#if you don't want to see fucked up shit im sorry dont read my threads

[altarfates]

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Can you do a jamie request where the reader normally stays at his because he wants her to bc where she lives isnt the nice side of town. And one day after an argument she says im going home then leaves and he gets all worried and cant go to that side of town as a ‘rival’ gang owns it. He gets all worried ringing her and finds her later that day in hjs side of town and finish with fluff

Author’s Note: This was another fun one. Overprotective Jamie is cute and insufferable.

Pairing: Jamie (top boy) X Reader

Wordcount: 1.2K

Warnings: Mentions of violence, Fluff 💕💕

Panic ceases Jamie in his chest as he checks his watch for what feels like the hundredth time this evening.

She’s gonna leave me

He thinks to himself again as he dials your number only for it to ring out. His mind goes back to the argument. He’d told you over and over not to go to your ends - especially without letting him know in advance. Your ends have always been rougher than most, an unforgiving place. So unforgiving that even Jamie being who he is can't freely go there and expect to be respected. Stabbings, robberies and other nefarious shit is a daily occurence and still it's not enough to keep you far far away.

“Y/N pick up,  come home, I’m sorry for shouting” he sighs ending the call and heading out of his bedroom. 

“Where’s Y/N?” Aaron asks looking up from his textbook.

“I dont know?” Jamie's response unsettles his brother.

“Is she alright?” Aaron asks in alarm. He’d grown close to you over the last year.

“I think so, we got into it and now she's not answering '' Jamie explains finding your ipad and unlocking it.

“You'll never fight, what’d you do?” Aaron swallows.

“Not me, she went round her ends”

‘Again?” Aaron gasps.

“Again for fucking food from a Jamaican shop and I lost it” Jamie snaps heading to the find my iphone app. He swallows  in relief when he sees your devices listed and your phone currently active.

“So she’s ignoring your calls?” Aaron scoffs as Jamie reads the listed location.

“Yeah, and she’s with Chars,” Jamie exhales, recognizing the address.

“So what are you going to do?” Aaron ask’s his brother.

“I’ll let her do her thing and cool off for tonight, I’ll go round tomorrow if she doesn't come back” Jamie sighs. Not knowing what else to do. Aaron takes his phone from the table, opening your text thread and audio calling you.

…

Startled you jump to the sound of your phone vibrating.

“If you don't turn it off, I’m going to send you back to him” Char snaps and you smile until you see it’s Aaron.

“Hello, Aaron, are you alright?” you ask because he’s become just as much your brother.

“Yeah, I’m good - where are you?” he asks and you smile.

“Safe at a friends - Jamie and I got into it. I just need my space” you confess.

“Alright, have a good night” He sighs.

“You too” you nod, hanging up and Char raises a brow.

“You sure you want to stay on this couch here instead of laying up beside your ma? You know his ass is right too, your neighbourhood has gotten terrible!”

“You're supposed to be on my side”

“I am, Jamies a proper prick with being overprotective but not this”

“You wasn't saying that when you were dancing at the oxtail dinner” you remind and she surrenders.

“Whatever”

…

You and Jamie both wake up a little sour about the other not being at your side and waking up alone. Jamie sits up slowly looking out the window. He has the tendency to go too far. He’d spent hours going over the argument in his head only to cringe at his tone and how he’d handled you like one of his crew and not like his girl with all the shouting. Getting his phone he makes a rush order of flowers to pick up. The fact remains he doesn't want to lose you, not to violence and the streets and not to arguments. Calling Kit he puts the first second part of his plan in motion as he gets a shower and gets dressed. You'll spend all day at Char’s to prove a point and he knows that. He orders brunch and drives it to Charmaine's place. Leaning against the door he knocks, holding the containers against the peephole. Char answers anyway looking displeased at the sight of him.

“What are you doing here?”

“Y/N is here”

“No she isnt” Char lies on your behalf making Jamie smile.

“You think I don't know where my girl is at all times?” he asks, heading inside and setting down the breakfast.

