling you to stop shittalking them, or shittalking you back, all they asked is for you to not be transphobic. That's literally all they wanted was to not be misgendered.

We never "convinced an entire group of people" that you were stalking us. You viewed an Instagram story of my friend (which we asked you not to do) about them being at the coffee shop, and then showed up. My friend went inside to use the bathroom and didn't even notice you until you stared directly at them until they left.

The "graffiti" incident was also not unprompted. Formerly, we had left writing of our friend group's name and found them scratched out. They were unnoticeable unless you knew EXACTLY where they were. We also were upset because we knew you had been checking our socials. We had NO idea you were still in the area, or that you'd ever see it. It was childish, but it was also my idea- I believe I was only 16 at the time. You also responded with what could be taken as actual threats, ex. "It's gonna be a bloodbath".

Any other doodles we did after that were not about you at all, and I don't know why you think they were? We live here. We go to that area all the time. As far as we knew you had moved out and were working at a theme park far away or something.

I have never, ever, accused you of grooming me. I mentioned being uncomfortable with someone who was older than me, and I mentioned this on my own account- this one. So, thanks for the proof you're stalking me.

You were possessive over me. You always blamed my friend and got jealous over how close we were, when I had known them for far longer than I had known you. You would cuddle up with me and spend nights over at my home alone. My parents thought we were dating. Strangers did. You were constantly clinging to me and being physically (and emotionally) affectionate, yet got upset if my friend did the same.

You said we were leaving you out, too, despite my constant efforts to include you in conversation. You straight up ignored us to be on your phones, or even left without saying anything. You would shittalk us to friends behind our back and tried to get them involved despite us wanting to leave them out of it. I believe at some point you accused us of leaving you alone downtown when YOU stormed off (literally stormed off, though you had to stop at the crosswall) and left without telling us where you were going. I believe this is because I was having a full blown panic attack, and my friend was the only person who bothered to help me by offering me their headphones. We only knew where you were because a different friend told us, and you never said you wanted us to follow you or go back.

You accused my friend of grooming me, though. Don't say you didn't, because you did this to a public server too. You claimed they were uncomfortably close with a minor. We have both been dating people for years and our partners know that we are good friends. You used our partners as an excuse to get jealous over our friendship, saying you were worried about them- you've never even met my boyfriend. Many people in your server made accusations of my friend being a groomer, too, and you never corrected them.

You know what really fucks with me, though? You didn't care if I was getting groomed. If you truly, really believe that, you didn't care. You never reached out to me, or my parents. You used that accusation to fuel your own narrative and didn't care if I got hurt at all. You only pointed it out for your own selfish gain and to hurt my friend than to actually help a minor that could've been in danger.

My friend mentioned you were (for lack of a better term) possessive about characters, and you denied it. You said "no one else" could cosplay Amber and consistently brought up that you were the "only Amber". My friend briefly brought up cosplaying Amber and you said they couldn't, because you were the "only one", and that he could cosplay Shilo instead. You also got this way over other characters, like Ramona Flowers. That's what they were referring to.

I don't understand how you're upset at us for "stalking" you when you have done the same, and worse. You have sent people into our server to post screenshots. You ADMITTED to sending people in there to spy on us. If anyone we knew had joined, we absolutely did not send them and would not ask them to join for us. We have never ever step foot in your server, and you can't say the same for us.

You got upset at us for celebrating my birthday, too. We went to a theme park and sat down next to you on accident because it was the only place close to the front of the stage that was open. We had no idea it was you. We left you alone, save for when one of your friends talked to us. After that, you (specifically one of these people's boyfriend who we have never met, by the way) DMed my friend. You called us "performative" for... being happy? We left you alone entirely.

I'm still a minor. You are all adults. I know you're probably waiting for me to turn 18 before turning on me, but just leave us alone. We aren't stalking you. You are the ones checking our accounts and have been for years. If someone who knows us joins your server, that's not our fault- they're both REPO! servers. There's bound to be overlap.

We don't have a channel dedicated to shittalking you. We don't namedrop you because we don't want to send people after you or bother you. We are trying to leave you alone. I'm sorry you're upset at us "vagueing", but I don't know what you want. We're not attacking you over venting, you can at least do the same to us- especially when we're not namedropping you with accusations that could ruin someone's life.

(The following paragraphs has mentions of suicide and self-harm.)

One person in this group is accusing me,of abusing them. They're around... 2 or 3 years older than me, I think? We were friends when I was about 15. They called the cops on me in an attempt to get me sent to inpatient care. I don't talk about this often and I hate to bring it up publicly because it was an extremely traumatizing experience. There was an entire group chat made behind my back while I was in school (early Freshman year) dedicated to calling the cops on me for something you didn't understand at all. A persecutor had fronted and attempted to hurt the body. I mentioned this briefly, not even as a vent. I had begged you, BEGGED, numerous times in the past to never call the cops on me because I knew it would make everything worse, and it did. I still can't do things I could before without being affected by that event.

The thing is, I was still willing to be friends with you. I explained to you why you shouldn't have done what you did (after you brought it up against my wishes as I repeatedly said I wanted to move on and not talk about it). You said you were willing to be friends as well. You ended up completely ghosting me which, fine, that's your choice, but tried to stay friends with my friend. Again, fine, but you would ignore how he explained to you he cannot be as present as you wanted him to be because of his mental health.

You also flirted with me a lot. I know one of the things the others got upset about were that my friend and I would cosplay couples, but we did too, and you're just as much older than me. I specifically remember sitting on your couch and you made some joke of "Haha, wouldn't it be funny if WE were dating..?" I had a boyfriend at the time, and talked about it often. I often jokingly flirt with my friends often, but not to the point of actually suggesting we enter a romantic relationship.

Also, it's weird how you went back to the same person you called abusive and would shittalk about to us. (Specifically, you callef them abusive about stuff from before they split off from us.)

By the way, it was my MOTHER who threatened to take legal action after you posted those photos of us, not my friend, and we told you this. You were posting photos of a minor over a threatening audio without their consent- of course my own mother is going to be concerned. My friend has vaguely mentioned taking legal action ON HIS PRIVATE ACCOUNT because he felt endangered, and it was only if your group did anything else, NOT over the video.

We have never contacted you or started something first, only in response to something important. We have TRIED to move on, but you make fun of my friend for saying they're not bothered by old ex-friends.

We don't want to "talk it out" with you. We don't want to talk go you. You can keep shittalking us, whatever, just stop saying things that could genuinely ruin someone's life or put them in danger. Why would we want to talk to someone who sends their boyfriend who was never involved in any of this after one of us, screaming and cussing?

I hope you don't see this. I really, really do, because that means maybe you're finally leaving us alone. I'd say maybe you won't put in the effort to read all of this, but if you do find it, I doubt that'll happen. You use the excuse of stalking us to be a "self-destructive behavior" to get away with it, and then constantly blame or accuse of us doing the same. How is that fair? It's clear you're never going to change or leave us alone despite how many times you've said you will. I don't know what we've done to make you think traumatizing me, calling the cops on me, being possessive over me, dictating what friendships I can or cannot have, or anything else you've done makes ME abusive. I also don't see how you're claiming it's only my friend you have a problem with when you're calling me an abuser.

Nothing we do will ever please you. I have no idea what you expect to get from doing all this, but I hope you all find some sort of closure and put this to rest.