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[kitoshii]

Are the historical (?) flirts weird too? I have at least 5 more of those in mind and I out to distribute them between you and Kyo

no, i think they're so fun to get !! please do continue <3 i definitely encourage more , they make me so very happy n giggly

[super-unpredictable98]

The Most Amazing Year | Misfits Timeline Anomaly’verse

Word Count: 1,1 k

Warning: Strong language, mild sexual content, angst

a/n: I wasn’t gonna post a NYE fic this week (though watch out for TUA NYE in three parts next month), because I wasn’t really in the mood, but these words just came out. I hope you guys have an amazing New Year’s Eve and thank you so much for your support in 2021. This universe we made for our girls is probably my favorite thing that happened this year and my favorite thing I ever created, so thank you for that too. 

(Masterlist)

New Year's Eve approached at a terrifying pace, less than 24 hours separated Lyds from the new year and it was honestly scary. Spending all those months with Win and the Nathans made her so incredibly happy, she felt like she would never be able to be content like that again. It all felt like a dream and when the clock struck midnight she would wake up, alone once again and empty as always.

"I'll send you my love on a wire

Lift you up, every time

Everyone, ooh-"

"What are you doin' up, Lollipop?" Win's Nathan asked before yawning in the most obnoxious way possible, scratching the back of his head and rubbing at his eye. "Four in the mornin', usually when you're up so late we're either drinkin' or shaggin'."

Lydia was staring at the Community Centre as she often did when she was feeling nostalgic, playing Win's mint green guitar, completely oblivious to the noise as the sun prepared to dawn on the horizon.

"I woke you up, I'm sorry Nats," she wiped the tears running down her cheeks.

"Wow wow, wait a second!" he rushed to take her in his arms. "Why you cryin'? What happened? Thinkin' of him again?" he asked, referring to his older self in the original timeline. Sometimes Lydia would sob for hours remembering what she went through and he or his brother always held her through it. 

"No, I'm just- I don't wanna lose you," she cried, new tears dropping from her glistening gray eyes. "Please don't leave me."

"C'mon, is that what you're scared of? We ain't leavin' yeh, what am I s'posed t'do without your food?" Nathan asked, trying to get a smile out of her. 

"Not really, I'm not scared you're gonna leave leave, I don't know how to explain it. I'm scared we won't be the same, I'm scared to lose the memory of you, of losing the joy you bring me, of forgetting how much I love you right now. I'm scared to lose the you that lives in my heart."

That was the very first time Lyddie ever said that to any of her partners. She had felt it for a while, but she never had the guts to voice her concerns, too scared that if she did they would become a reality, like a curse. 

That feeling was so strong in her chest, it had been eating her alive ever since the first seed was planted in her mind, now she couldn't get rid of that dark shadow cast over her thoughts. The constant fear of her story with them ending, or even worse, fading away.

"Sometimes y'talk so complicated. I don't really get what you mean, but at the same time I do..." Nathan ran his fingers through her colorful hair, her tears were almost like diamonds bathing in the pale moonlight, she looked like an angel. "You're scared of losin' your feelings boner."

"My what?" Lyds looked up at him.

"The feelings boner, y'know when you're excited about somethin' and it becomes your world, like your heart has a boner all th'time."

"That is a surprisingly great definition for it. What if those feelings just burn out and all those beautiful moments we had just disappear in space? What if I forget that one time you asked me to explain Hamilton to you? Or the way I felt when Winnie proposed? Or how it felt being on stage? How happy I was when Nathan remembered the exact flat I wanted in New York and did everything to get it for me?"

"Y'won't, there's no way you'll ever forget any of it. It's all engraved in this super smart brain of yours, y'know your memory is probably the best out of all of us," Nathan kissed her forehead, wanting more than anything to make all that doubt go away, make her see just how loved she was. 

"Don't tell Winnie, I don't want her to worry."

"I won't, even though I think she'd do a much better job at makin' you feel better. You girls just understand each other better than we do," he chuckled. "Even if I gotta remind yeh every single year, I won't let you forget, Lollipop. Don't be scared t'lose me or her, or my brother. We live inside of you, literally and metaphorically."

Lydia finally laughed and he grinned, beyond proud of himself. That smile was worth more than anything to him, the sound of her laughter never failed to make his heart race, that's how he knew there was nothing to worry about. 

"I still love you just the same as I did when I first said it to you," she whispered. "If not more."

"Me too, and I'm sure they feel it just as much. We live right here, baby, and there's no way we're ever movin' out."

"You live in my right boob?" she looked down at his hand resting on her chest.

"I meant more like your heart."

"That's not even the right side, Natty," she shook her head fondly. "I love you so much, and I miss you."

"How can yeh miss me? I'm right here."

"I don't really know," she admitted. "Maybe it's PMS, maybe I'm being dramatic. It just feels like even though you're here, I want you closer, I want more of you."

"I can be as close as y'want. We can even get naked, take away the layers separatin' us."

"Silly..." Lydia turned around, leaning against his chest and adjusting the guitar on her lap. "Maybe in a little bit, right now can you just hold me? Watch the sunrise with me?"

"Course, princess."

She closed her eyes, taking in his scent, the feeling of his curls brushing on her neck as he kissed he tugged at her shirt to expose her shoulder and kiss it, the sound of his breathing, the warmth of his arms around her. Her fingers dances lazily around the guitar forming a melody before she even realized. 

"Stay with me

mayonaka no doa o tataki

kaeranaide to naita

ano kisetsu ga ima me no mae

Stay with me

kuchiguse wo ii nagara

futari no toki wo daite

mada wasurezu daiji ni shite ita"

"Jesus... I feel like I just had a stroke, what was that?"

"It's called Japanese, really popular in Asia," Lyddie smirked tauntingly. 

"Since when d'you speak Japanese?"

"I don't- I mean, I speak a little bit. As much as anime and manga can teach me, I also know all the openings and closings for Boku no Hero."

"Fine then, smartass, what does it mean? All that gibberish?"

"It's not gibberish, and it means... It just means I won't forget this moment. Right now, right here, at least this one will stay with me for the rest of my days.

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