“Jamie what are you doing here?” You ask surprised to see him.

“Bringing breakfast for you” he shrugs, going to get comfortable and you're mortified by his actions and curious as to how he’s found you.

“I’m going to give you two a moment but there better be no shouting” Char snaps heading back into her bedroom. You turn to Jamie seconds away from giving him an earful but his eyes soften.

“I’m sorry for shouting at you how I did. I shouldn't have. You're my girl, not one of the guys. I handled that poorly” he says taking accountability

“Piss poor” you add folding your arms and unlike yesterday he’s amused by your attitude which is more normal.

“Piss poor” he agrees, adjusting his baseball cap. You tighten your lips to keep from smiling but it's no use and a smirk escapes.

“How did you know I was here? Do you have me watched?” you ask and he smiles.

“I have my ways but you're crazy if you think I'd have gone to be lastnight without knowing you were safe” he adds.

“Jamie” you start and he stands kissing you.

“Not here so Char gets loud” he mutters as you melt against him starved of his touch after just a few hours. He feels it too and the kiss turns to a hug that carries all the apologies. Jamies the best boyfriend you’ve ever had. He’s caring, attentive, affectionate, fun, smart, generous and genuine.

“I love you Jamie and I’m sorry I scared you but the same way you take calculated risks and I trust you to be wise in your actions I’d like the same” you swallow looking up at him. 

“All I want to hear is it won't happen again” he swallows and when you have to think of your response he chuckles. “I’ll make sure it won't happen again” he says, packing up one container and leaving another on the table for Char.

“What how?” you ask. “You going to hold me hostage?” you add.

“Alright Char!” Jamie Shouts, taking your hand. You grab your purse and he hands you his jacket. Char comes and you hug her.

“Call you later, Jamie’s left you breakfast” you whisper.

“Young love” she huffs letting you go. You leave and get in Jamie's car to see a bouquet of lilies and smile.

“How wont it happen again?” You ask and Jamie smiles.

“Oscar is the cook you like right? Well Kit bought a restaurant space awhile ago. Oscar will get his own spot, you can eat your fill and be safe - win win” he shrugs and you smile at the fact that he’s listened so well he knows your favourite cook.

“You see I do listen” he teases reaching over to tickle you as he drives. “I love you” he says, stopping at a light.

“Same”  you wink and he chuckles, happy to not be without you.

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Unexpected Arrival -4

Pairing: Eventual Bucky x Reader, Possible Steve x Reader

Summary: As if working with the Avengers wasn’t exciting enough…. an unexpected visitor is about to change your life forever.

A/N: This part kinda took a little angsty turn! After the next chapter, there may be a little time jump.... i havent decided yet. Thank you to everyone who is reading/sharing, it means alot!

I was cleared by Bruce, as long as i promised to take it easy for a couple of days! Bucky walked with me back to the residential floor, Evie safely tucked into his right arm as i leant on his left for a bit of support.

"Hey Buck, lets just stop in the common room for a bit. I need to eat and not be stuck in a bed for a while"

"You sure? Bruce said to rest...."

"I'll be resting just fine on the sofa, while you make me a sandwich"

"Okay, deal" he chuckled shaking his head as we walked into the common room. I walked over to the sofa and gently lowered myself down, Bucky standing close by waiting for me to get comfortable.

"I'm not sure how much rest you'll get when the team realise you and Evie are in here" he said leaning forward to place Evie in my arms once he saw i was settled "what do you want on your sandwich doll?"

"I really dont mind, id eat anything im that hungry" i scoffed as i snuggled into the sofa with Evie laying on my chest.

"Well i'll be damned!!" Came the booming voice of Sam Wilson.

"Shhhhh she's sleeping bird brain!" Bucky snapped as he playfully shoved Sams shoulder.

"Sorry! I didnt know!" He mumbled as he walked over and sat across from me "i heard what happened but i thought they were all just messing with me!!"

"Nope its true, surprise huh?"

