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@giftober 2022 | day 23: full body

Gotham (2014) Season 3, Episode 17 "The Primal Riddle"

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I'm sorry

Pairing: Brock Rumlow X Double agent!Reader.

Word count: 618 words.

Summary: A conversation the night before HYDRA’s uprising.

Warnings: Fluff, angst, feelings of regret.

A/N: This my entry to @natashxromanovf’s 1K Followers Writing Challenge with the prompt:

"I love you, okay? And I can't stay in your life when I'm just ruining it."

"You can't just say that, and don't wait for me to answer."

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Night was falling as tense air hung in the air in one of HYDRA's secret headquarters. Inside a dimly lit room, Brock Rumlow was standing by the window. The look in his eyes contrasted with concern, while still trying to look as if nothing was bothering him. At that moment, the door to the living room opened softly, and you stepped inside.

You closed the door, and your eyes met Brock's. In that tense silence, you both knew that the next day would mark the end of many things, including perhaps how you felt about each other. They didn't need words to express the fear and uncertainty they felt; their looks said it all.

Finally, Brock broke the silence, his voice filling the room.

"Y/N, I need you to understand something. This thing we're doing, what I'm about to do—there's no turning back. HYDRA is about to reveal itself and its consequences. Brock was silent for a moment and then continued. "I love you, okay? And I can't stay in your life when I'm just ruining it." After saying that, he looked like he was going to leave the room.

"You can't just say that, and don't wait for me to answer." You stared at him, your jaw clenched. "Brock, seriously, you can't just show up here, tell me you love me, and then expect me to accept your goodbye like it's nothing. I can't ignore how I feel about you. I can't just turn my back on what we've shared."

Brock looked down for a moment. He knew you were right—he couldn't expect you to just let it go and forget everything they'd been through from the moment they'd met on their first mission after leaving the academy.

"Y/N, I love you," he finally said. "But I can't let you put me in danger. No one at S.H.I.E.L.D. can suspect you."

You moved closer to him, placing a hand gently on his cheek.

"Brock, I love you too, but you can't do it alone; we're a team, and we need as many members as possible."

Brock kissed you softly; his lips found yours in a kiss full of passion and desperation. His arms wrapped around you tightly, as if he wanted time to stop at that moment and stay forever like that.

After a moment, Brock slowly pulled away, never taking his eyes off you. "I can't promise you that everything will be alright, Y/N. But I promise that I will do everything in my power to protect you. You know what you must do in case I get caught; don't try to stay with me at that moment in case it happens. Remember, you must get to safety first, and then, if possible, you can look for me and help me escape."

You shook your head, holding her face in your hands. "You can't ask me to leave you, Brock. We're in this together, no matter what. I can't just let you face this alone."

He grabbed your hand, squeezing it tightly.

"You know this could happen since we entered the academy; we were told so many, many times; we were both at the top of our classes; now it's time for us to put the plan we talked about so many times into action; anyway, I'll keep an eye on the intercom in case you need my help. Remember, whatever happens, don't let them catch you."

Nodding, you walked over to him and hugged him tightly.

It was time. A few seconds earlier, Brock had gotten the message that he was to catch Rogers. You gave each other one last kiss as you clung to each other in the darkness of the night.

[uhoh-but-yeah-alright]

15 Questions

Thanks to @himynameiszayn for the tag! 💕

Are you named after anyone? My mom thinks she subconsciously named me after my dad (it's a stretch, but not completely impossible; she thinks her mom did the same with her name because she was a third girl and they didn't know if they'd have a boy). My middle names are my paternal aunt's name and my mom's last name.

When was the last time you cried? Last week I finally got some of my late uncle's art that my aunt shipped me. He died a little over a year ago and I fully wept looking at his beautiful paintings and thinking about what a lovely, kind person he was and all the different ways he made people's lives better.

Do you have kids? Nope

Do you use sarcasm a lot? I don't think so. When I was younger I definitely did.

What’s the first thing you notice about people? Probably their eyes or smile.

What’s your eye colour? Blue

Scary movies or happy endings? I don't feel like these are mutually exclusive? I do like a good scary movie but I rarely watch them.

Any special talents? I'm a really good winker!

Where were you born? North Carolina, US

What are your hobbies? Mostly TV. And also reading and writing and pre-pandemmy going to comedy shows and recently coloring. But mostly TV. This Adam Scott interview answer from 2010 speaks to me on a spiritual level.

I don’t have hobbies anymore. I always tried to get a hobby. I tried, like, model airplanes when I was a little kid. I tried sports. I tried all kinds of things and the only thing I was ever good at and excelled at above all the other kids was watching television. So now I’ve just stopped being ashamed of it and I just love sitting around and watching TV. Really good at it.

Do you have any pets? Sadly no, as I love dogs extremely much.

What sports do you play/have you played? Currently not a one. But I was a (good but not particularly fast) swimmer from age 8 through 25 and played water polo for the last 11 years of that - high school, college, and law school. As a kid, I played soccer and basketball for several years each. Kind of amazing how sporty I was in my youth given how couch-focused my adult life is.

How tall are you? 5′7"

Favorite subject at school? It was always math growing up; college would be too hard to pick

Dream job: Costume consultant! Like, not a costume designer, just someone who helps people come up with and put together costumes for like Halloween and theme parties.

This was fun! Suppose I should tag 15 people I guess? @homosociallyyours @disgruntledkittenface @crinkle-eyed-boo @jlf23tumble @28whitepeonies @a-brighter-yellow @wannaremember @absoloutenonsense @harryslonecurl @independentlouis @dearlou @queenofquiet17 @queenbeeharry @larrysballetslippers @lovingstheantidote if you want to share <3