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This was on my main blog which is where I keep art only which is why I'm reposting here.

This entire thing feels like you're twisting my words and targeting everyone who is mentally ill and I honestly think that is what pisses me off the most about this. Yeah I've said shit like "seek therapy" and other things along those lines to an extreme, but you're saying that as if I'm saying that to people who aren't actively ECOURAGING other people with mental illness to se/f h4rm, saying to others that inc3st is okay, saying to others that p3doph1ilia is okay, saying being attracted to ACTUAL ANIMALS is ok because they'd (a) "Never do that irl" or (b) "in fiction". Mental illness isn't an excuse for the fucked up shit you do and show; it's a reason, sure, but that doesn't mean everyone should turn a blind eye because you have something going on. I'm mentally ill, I've surrounded myself with people who hurt me and I've surrounded myself with people who I hurt, but I never learned that what I was doing was horrible until a professional actually told me. However it wasn't a therapist I hired, it was a random ass counselor who saw a kid who needed SERIOUS help and encouraged them to get it. People NEED to hear it from a professional, no matter where its from, to understand that shit they're doing is dangerous. I'm not calling people with mental illness a danger, I'm telling people that the shit they are doing is dangerous.

Secondly, I GET IT. I know what its like to have to fight for mental healthcare. I've had shitty therapists, I've had points in my life where I didn't think I needed therapy, I've had points in my life where I was denied therapy, I've surrounded myself with people who encouraged me to continue these bad things, and its not easy to just pick up even if you apply yourself. But if people are willing to help you actually get the shit you need. People don't always know they can actually get help if they ask the right people. ENCOURAGING OTHERS to do the shit that you're AWARE isn't healthy and can be dangerous for others; THAT is dangerous. THAT is inexcusable.

And quit acting like I'm stupid and spend my time being mad online. I'm actively fighting for and against shit that is going on in the real world. I'm going to protests, I'm helping friends in need, I'm contributing where I know I can. But just because because there's "better things to worry about" doesn't mean I'm gonna turn a blind eye towards people who are actively causing harm and taking advantage of minors, other mentally ill people who need that help, or anyone else who ends up being vulnerable to manipulation. That's what people who are PROUD OF being a prosh1tter are encouraging and doing. I don't give a FUCK if its "the internet, get used to it" because it's not something that should be normal or glorified because of the shit it can do to a person.

I get that I'm an asshole for how aggressive I am, I get that I shouldn't be calling mentally ill people dangerous and I'm sorry for that. I should understand that calling people dangerous when they're clearly going through horrible shit is just bad and I shouldn't let my emotions on the situation make me hurt people who don't mean to hurt others. I don't always know the full story and I can't always tell if they're aware or not. Which is why I will be doing what you said, which is just blocking and reporting those people and not trying to further involve myself. But the reason I'm so aggressive and say shit like that is because majority of you people are AWARE of the shit you're doing and that's what I cannot stand. I'm targeting the group of people who are encouraging people to selfh4rm and/or circle jerk themselves by saying that everything they do is fine while aware of what they're doing. NOTHING EXCUSES ENDANGERING OTHER PEOPLE, certain things can be a reason and it can add a lot to the equation, but NEVER an excuse.

Lastly, you coming into my ask just to tell me I'm being childish by saying shit like "waa waa" to mock me is just as hypocritical as I am for going into people's asks and telling them they need therapy. The only difference is, there's a CHANCE I can actually do something productive. There's a chance someone will look at that and be like "maybe I should do that" or even "oh yeah I should continue doing that". Just like how you're hoping there's a chance I'll change my mind, which I did to the smallest degree and that's by not digging into peoples personal lives and just doing what I know I can (reporting and blocking), but it feels like one of us wants to both of us to go up while the other wants both of us to go down and that's why I think that you're so obviously more in the wrong.

Listen, idgaf what you do typically when it comes to weird shit just as long as everyone's an adult, aren't related, can conscious, and are able to verbally consent. Idgaf if you think it's hot to stab your s/o in a roleplay, Idgaf if you think it's cute or aesthetic to be blown up or act like a puppy or consent to whatever, but encouraging and exposing that shit to people who are vulnerable and don't know that it's dangerous makes you dangerous, doesn't matter what you have or what you are. Keep that shit in private and legal.

If you want to continue arguing this, then do it in my DMs, because you're right about one thing: I'm gonna respect my DNIs for my own mental health by just reporting and blocking. I'm not gonna try to attract more stink bugs by squashing one.