"Id say!! She's beautiful Y/N" Sam flashed a huge grin as he looked down at Evie.

"Thank you Sam" i smiled proudly and looked over to see Bucky keeping a close eye on us while he made my sandwich.

"What are you? The baby bodyguard?" Sam laughed teasing Bucky, Sam had obviously noticed that Bucky was keeping a close eye on us.

"Try the baby daddy!" Bucky replied with a dead straight face and murder in his eyes.

"What??!!" Sam practically squealed at Bucky's reply.

"Oh my god Buck.... did you really just say that?" I laughed at him, his eyes met mine and his facade broke as he burst out laughing "im sorry! I heard Tony say it yesterday" Bucky shrugged as he walked over with the plate holding my sandwich.

"Please don't ever say that again"

"Wait.... are you serious? Or are you fucking with me?? i honestly cant tell!"

Sam said shaking his head and looking super confused.

"Language! Don't swear around my daughter!" Bucky slapped Sam on the back of the head as he passed.

"Switch please" i smiled up at Bucky before taking the plate, once his hands were free he carefully picked up Evie and had her held against his chest in no time.

"Wow..... you’re like... good at the dad thing Buck" Sam said sounding surprised.

"I had younger sisters growing up, it was a long time ago but I'm pretty sure its still the same" he chuckled.

"Wait, how long have you two...."

"You can take this one Buck I'm eating" i said with a shit eating grin.

"Thanks Y/N" he rolled his eyes, looked at Sam and shrugged "it was one time, we're not together.... but we're in this together. Right doll?" He looked at me and smiled.

"Yep, what he said" i replied trying to keep my tone steady, it hurt a little hearing how casual he made it sound. It took me back to when he had acted like nothing had happened between us  after we finally slept together all those months ago.

"I cant believe y'all have a baby!"

"Neither can we!" I said around a mouthful of my sandwich "imagine my surprise when Bruce told me i didn't have stomach flu and that i was in fact in labour!"

"Thats crazy sweetheart"

"Sure was, scariest thing I've ever been through Sammy....And the pain.... nothing compares to that!"

"But it was worth it, look what you got out of it" Sam was hovering around Evie clearly wanting to hold her but Bucky wasn't parting with her just yet.

"She was worth every bit of the pain".

Later that afternoon I was walking back to the common room after taking a shower and getting into clean clothes, i stopped by the door when i heard Sam and Bucky talking in hushed voices.

"Oh come on man! These girls are hot! You cant pass that up!" Sam was saying to Bucky.

"I don't know Sam, i don't really think me going out on a date is a good idea right now"

"Why the hell not?? Just because you got a kid now? Im sure Evie wont mind"

"Y/N's been through a lot man, i just feel like i need to be here for her and Evie"

"Buck come onnnn! they will both probably be asleep by 7pm! the date is at 8, you dont need to stay that long..."

I couldn't believe what i was hearing! I pushed the door open making sure it was loud enough that they heard me. Both men turned to face me, Sam with a huge fake smile and Bucky just looked plain guilty.

"Sorry did i interrupt something?" I asked casually as i flipped on the kettle to make some tea.

"No doll of course not"

"I was just telling Bucky about a date i arranged for him.... a double date actually. I needed a wingman"

"Oh...."

"And I was just telling Sam that i didn't think it was a good idea. I thought it'd be best if i stayed here incase you and Evie needed me"

"If you wanna go Buck don't let us stop you" i snapped turning to face them "i'll be fine with Evie on my own"

"See! I told you she'd be cool!"

I was suddenly feeling so angry and on the verge of tears all at once! I just needed to get away from them, I walked over to Bucky and reached down taking Evie.

"She needs feeding" i said simply "go on your date Bucky" i mumbled as i turned around and headed for my room.

I was sat on my bed nursing Evie with tears running down my face when i heard the knock on my door. I chose to ignore it hoping that whoever it was would take the hint and leave me alone.

"Y/N.... doll i know you’re in there i can hear you" Steve called from outside making me sigh and wipe my tears away.

