#if you are considering things like skateboards or bikes here: i cant *really* do either but I'd love to relearn to skateboard. if it was +

[aggravatedanarchy]

Favorite mode of transportation?

Honestly, I've only ever walked and been driven places before (cars and buses, but like, school buses- not public transport. I think you have to call people about that here if it's something you need/want.) In theory, it's trains though. I just think they're neat and I would probably enjoy myself on one.

OH WAIT. I have been on boats before- like, small ones. I get kinda nervous on them though. And seasick, depending on stuff. So trains still take the lead.

[stevenwontsay]

This is me

Basics, Im 15 Im a guy and my names Steven [K that's real basic if anyone wants to know more Im going to bore the crap out of you]

My brother and I live with our Grans on what Granddad calls the farm [he has 2 tomato plants on about 2 acres] we come from what my Gran calls a broken home and I guess ours is really broken because we don't live with our mom or dad. Dad keeps telling us were going to come live with him but hes been saying it for 2 years and we still live with our grans. Dad had us help pick out a new home to build and then when the house was done he sold it so I guess our design didn't mean much. My BEST friend is my brother and I think Im his best friend, when ever anything goes wrong the person I know that will always be there is him and when things go good the one person I always know will be there is him! 

Im Bi or maybe gay and the only person that I have ever really told that to and I got a good reaction from was my brother. Other people that are in my life know to but its mostly they figured it out, I never told them. TBH Im not comfortable with who I am so I really don't think anyone else should feel comfortable with who I am either.

I have a “Tell” about being Bi or Gay and its my mouth. I think I know someone that will be ok with it so I tell them and then it turns out they weren't ok and I lost a friend. Because of my “Tell” I don't try to make friends anymore, example, today I saw a guy at church and I just kept looking at him thinking he would be cool as a friend but after church I walked over by him and all I could do was say Hi and walk away. I mess friendships up because I think I should be able to tell friends anything but I know I cant and I know I will so I havnt tried to make any real friends since we been living here.

I really don't like Tumblr because I cant figure out who people are, I want to follow people my age that wont bash me for who I am but Tumblr is a place where you don't really know who the person is you just know what the person likes. Some younger people on here scare me to, I see some of the posts they make and I think how can teens like that kind of stuff, I see them making sex posts and talking sex, liking posts that I think is stuff I shouldn't even see. Maybe Im immature [I am] but Im interested in soccer and baseball, I like swimming and riding my bike, I like skating and skateboards. Im not into sex [yet] and Im really not into sex pictures [don't think I will ever get there] I made 1 friend on here and Im so happy he talks to me, I wouldn't be on Tumblr if he wasn't here, I wish I could make more friends my age here that are like me but I don't think it will ever happen but my 1 friend here makes this place worth it. Im on Twitter to and I had a REALLY good friend there but were not friends anymore. I think of him everytime I look at Twitter and I miss him lots but we cant be friends anymore.

Just a couple of odd things about me, I am really starting to like foreign films I watch 3 or 4 a week my favorite is Secrets of War and a close 2nd is called Speed Walking [if anyone ever saw it I think they know why I like it] Im really jealous of Martin in that movie but I really feel sorry for him to, his life seems so real to me! Another thing that's odd about me is I have been to nude beaches before and I kind of like them providing the right people are there and its not because of seeing naked people its because if you go to one you just fit in with what most of the world considers misfits and being as I think Im a misfit most of the time anymore I feel comfortable in a group of misfits that just accept that your there but don't expect anything from you.

So anyway there is so much more about me that I don't say but its because this is really REALLY long and since I don't expect anyone to read it to the end or read any of it at all Im going to stop. If anyone did read this to the end Im sorry I just stole 5 minutes of your life while I rattled on about stuff that only matters to me but I just needed to say.