"Im just feeding Evie, i'll be out in a minute"

"Can i come in?.... i can tell you’re upset sweetheart"

"Im fine Steve..." i called back but burst into tears again. The next thing i know the door clicked open and Steve came in, he pushed the door closed behind him and locked it before rushing to my side. He sat next to me on my bed pulling me into him carefully while trying not to disrupt Evie's feeding.

"You wanna tell me whats wrong?" He asked quietly as he stroked my arm trying to calm me down.

"Im just a huge hormonal mess right now Steve" i mumbled not wanting to admit what had set me off "its been a lot to adjust to i guess and i think its all just catching up to me"

"You sure thats all? You know you can talk to me Y/N.... about anything"

"I know" i nodded "I'm not even sure why i got so upset.... not really"

"So something did upset you"

"It was stupid..... don't worry about it" i told him as i sat up seeing that Evie was done feeding, i held her blanket over my chest so i didn't expose myself to Steve.

"Could you take her for a second while i sort this out?"

"Sure" he nodded happily taking Evie.

I straightened out my shirt and settled back against the bed watching Steve burp Evie. His huge hand was rested against her chest supporting her chin and jaw, his free hand gently rubbing her back.

"How do you even know how to wind a baby Steve?" I asked curiously, he looked like a pro!

"I may have done some research" he blushed a little "i wanted to know what kinda stuff needed to be done so i could help out if you needed me to"

I was suddenly crying again!!

"Oh god.... what?? Why are you crying?"

He asked starting to panic.

"That was really thoughtful of you Steve!  I cant believe you went to that effort for us... for Evie"

"Of course i did, gotta be there for my favourite girls" he said smiling just as Evie let out a little burp making us both laugh, it was the cutest little sound!

"So why are you in here crying? Talk to me" Steve said a few minutes later.

"Steve...."

"Wouldn't have anything to do with whatever the hell Sam and Bucky were bickering over would it?"

"Probably" I nodded as i picked at a thread on the blanket avoiding looking at Steve "Sam arranged a date for Bucky. I heard them talking.... Bucky said he didn't think he should go considering I've just given birth to his daughter. He feels like he needs to be here incase we need him" i shrugged "i want him to want to be here for her, i don't want him to feel like he has to.... like she's a burden to his dating life" i admitted to Steve then started to laugh at how stupid i sounded "i sound fucking crazy i know!"

"No you don't"

"I told him to go, told him that he should go on his date.... not to let us stop him, that i would be fine on my own"

"But you don't want him to go on that date do you" It wasn't a question, it was Steve stating a fact.

"No..."

"Y/N, why don't you just tell him that?"

"Because i'll sound like a crazy woman!! he doesn't owe me anything Steve, he’s not my boyfriend.... we didn't plan this" i rambled on not even sure if i was making any sense at all "yes, we have a daughter together now but that doesn't mean he has to put his life on hold. If he wants to date who am i to stop him?"

"And what about your feelings for Bucky?"

"W..what?" I asked wide eyed, caught off guard by Steve's comment.

"Im not blind doll, i see the way you are with him... the way you look at him. You love him" Steve stated smiling "and that was before you had Evie!"

"I.... i dont... shit. So what if i do huh?? Steve, it doesnt change the fact that he doesnt feel the same way!"

"How do you know that? Have you asked him??"

"Of course i haven't asked him!! But he made it clear enough back in Alaska" i shrugged.

"What do you mean?"

"if you had finally slept with the woman you loved.... would you act like nothing happened the next day?? Act like everything was normal, ignore her even. Go on dates with other women...."

"I wouldn't no"

"Exactly! There's no point in me telling Bucky how i feel because i know he will never feel the same".

"Y/N...."

"Its fine, honestly. I'll be okay, its just the hormones.... I'm over reacting" i shrugged "please don't say anything to him Steve.... i know he’s your best friend but this stays between us".

"I wont, i promise" he smiled sadly as he held my hand bringing it up to place a kiss on the back of it.

"Thank you Steve".